I think I'm dying. Tomorrow I need to find a free clinic and find a way to get a ride to it.
Update: Apparently I make too much money to go to a free clinic, but I'm having a hard time finding other clinics for people with no insurance who are neither elderly nor children. Grr.
Double-update I don't think I'm dying anymore. When I...
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Update: Apparently I make too much money to go to a free clinic, but I'm having a hard time finding other clinics for people with no insurance who are neither elderly nor children. Grr.
Double-update I don't think I'm dying anymore. When I...
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Back in Southern California. I had a lot of fun this weekend. Requiem took good care of me and Ltrain, giving us a place to stay and a ride all over the place, and he even took us to a winery for a tasting and tour. 
The Lusty Lady Benefit was...well, it was great to meet some of the SGSF people, even if it...
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sadie:
its not that i was too tired to go it was that i couldnt remeber the name or the place now i really want some indian pizza
schoolgirl:
I hate those damn automated systems. the college loan people are the most difficult to get a real live person to talk to but they have always been so pleasant, so I forget about how 
I am by the time I get connected.
cheer up happy smileys for bean!
I am by the time I get connected.
cheer up happy smileys for bean!
I'm in San Francisco. YAY!
Leave a message.
*BEEEP*
bean!
Leave a message.
*BEEEP*
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hippomonki:
hi this is hippomonki, i was calling for ltrain, i hope this is the right number...oh fuck, um if this is bean, um, yeah, licks...
d_infinite:
Hello.
Somehow I've managed to find myself without any plans for Thanksgiving. I was hoping to find some sort of vegetarian or at least vegetarian-friendly event in LA somewhere, but haven't had much luck in that regard. My dad is still in the hospital, and a bit delirious due to the restricted bloodflow to his brain, my brother is going to be working, and my mom's...
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lunna:
I can truely say that your life's events are as artistic/rare and tragically cool as the movie Amelie.
Huge
Huge
whip:
Happy Turkey Day!
Shock-o-rama was fun, even if I only got to catch 3 movies and a brief sneak preview (read: practice) of one of the burlesque girls.
Versus: About...umm...people coming back from the dead and two guys fighting over some sort of power over the course of three lifetimes. Great shit. It would've been better if I was drunk though. Wait, no, I wouldn't even have come...
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Versus: About...umm...people coming back from the dead and two guys fighting over some sort of power over the course of three lifetimes. Great shit. It would've been better if I was drunk though. Wait, no, I wouldn't even have come...
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tarbaby:
i want to set my preferences to decline, but i feel bad about it.... =/
mya22:
awww thanks bean. you're a sweetie. *hugs*
"The drummer from Hanson is one of the cutest girls I've ever seen." -Moby
Hehe.
Bah. I'm swamped with work...which is good, I suppose, but it means my online time is very limited, since I still don't have the internet at home, which should be changing (finally) sometime in the next week or so. I'm finally getting all my overdue payments on things caught up,...
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Hehe.
Bah. I'm swamped with work...which is good, I suppose, but it means my online time is very limited, since I still don't have the internet at home, which should be changing (finally) sometime in the next week or so. I'm finally getting all my overdue payments on things caught up,...
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hippomonki:
well you big lush you...
i miss biting you and stuffs even if it was only pretend...
i am off for the weekend
hope to talk at you monday
KISSES
E
i miss biting you and stuffs even if it was only pretend...
i am off for the weekend
hope to talk at you monday
KISSES
E
runelateralus:
Careful though, I had a friend nearly fall off an elevator after four Irish Car Bombs.
Freaked us out.
Freaked us out.
I wonder how long I can realistically keep up this pace. Something's got to give. It doesn't seem like I should be able to have as much fun as I've been having. Granted, there have been some really, really rough patches in between all the fun, but my friends (see list on right) have been amazingly helpful and cool, and overall I've been able to...
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saruman:
If you've got friends to pull through the tough times when they come, why should you not enjoy the ride while you can? Things'll eventually settle down but there's no point in worrying about that.
Also, you just beat me to being the first to hug Shalome in her last journal entry ;-).
Also, you just beat me to being the first to hug Shalome in her last journal entry ;-).
tarbaby:
oh wow. that's alot to have on your plate at one time, bean.
i think you need a vacation....
*sending love and good thoughts*
i think you need a vacation....
*sending love and good thoughts*
Wow.
I haven't had that much fun in one weekend since Defcon, although that was almost but not quite an entirely different kind of fun, and there was more alcohol consumed at Defcon than at Miss Kitty's, Disneyland, and the after-party (believe it or not). Three things both weekends had in common, though: I spent far more money than I planned on spending, met lots...
