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So auset has been missing !!! I've missed the Sg community, but I've had to get some thugs together.

I'll post some pictures and a longer blog post soon.

<3

pickyvicky23:
You're back?! We miss you in the bricks!
ausetreturns:
I am back!! Glad I was missed and promise to not disappear again lol 
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It's been months since I've been on the site and I must say I have missed the SG community! I'm the worst at writing blogs on my iPhone so I will keep this short and sweet: I AM BACK!

I will definitely write a full blog when I get to the computer ;) hope you all missed me.

darkchocolate:
i was wondering why you haven't been around these parts...
thephonynpayne:
It's nice to see you back around.
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I figured some followers of mine and future followers would like to brain pick me a little. I got a questionnaire from Tumblr and answering them here:

If you have any other questions, feel free to comment with them :)

1: What is your name and does it mean anything?

Auset is my name (SG name) and it is the name of the goddess of...
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muffdiver:
GODDESS AUSETRETURNS, my second question concern women's sexual pleasure!!!  GODDESS AUSETRETURNS, "*IS FEMALE EJACULATION REAL, AND HAVE YOU EVER EXPERIENCE EJACULATION DURING SEXUAL INTERCOURSE OR DURING MASTURBATION!?! GODDESS AUSETRETURNS, here is another sexual question: "*WHICH IS MORE PLEASURABLE FOR YOU, A G-SPOT ORGASM, AND/OR A VAGINAL ORGASM!?!  GODDESS AUSETRETURNS, You deserve the Love and Intimacy You desire, and it is always possible to get there, especially when both you and your lover are motivated to do so!!!  GODDESS AUSETRETURNS, most of us find it hard to communicate in depth about sex, even with those persons with whom we are closest and most intimate!!!  It is still far easier to ask somebody to go to the movies than to go to bed!!!  Easier to discuss what we would like for dinner than what we would like to do and have done to us sexually!!!  Easier to talk over what went right or wrong with a party we just gave than what went right or wrong with a sexual experience we have just had!!!  Easier to exchange feelings about music, politics, about almost anything, than about SEX!!!  This is a pity because the less we know how to communicate about our sexual interactions, the more elusive a proposition our sexual lives are likely to be!!! {"*PAY THE LOVE FORWARD!*"} AND HELP GODDESS AUSETRETURNS BECOME A SUICIDEGIRL!!!  NAMASTE!!!!!
muffdiver:
GODDESS AUSETRETURNS, my third question concerns your sexual pleasure as a Beautiful Mature Woman!!!  GODDESS AUSETRETURNS, if you have a friend that you have fun with, have great communication with, feel safe with, understands you, truly listens to you, and basically you have a Great Platonic Relationship with, and everything is there, but sex!!!  Would you get sexually involved, and communicate your sexual desires, and give your friend the permission to learn about your wants, needs and desires in an intimate way you have never share with anyone, and go for it, or would you keep the relationship Platonic!!?!?!?!!!   GODDESS AUSETRETURNS, the atmosphere for sex-play of any sort is a very important coefficient of the amount of pleasure and gratification to be derived from it!!!  The imagination is powerfully heated and excited by certain surroundings, and depressed and diminished by others!!!  Obviously there are also individuals to whom we are attracted, and others to whom we are not, but it is surprising how large a part imagination plays even in such sexual choices!!!  Ideally, all these surroundings should be comfortable, whether indoors or out of doors, a bed, a sofa, a rug, a garden, under a tree, a forest clearing, a wheat-field, a mountain top, a lakeside, a river's edge, etc.!!!  It is sometimes unavoidable that sexual intimacy be engaged in an automobile or behind bushes, even though these are less aesthetic and cramped!!!  GODDESS AUSETRETURNS, what do you need to achieve a sating orgasm!!?!?!?!!!
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“How has SG changed your life?” How has finding and/or modeling for SuicideGirls affected your life, your self esteem, relationships and friendships?

