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So wait a second. Am I to understand you left the wackos of South Jersey to work with the crazies of Boston instead? You could have stayed put right where you were and you would never run out of work.

You know what they say though, crazies never know they are crazy. So... when you actually think you are going to work it might just be for something completely different and you just don't know it. Perhaps, they are the ones containing you.

it's ok i laugh at hugely inappropriate times as well.....and i love the play on words that "bi-polar bear" presents

You job is to write smaller blog posts!

Never seen anyone try to have breast sex with a cucumber before.

My advice to you is to skip Lolapalooza. Those festivals are never as fun as they seem to be. Do buy a new pair of boots though. Just picked up a pair myself.




PS - You rule.

PPS - Going to the Shore in the a.m.

Seriously! This weather sux!!!

Ps. Thanks for the add

I think I saw some sun today!

LOL...yea, there's something not quite right.

Fixed the door yesterday. Still thinking about the girl, but not as much. Just really sucks. Is this when I'm supposed to give chase or something?

That's sweet that the boy was so, for lack of a better term, "proud" and showing you off. Must be nice to be cared about that much. Just enjoy it! Going to live vicariously through your romantic exploits!

I really think it's karma biting me in the ass for me being a jerk to girls. It has got to be. All those phone numbers I took but never called. The ones I've strung along. Ugh, it figures.

Being on the right track in a complicated situation is a good start for sure. Something is bound to happen. I've been told I'm a hopeless romantic, so keep filling me in with details.

I know my Veruca Salt songs, and how dare you accuse me of google-ing it!

My song is one of Morrissey's new singles. There was another one I wanted to send along, but it was too dream-related and didn't want to include it considering your recent bad nocturnal visions.

The one posted above is called "All You Need is Me."

You're right in that not all girls suck and forgive me for lumping you among the masses. Sure, I agree she wants attention from me. The question is whether I should give it to her.

The other question is whether or not I misrepresent myself to people. I've had a number of people who I've known for a short time tell me that I'm not the person they had me pegged for. Usually it's the asshole in me that comes through initially, but sooner or later they find out that's just a front.

Maybe if I was consistently a prick to people they'd hand around me longer.

Have to admit this girl is like a drug to me. She speeds up my heart when I hear from her. The highs are extremely high, but the lows are just as extreme.

Good luck with all your big changes. Sounds like out of the dust something better will emerge.

I too am starting a new job Monday...kind of. I am getting transfered to a new location. A little nervous.

I only did a small bit of research! I'll never know when I'll need to know something about BPD - was I correct in how I applied what I studied earlier?

Couple new developments since I last wrote, actually. She called me the other night to scold me for just texting her. Anyway, I just got back from NYC like an hour ago. After work Sunday I took the train up and had dinner with her, her best friend and the best friend's boyfriend. Had a nice time. We went and checked out her new apartment and then went to the Beauty Bar for a few drinks.

For some reason we both had a Red Bull and Jaeger, but decided shortly thereafter to head out. Got back to her place at 1, but were up wired and just talking for quite awhile.

Just kissed, nothing else. "Snuggled." She had informed me that if I stayed over it would be extremely PG-13.

And it was, and it was nice.

Breakfast in the a.m. She told me I looked really cute when I sleep (something I've always been self-conscious about. A walk in Astoria and back to her bed to lay down for a nap.

That was my Memorial Day. How was yours?

congrats on the new job!

awww. sounds like someone needs a snack

happy friday