Wendi and I finally filed the Summary Dissolution papers yesterday, and afterward I was thoroughly drained, both emotionally and physically. They sent us to five different places, each one telling us, "Oh this isn't where you need to go, you need to go to the building over there on the 8th floor." She and I joked about how they make you jump through hoops to...
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I still don't feel comfortable in Long Beach. I need to get off my ass and get settled in already so I can start being productive again. I've been slacking on exercising my visual creative side. I want to start painting again, but fuck if I can't just get settled in and feel comfortable in my space.
Comfort is not something I find easily these...
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juliana:
Yessss, aren't we all so hip, so happening?
I hope you recall where I'm really from. I know you must, since you described the exact concept that drove me out of LA in the first place, to head northward... the Baywatch factor. The plasticity of it all -- The Plasti-City.
I know you'd probably love it here, too. But then again I think EVERYONE should love the city I'm in love with.
I also agree on the point you made about "real" friends. The ones that can handle it when you come back.
For now, I've kind of given up on having chick friends. They suck way too much. And not in good ways like our hentai-monster friends.
Guys are just so much more low-maintenance.
Hm, now I know what to post for today. Thanks, bean.
Have a
Day.
I hope you recall where I'm really from. I know you must, since you described the exact concept that drove me out of LA in the first place, to head northward... the Baywatch factor. The plasticity of it all -- The Plasti-City.
I know you'd probably love it here, too. But then again I think EVERYONE should love the city I'm in love with.
I also agree on the point you made about "real" friends. The ones that can handle it when you come back.
For now, I've kind of given up on having chick friends. They suck way too much. And not in good ways like our hentai-monster friends.
Guys are just so much more low-maintenance.
Hm, now I know what to post for today. Thanks, bean.
Have a
Day.
koleeta:
beany bean beanery! I left early last night....
yeah so I still have not seen Footloose in it's entirety (sp?) we sat in the far right section (if you are facing the screen)...where were you?
yeah so I still have not seen Footloose in it's entirety (sp?) we sat in the far right section (if you are facing the screen)...where were you?
eep! I think all of my friends updated their journals all at the same time. Sorry if I don't get a chance to comment in all of them. I can only stay on the site for so long while I'm at work and the productivity nazis are lurking. Especially right now, as we've got some nasty e-commerce bugs that have suddenly popped up.
So...still no...
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nala:
yeah, you TOTALLY missed it!
I got challenged at a bar one night...
biggest shots, I was takin' em, a guy said
Wow, when I ordered one and said, I'll buy you another, if you can take that whole thing
he didn't know who he was dealing with.
i took it easily
he bought me another
the fuckers were huge, I prob. had about a good 6 shots worth in 5 minutes, lets just say I ended up quite drunk
I love tequila...tequila and beer tequila and beer
tequila tequila it's all I drink
I got challenged at a bar one night...
biggest shots, I was takin' em, a guy said
Wow, when I ordered one and said, I'll buy you another, if you can take that whole thing
he didn't know who he was dealing with.
i took it easily
he bought me another
the fuckers were huge, I prob. had about a good 6 shots worth in 5 minutes, lets just say I ended up quite drunk
I love tequila...tequila and beer tequila and beer
tequila tequila it's all I drink
freckle:
you don't *have* to be my friend... but it'd be nice
never have too many cool friends!
never have too many cool friends!
Current Head State:
Wheeee! I'm sick! Well, my nose and sinuses caught a cold, but the rest of my body miraculously escaped illness. Odd.
I guess the stress of moving and getting a divorce, along with getting 2 hours of sleep for a full month followed by a week or so of playing pool, drinking a lot, and sleeping on floors and couches tends to...
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Wheeee! I'm sick! Well, my nose and sinuses caught a cold, but the rest of my body miraculously escaped illness. Odd.
I guess the stress of moving and getting a divorce, along with getting 2 hours of sleep for a full month followed by a week or so of playing pool, drinking a lot, and sleeping on floors and couches tends to...
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freckle:
oh yeah! i'll take all the credit i can get 
admitourmistakes:
Oh yeah, I am applying to school up Northeast... Temple U in Pa.
I'm doing a lot better now. Thank you all, again, for everything. 
