today was an awesome day for feeling bad about myself.
i had orientation at my stupid mall job(H&M what?)
we had to go around the table and say where we worked before this, so the incredibly gay man wearing the pink sweater could learn more about us...
it went something like this
1: "i worked at big lots"
2:"i worked at dots"
3:"i worked at bickfords"
4: "i worked at save-a-lot"
ME: " i supervised a group home for boys in DSS custody"
jesus. i'm better than this. i am not, however, better than the 25% employee discount.
lately i feel like i am not LIVING, but mearly doing what i need to survive. i'm living for the end of february, when my lease is up and if i'm smart i'll have enough money saved to move.
southie.
i want to move to south boston.
i found a great studio for cheapy cheap 2 blocks from the beach. i'd move tomorrow if i had the money. its the one thing i DONT have. and the one thing i need to most of.
i got asked out on a date yesterday by a dude i met two years ago when
mouse took me to the newbury comics christmas party. he had a girlfriend who just recently broke up with him. hes been waiting two years to ask me out dancing.
i wonder if the boy would mind. dancing is, after all, the best foreplay, next to great conversation.
i had orientation at my stupid mall job(H&M what?)
we had to go around the table and say where we worked before this, so the incredibly gay man wearing the pink sweater could learn more about us...
it went something like this
1: "i worked at big lots"
2:"i worked at dots"
3:"i worked at bickfords"
4: "i worked at save-a-lot"
ME: " i supervised a group home for boys in DSS custody"
jesus. i'm better than this. i am not, however, better than the 25% employee discount.
lately i feel like i am not LIVING, but mearly doing what i need to survive. i'm living for the end of february, when my lease is up and if i'm smart i'll have enough money saved to move.
southie.
i want to move to south boston.
i found a great studio for cheapy cheap 2 blocks from the beach. i'd move tomorrow if i had the money. its the one thing i DONT have. and the one thing i need to most of.
i got asked out on a date yesterday by a dude i met two years ago when
mouse took me to the newbury comics christmas party. he had a girlfriend who just recently broke up with him. hes been waiting two years to ask me out dancing.
i wonder if the boy would mind. dancing is, after all, the best foreplay, next to great conversation.
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sid:
i'm tryin to get a job, doll 
surfbetty:
yeah it is really pretty out there...that was from my SG Prom trip last year.....I LOVEd IT...so different from the east coast...... 