avalyn

Approaching 24 hours of being awake. I feel like a bag of hell. I've got that terrible throat-lump feeling where it seems like the next thing i see is going to make me cry. Three more hours of work. I've abandoned the plan to get drunk while I work because I'll probably sleep better sober and there's no chance for a hangover.

Just finished downloading...
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I slept for approximately fuck all this afternoon and I've still got a whole night of work ahead of me.

I'm considering an experiment of sorts given how I feel about things in general at the moment. I have a six pack of Smirnoff Ice in the fridge that I have no particular use for, and I have no pills of any kind to take...
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I just got back from rollerblading for the first time in my life. I never got into it when it was a fad in the early 90s, or for exercise (when I probably needed it) during the late 90s and early 00s, and since then I've just kinda forgot about it. Some friends of mine are getting married next month, and their bachelor/batchelorette party is...
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Just out if curiosity, am I the only boy here that grows out and regularly files his fingernails?

http://suicidegirls.com/media/members/38340/8/8970.jpg

(Damn, my webcam has really appalling image quality. Don't get a D-Link DSBC100. Makes me wish I hadn't given away my Kodak DVC325 to a pretty girl before I moved out of New Orleans)

If anybody emailed me within the past two or three days, please do so again because the server hosting the email address I use for SG has been down, so I just now changed it to a different address, which I host myself. So, uh. Yeah.

First you look so strong
Then you fade away.
The sun will blind my eyes
I love you anyway.
First you form a smile
I watch you for a while.
You are a vapour trail
In a deep blue sky.

Tremble with a sigh
Glitter in your eye.
You seem to come and go
I never seem to know.
And all my time
is yours...
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A woman who doesn't care what men think of her? Ah, this is dangerous. This is the worst conceivable insult to the male ego.

-- Martha Shelley, noted feminist

I heart that quote.

So I was reading the boards early this morning and somebody asked why there weren't any hetero pic sets on the site.

http://suicidegirls.com/boards/The+Girls/18728/

IMO, hetero pic sets would totally ruin all that is good and pretty about this site. Given the male/female member ratio, it's enough of a sausage party as it is. Being spared from actually having to view the sausages is one of...
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Take me out tonight
Take me anywhere
I don't care I don't care I don't care
Driving in your car
I never never want to go home
Because I haven't got one
Oh, I haven't got one

And if a double-decker bus
Crashes into us
To die by your side
Is such a heavenly way to die
And if a ten-ton truck
Kills the both...
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I woke from uneasy dreams about weakness and death by fire. And working at a shoe shop. Terrible dreams.

Woke up early, actually. I'd planned to start working at midnight, but the dreams got me up at 9:00, so I played Neverwinter Nights for a couple hours and ordered a pizza.

The cleric has got to be the most well-rounded character class I've played in...
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I am sad tonight. Spent the day sleeping through bad dreams.

At least it's the weekend (for me) after work tonight. And weeeeee.

I'm about to go to bed in a haze of benzodiazepines and non-benzodiazepine hypnotics.

I haven't had much of a good day, or week, or whatever. So please, leave some comments that contain ordinary prettiness and extraordinary depth.

I will see them when I wake tonight, and there will be much rejoicing. I don't care who you are, just please, lay something down on that...
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