This has, in fact, been a very interesting week. Since Sunday I've slept on the floor of my old apartment, wendi's linoleum floor, the driver's seat of my car, the floor of my new place, and my friend clint's couch, in that order. And right now my personal coffers have been drained by...
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This has, in fact, been a very interesting week. Since Sunday I've slept on the floor of my old apartment, wendi's linoleum floor, the driver's seat of my car, the floor of my new place, and my friend clint's couch, in that order. And right now my personal coffers have been drained by...
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dragonreborn:
hey while you are out there in that cali sun, if you become a red bean just come on down here to Tejasland and we'll make some cornbread and have a goo supper. hahahahahahahahaha sorry i just had to have my stupid humor of the day. thanks
dragonreborn:
i was actually in the middle of taking a big drink of iced tea when i read your entry and nearly choked to death. i guess i would have bean dead.
My bed is in storage. My clothes are in the car, ready to be shipped off to the storage space in the morning. I sleep on the floor tonight. A blanket, a couple pillows, my computer. Knick-knacks and whatnot. All that's left of this place. This apartment I've never felt comfortable in. I've never really been happy here, and I'm glad to go. But leaving...
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juliana:
i miss bean.
ltrain:
hey bean!!! yay for beans!!! aww so whats the deal with your cat?? fuck man, when my cat got sick, i rushed him to the hospital, all he had was a cold but still, dude, that one sneeze freaked me out. so you're moving to the lbc now or what?? i don't have much time at this internet cafe so i kinda just skimmed through your journal entry. hope all is well.
Wendi moved out tonight (thursday). I helped her set up her bed at her new place, and as soon as I got home it began to really hit me that I'm alone for the first time in four years, and living alone for the first time ever. I had been looking forward to the opportunity and the freedom, but until I get settled in my...
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zardize:
the atypical reaction would be a smile but i was a pud in highschool so I would run away hehehe. What a dumb ass i was. Least i grew up to be a smart ass.
_sarah_:
Oh, he knows. I compliment him every time I feel the urge, and I often pet his hair and kiss his forehead.
A week isn't a lifetime, but I finished the new Harry Potter book in 7.5 hours.
I wasn't trying... it just happened. I was really into it.
A week isn't a lifetime, but I finished the new Harry Potter book in 7.5 hours.
I wasn't trying... it just happened. I was really into it.My life, at a glance:
- My finger is healing nicely, if a bit itchy.
- Wendi and I are getting along much better now that we're splitting up. Odd how that works. Although, we're pretty odd people.
- I've got about half my stuff moved to Long Beach. The rest will go this week and this weekend.
- I'm feeling really pretty good about...
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- My finger is healing nicely, if a bit itchy.
- Wendi and I are getting along much better now that we're splitting up. Odd how that works. Although, we're pretty odd people.
- I've got about half my stuff moved to Long Beach. The rest will go this week and this weekend.
- I'm feeling really pretty good about...
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koleeta:
yeay bean is in the LBC! now you need to go to the bowling alley...the java lanes? on PCH down near the traffic circle, and tell me if it's cool or not.
olly:
flirting and coffee are both wonderful things!
Hey, if you're on a mac, go check this out.
Random question:
Tell me something about yourself that might surprise people who know you...a guilty pleasure or odd fact. I'll start: I like the Disney tv show, "Kim Possible." I'm not sure why, since it represents everything I hated about high school and everything I hate about pop culture, but it's true. There, I've...
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Random question:
Tell me something about yourself that might surprise people who know you...a guilty pleasure or odd fact. I'll start: I like the Disney tv show, "Kim Possible." I'm not sure why, since it represents everything I hated about high school and everything I hate about pop culture, but it's true. There, I've...
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gekkeiju23:
random facts-
I sometimes get that not-so-fresh-feeling.
I once killed a man in Reno just to watch him die.
I had a mullet when I was 8.
I dig you, Bean. yer alright by me. Best of luck to you!
I sometimes get that not-so-fresh-feeling.
I once killed a man in Reno just to watch him die.
I had a mullet when I was 8.