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I haven't had that much fun in one weekend since Defcon, although that was almost but not quite an entirely different kind of fun, and there was more alcohol consumed at Defcon than at Miss Kitty's, Disneyland, and the after-party (believe it or not). Three things both weekends had in common, though: I spent far more money than I planned on spending, met lots...
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cedar:
your row of smileys scares me...
love me for i am soggy! bitch.
love me for i am soggy! bitch.
juliana:
you are so nuts! party ani-male.
uhmmm. thanksgiving weekend. i leave for LA wed after work, come back the following monday.
Q:do i suck?
A:yes.
Q:does bean suck?
A... not as much as juliana, but bean still DOES suck, too.
uhmmm. thanksgiving weekend. i leave for LA wed after work, come back the following monday.
Q:do i suck?
A:yes.
Q:does bean suck?
A... not as much as juliana, but bean still DOES suck, too.
Well, things are still a bit wonky, but last night I engaged myself in hardcore catharsis, and I feel infinitely better today, although I think I gave myself a sinus infection.
Oh well. Tonight I get to meet several dozen other SG members from all over the country, and tomorrow is SG Disneyland V2.0 !!! Hopefully my nose doesn't cause too much trouble for me....
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Oh well. Tonight I get to meet several dozen other SG members from all over the country, and tomorrow is SG Disneyland V2.0 !!! Hopefully my nose doesn't cause too much trouble for me....
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koleeta:
it was great finally meeting you on saturday....wait a sec...nevermind.
whats up beanery?!?!?!?
whats up beanery?!?!?!?
tarbaby:
dear bean~
you rule and i love you. i could chat with you all night, every night....
love~ava
you rule and i love you. i could chat with you all night, every night....
love~ava
Bah. I feel empty. I think I've been fighting feeling unhappy, and that's been causing me a lot of stress. I don't have time to be miserable. I have too much shit to do. I have to work, I have school, and I enjoy having a social life. But right now, all I want to do is lay on my floor, stare at the ceiling,...
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hippomonki:
you just need to include a girl ( or boy ) to lie on the floor with while you listen to the music...
i hope your love of life returns soon and that the stress will just eventually melt away...
E
i hope your love of life returns soon and that the stress will just eventually melt away...
E
shal:
Something to occupy your hands and your time, maybe even your mind...
sing
The tab's a bit crooked in this font, but I think you'll get the idea:
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The tab's a bit crooked in this font, but I think you'll get the idea:
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I've had a really shitty couple of days.
Wednesday
my dad goes into the hospital to get his pacemaker adjusted.
most of my clothes are stolen from the laundromat.
my phone gets shut off after verizon's auto-withdrawl thing fails and they don't send me any notices telling me so.
Thursday
i fly out to vegas on business. the flight out there gets delayed, i don't...
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Wednesday
my dad goes into the hospital to get his pacemaker adjusted.
most of my clothes are stolen from the laundromat.
my phone gets shut off after verizon's auto-withdrawl thing fails and they don't send me any notices telling me so.
Thursday
i fly out to vegas on business. the flight out there gets delayed, i don't...
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hippomonki:
BITE BITE LICK LICK
i posted it enjoy!
E
i posted it enjoy!
E
ltrain:
Yay BEAN!!!!
An e-commerce haiku:
It is in test mode!
Verisign can suck my ass
test card does not work
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halloween draws near
this bean still with no costume
must find something quick
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Bauhaus - Departure
He was in his room, half awake, half asleep
The walls of the room seemed to alter angles
Elongating and shrinking alternately
Then twisting around completely so that he...
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It is in test mode!
Verisign can suck my ass
test card does not work
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halloween draws near
this bean still with no costume
must find something quick
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Bauhaus - Departure
He was in his room, half awake, half asleep
The walls of the room seemed to alter angles
Elongating and shrinking alternately
Then twisting around completely so that he...
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shal:
*hugs*
I hope you're doing better by the time you read this.
I hope you're doing better by the time you read this.
mistkiki:
bean i :Heart: YOU!!!!! hope yr havin a better day.
hope yr havin a better day.
This crazy veteran called the office yesterday either trying to get our boss to make a movie about the plight of Vietnam vets, or get get medical benefits for the entire country from us... maybe you should talk to him
Off the subject, on Thaksgiving I had to work
heh and I was reminded of your paperboy story
[Edited on Dec 05, 2003 12:07PM]