This weekend has CRAWLED BY. Maybe it's because I spent 95% of my time at work, doing mindless and mind-numbing tasks, watching the minutes crawl by. I need a new job. Sometimes I question whether or not I can hack this.
Fear is a normal emotion. But lately I feel that I'm scared of EVERYTHING. I can't really describe that.
I picked up a note...
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Fear is a normal emotion. But lately I feel that I'm scared of EVERYTHING. I can't really describe that.
I picked up a note...
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halfjack:
awwwww. now there's a comment!
I feel like this entry could be me spilling my guts about a lot of random things...so bear with me? Also, this is the first real entry that I've posted since I've been back on the site...it's still kinda weird to me that I've reconnected to this site, which used to be a big part of my day-to-day life 4-5 years ago. Strange.
I stayed...
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So there is something so lovely about days with nothing to do where the sun is shining, and anticipation of a good night with good friends and good music.
I feel like, for the first time in YEARS that the pieces of my life are finally coming together, and I'm accepting the mistakes I've made and stupid shit I've done, and able to look forward...
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I feel like, for the first time in YEARS that the pieces of my life are finally coming together, and I'm accepting the mistakes I've made and stupid shit I've done, and able to look forward...
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twotoner:
Oh my god! How are you!?
You know, I was wondering just the other day what had ever happened to you!
What's new in your world?
You know, I was wondering just the other day what had ever happened to you!
What's new in your world?
twotoner:
It has been a pretty interesting four years actually, but I'll stick to the Cliffs Notes version!
Graduated from Temple in 2005 with a degree in Journalism and minors in Political Science and history. Took a year off and refereed hockey full-time until I picked up a job at a local weekly newspaper. Did that for a little over a year.
In the summer of 2007, Dad was in the hospital once, Dad was in the hospital twice, Dad was dead by September. The pancreatic cancer got him just a week after I started a job at a new newspaper in South Jersey.
Fast forward to March of 2008 and my long-time girlfriend kicked me to the curb because I "had changed."
But things are okay, really. Kinda coming into my own at the paper I'm at. Won a New Jersey Press Association award last month. The drive to work everyday really sucks and the hours are terrible. That, coupled with the hockey is what led to the break-up.
Anyway, like I said, things are okay. Just trying to stay on the bright side of life, despite my downtrodden synopsis here!
I did make it to Boston the past two Christmases for the Mighty Mighty Bosstones' Hometown Throwdown. Funny, they broke up shortly before I started dating the ex and then they announced the reunion shows right after Dad died.
Oh, and the Phillies won the World Series! :-)
So much for Cliff Notes! What kind of work are you into now? Is it better than pizza and pasta in Bucks County?
Graduated from Temple in 2005 with a degree in Journalism and minors in Political Science and history. Took a year off and refereed hockey full-time until I picked up a job at a local weekly newspaper. Did that for a little over a year.
In the summer of 2007, Dad was in the hospital once, Dad was in the hospital twice, Dad was dead by September. The pancreatic cancer got him just a week after I started a job at a new newspaper in South Jersey.
Fast forward to March of 2008 and my long-time girlfriend kicked me to the curb because I "had changed."
But things are okay, really. Kinda coming into my own at the paper I'm at. Won a New Jersey Press Association award last month. The drive to work everyday really sucks and the hours are terrible. That, coupled with the hockey is what led to the break-up.
Anyway, like I said, things are okay. Just trying to stay on the bright side of life, despite my downtrodden synopsis here!
I did make it to Boston the past two Christmases for the Mighty Mighty Bosstones' Hometown Throwdown. Funny, they broke up shortly before I started dating the ex and then they announced the reunion shows right after Dad died.
Oh, and the Phillies won the World Series! :-)
So much for Cliff Notes! What kind of work are you into now? Is it better than pizza and pasta in Bucks County?
blaaaaaaaassssssssst from the past.
Holy fucking hell, being on this site brings back some serious memories. NOSTALGIA. I have been holed up in my room all day re-reading all my old blog posts and skimming thru pictures. Hopefully I can re-connect with some of you awesome bitches that I used to talk to all the time back in the day. Tell me what's been going...
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Holy fucking hell, being on this site brings back some serious memories. NOSTALGIA. I have been holed up in my room all day re-reading all my old blog posts and skimming thru pictures. Hopefully I can re-connect with some of you awesome bitches that I used to talk to all the time back in the day. Tell me what's been going...
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gadget:
no way! you're drop dead gorgeous. It's just been a rough four years on my end and I've killed a lot of brain cells trying to make it through.
gadget:
yeah but I still have at least two sittings left and it's been six years or more! ridiculous!
I'm pretty sure that this account runs up today, or maybe tomorrow.
after a year plus on this site, I'm not re-newing my subscription this time.
it's time to move on, in alot of ways. I've chatted it up, and met alot of very cool people off of this site, and I'm sure I'll keep in touch with the ones that matter.
logging onto suicidegirls...
