ava_jade

still horrible...
now exhausted...
i'm horribly exhausted...

the days are getting longer...but somehow i'm running out of time.

smile's gone.

I was too optimistic.

won't happen again.

"Hello
I've waited here for you
Everlong

Tonight
I throw myself into
And out of the red, out of her head she sang

Come down
And waste away with me
Down with me

Slow how
You wanted it to be
I'm over my head, out of her head she sang

And I wonder
When I sing along with you
If everything could ever feel this...
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awesome night out with munchie!
totally hitting up that roller derby...
i'm gonna be all black n blue, though. cuz i bruise like a tomato...or maybe a peach

...

i'm disconnecting.

i was having issues earlier preventing me from drawing or doing much of anything...
any kind of motivation i've had is pretty much gone..
i was gonna give up and accept another failed day,
but, well, here i am
i'm tired and my brain hurts, but let's see if i can't get something down on paper anyway...
i have to admit drawing just to draw...
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i occasionally read my horoscope for shits n giggles
it's always so vague and often a load of baloney,
but sometimes it hits the nail on the head...
like today when i wasn't even looking for it...
it appeared and insisted i read it.

Sagittarius:
Sometimes, we simply have to concede defeat. We have to face the facts, recognize the realities and reset the expectation....
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my mouth tastes like blood.