I dig you, Bean. yer alright by me. Best of luck to you!
epiphany:
Just stopping by to say hi! Sounds like you're a little down but this will pass...already on your update you are back on the ups! Chin up because we're all rooting for you..you're moving...new town, new place, new leaf! Yay! Options are good...skies the limit......Give me a "B", give me a "E", give me an "A", give me an "N" what does that spell??? BEAN!!!!!.........gooooo Bean!!!! [*as I do highschool cheerleader jumps*]
Impermanence
While posting in someone else's journal, I was reminded of a documentary about a group of Buddhist monks in Tibet I watched a couple weeks ago. They were lamenting the decay of an ancient fresco, and enlisting the help of a western art historian who specialized in the restoration of frescoes. The fresco in question, though, was so severely damaged that some parts of...
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While posting in someone else's journal, I was reminded of a documentary about a group of Buddhist monks in Tibet I watched a couple weeks ago. They were lamenting the decay of an ancient fresco, and enlisting the help of a western art historian who specialized in the restoration of frescoes. The fresco in question, though, was so severely damaged that some parts of...
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gekkeiju23:
thanks for the hugs. this situation is not nearly as dramatic as I make it sound; merely a person that I thought had sought out friendship on the merit of my words and thoughts, but instead abruptly dismissed me from their life when they discovered I was married. there was never any promise or offering from me of more than I could give; apparently this person interpreted a kind ear for something more. the funny thing is we never even met.
miss_magenta:
thank you *hugs*
yeah, i have mad social issues as well. i get really uncomfortable and nervous if i am around a lot of people i don't know. i can do ok at shows but they get overwhelming sometimes. it is weird for me too and a lot easier to talk to people online. it is hard though if i am in a situation of meeting someone i have talked to online, it is really hard for me to go up and introduce myself. i am getting better at it but it is still hard sometimes.
have a great day.
thank you *hugs*
yeah, i have mad social issues as well. i get really uncomfortable and nervous if i am around a lot of people i don't know. i can do ok at shows but they get overwhelming sometimes. it is weird for me too and a lot easier to talk to people online. it is hard though if i am in a situation of meeting someone i have talked to online, it is really hard for me to go up and introduce myself. i am getting better at it but it is still hard sometimes.
have a great day.
One of these days I should really sit down and put some thought and care into my journal entry. Do something crazy like tell a story. Include interesting dialogue, paraphrased from real life but re-worded to give a voice to the speakers. I should describe the setting in intimate detail, but only insofar as it aids in the telling of the story. One of these...
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alisa:
i'm here to see if you've heard from the member touchedfilth~~shan. i miss her a lot and i'm starting to get worried. you were the last one that she mentioned in her journal...so i thoiught maybe you and her were closer and you've might have heard from her recently.
if you do talk to her tell her i miss her and i worry.
thanks
xxx
if you do talk to her tell her i miss her and i worry.
thanks
xxx
flux:
it's the baby toe on my right foot. interestingly enough, the toe adjacent is naturally somewhat deformed, so the splint i made between the two is really funny looking. i think it will heal well, though. it seems like a minor fracture.
WOOOOOO!!!!! I got the house!!!! I'll be moving in on the 2nd. I'm sooooooo happy!!!
This is the first time I've had my own place, so I'm a little nervous, but my landlord seems really cool and laid back but still professional, and I LOVE the place, so I'm sooooo excited about getting it.
...now if I could just get rid of my car so...
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This is the first time I've had my own place, so I'm a little nervous, but my landlord seems really cool and laid back but still professional, and I LOVE the place, so I'm sooooo excited about getting it.
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pinkisux:
thats totally awsome!
congrats!
congrats!
blasfemme:
YAH!!!!!!
*dances happily around room with bean baybee*
when's the house warming? need help moving? i'll be right over....
i told you that house was yours.
*dances happily around room with bean baybee*
when's the house warming? need help moving? i'll be right over....
i told you that house was yours.
dude I just helped my friends move into their LBC pad last month. i can hijack my dad's van again and help you move your bed and some of the big stuff, as much as I hate driving the van I guess I'll do it for you.
that thing about getting divorced, don't mean to bring up any bad memories but I would think it would be odd to spend that much time with someone you don't want to be with anymore...it's always seemed like a wierd concept to me to still talk to somebody you get a divorce from...