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after a year plus on this site, I'm not re-newing my subscription this time.
it's time to move on, in alot of ways. I've chatted it up, and met alot of very cool people off of this site, and I'm sure I'll keep in touch with the ones that matter.
logging onto suicidegirls...
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twotoner:
You're just wonderful, remember that. Keep your head up. Something spectacular will come along soon. Just be patient.
Cheers,
Lucas
Cheers,
Lucas
nicolelee:
Glad you found me on MySpazz, babycakes. See you there.
Yeah,
I didn't study last night.
Went to the pub instead. Bad idea. Bad time.
I hate that look that you have on your face when you're drunk.
I see right through you.
Didn't do much of anything today.
Should've taken the test, but we're allowed to skip one. Handed in my paper, but didn't do the spanish composition.
I really wish that I cared...
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I didn't study last night.
Went to the pub instead. Bad idea. Bad time.
I hate that look that you have on your face when you're drunk.
I see right through you.
Didn't do much of anything today.
Should've taken the test, but we're allowed to skip one. Handed in my paper, but didn't do the spanish composition.
I really wish that I cared...
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ericdravyn:
"Trust only movement. Life happens at the level of events, not words. Trust movement."
Alfred Adler
Stop moving.
Stop thinking.
Stop everything but breathing and being.
Find your center.
Sink into it.
Feel it.
Start moving again.
With renewed purpose and energy.
Focus.
And, yeah... breathe.
College, like life, is a test.
What you learn there is not necessarily what they teach in class.
Find your center and you can never be knocked over or knocked down.
Breathe.
[Edited on Nov 27, 2005 12:40AM]
Alfred Adler
Stop moving.
Stop thinking.
Stop everything but breathing and being.
Find your center.
Sink into it.
Feel it.
Start moving again.
With renewed purpose and energy.
Focus.
And, yeah... breathe.
College, like life, is a test.
What you learn there is not necessarily what they teach in class.
Find your center and you can never be knocked over or knocked down.
Breathe.
[Edited on Nov 27, 2005 12:40AM]
I've had a little too much to t h i n k tonight.....
you know what's the WORST?
when you talk about wanting to do something (like go to Medieval Times for FIVE DOLLARS with my school on a bustrip -- but instead I had to go to work and make TWENTY DOLLARS in SIX HOURS. yeah. good day.) and then you hear that your...
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you know what's the WORST?
when you talk about wanting to do something (like go to Medieval Times for FIVE DOLLARS with my school on a bustrip -- but instead I had to go to work and make TWENTY DOLLARS in SIX HOURS. yeah. good day.) and then you hear that your...
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auroranoise:
You look cute in all of your pics.
I feel like I've just been hit in the face with a metal bat.
my heart stopped, and I actually couldn't breathe for a minute.
But for some reason I can't even cry.
This is just like a bad dream that won't ever end -- and it just gets worse and worse, and more absurd by the minute.
love? already? you've only been dating a...
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my heart stopped, and I actually couldn't breathe for a minute.
But for some reason I can't even cry.
This is just like a bad dream that won't ever end -- and it just gets worse and worse, and more absurd by the minute.
love? already? you've only been dating a...
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auroranoise:
I know the feeling. Keep your head up. Things will get better. You may not be able to repair the past, but what's happened will only make you stronger. I know that sounds cliche, but I think it's true. Feel better.
i n f a t u a t i o n is the devil.
twotoner:
damn devil...
jackiebones:
Glad you like it hun!
In the days of kings and queens, I was a jester...
I'm trying to find a balance, I'm trying to build a balance...
I'm not really too sure why I'm awake right now...
I passed out so well earlier too. Too much to smoke tonight, too much on my mind [as usual].
I'm going to start looking for another job to work at during christmas...
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I'm trying to find a balance, I'm trying to build a balance...
I'm not really too sure why I'm awake right now...
I passed out so well earlier too. Too much to smoke tonight, too much on my mind [as usual].
I'm going to start looking for another job to work at during christmas...
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oxy:
In a time of chimpanzies i was a monkey. 
slowly but surely...
days go by and still i think of you -- days where i couldn't live my life w i t h o u t you...
i talked to justin online for the first time in awhile...we had a REAL conversation. just bullshitting about movies and books and life in general. he told me his parents were asking about me and i bit...
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days go by and still i think of you -- days where i couldn't live my life w i t h o u t you...
i talked to justin online for the first time in awhile...we had a REAL conversation. just bullshitting about movies and books and life in general. he told me his parents were asking about me and i bit...
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auroranoise:
hey, thanks for adding me. it's great to see someone else from Trenton on here. where do you go to college, and what's your major?
auroranoise:
i go to mercer county community college. and i'm majoring in communications for now. i like djarum blacks. feel free to im me on aim if you'd like. i think i have my sn listed on my profile page. take care.
I should just get wishful thinking tattooed on my forehead.
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nicolelee:
You read my mind, sweetheart.
todger:
Hey Grrl! Just wanted to drop by and say thanx for the add!