MY LIFE: In the short amount of time I've been apart of the SG community it has changed certain parts of my life. I struggled with self esteem issues most of my life. I always felt too skinny, flat chested, and ugly. I've...
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muffdiver:
GODDESS AUSETRETURNS, THE BEAUTY OF A WOMAN IS NOT IN THE CLOTHES SHE WEARS!!!  THE BEAUTY OF A WOMAN IS NOT IN THE FIGURE SHE CARRIES, OR THE WAY SHE COMBS HER HAIR!!!  THE BEAUTY OF A WOMAN MUST BE SEEN FROM HER EYES, BECAUSE THE EYES ARE THE REFLECTIONS OF THE SOUL AND THE DOORWAY TO HER HEART, THE PLACE WHERE LOVE RESIDES!!!  THE BEAUTY OF A WOMAN  IS NOT IN A FACIAL MOLE, BUT TRUE BEAUTY IN A WOMAN IS REFLECTED IN HER SOUL!!!  THE BEAUTY IN A WOMAN IS IN THE CARING THAT SHE LOVING GIVES, THE PASSION THAT SHE SHOWS!!!  THE BEAUTY OF A WOMAN WITH PASSING YEARS ONLY GROWS!!!                                                                   GODDESS AUSETRETURNS, YOU ARE A SPECIAL GIFT TO ME, AND I AM GRATEFUL EVERY DAY,  FOR YOUR LOVE, SPECIAL FRIENDSHIP, AND YOUR EROTICISM!!!                                                                                                                                                               GODDESS AUSETRETURNS, THE MEANING OF LIFE IS LEARNING HOW TO GIVE LOVE AND HOW TO RECEIVE LOVE!!!  IN THE END, NONE OF OUR ACCOMPLISHMENTS WILL MEAN AS MUCH AS THE LOVING MEMORIES THAT WE HAVE CREATED!!!                                                                                                                                                                                                                   GODDESS AUSETRETURNS, THE PROBLEM BASICALLY IS THAT AS A WOMAN IN MODERN SOCIETY, YOU HAVE BEEN SOLD A PRETTY DEFECTIVE "*BILL OF GOODS*," WHEN IT COME TO WOMAN'S BODY IMAGE!!!                                                                    GODDESS AUSETRETURNS, BUST THOSE MYTHS AND MISCONCEPTIONS, AND REALIZE ONCE AND FOR ALL THE TRUTH ABOUT GODDESS AUSETRETURNS, AND THAT IS GODDESS AUSETRETURNS IS GORGEOUSIFUL; COMPELLING; NATURALLY ALLURING; INTELLIGENT; IRRESISTIBLE; AND SO SEXY, SEXY, SEXY!!!  GODDESS AUSETRETURNS, I WANT YOU TO HAVE THAT "*AHA*" MOMENT OF KNOWING THAT YOU ARE MAGNETICALLY BEAUTIFUL BY BEING YOUR GENUINE, FEELING, FEMININE SELF!!!                                                                                                                                                                                                      GODDESS AUSETRETURNS, SOME PEOPLE AROUND YOU WILL TRY TO PUT YOU DOWN WITH THEIR JUDGMENT OF YOU, DON'T LISTEN TO THEM!!!  THEY DON'T KNOW YOU!!!  YOU KNOW YOURSELF BETTER THAN ANYONE ELSE!!!  YOU KNOW YOUR STRENGTHS AND YOU KNOW YOUR WEAKNESSES!!!  NO ONE ELSE HAS EVEN AN IDEA WHO YOU ARE!!!  DO NOT LISTEN TO THEIR SOLUTIONS OR OTHER DISCOURAGING REMARKS THAT TRY TO PUT YOU DOWN!!!  DO NOT LISTEN TO THAT EVER!!!  RESPECT YOUR SELF-CONFIDENCE AND MAINTAIN YOUR SELF-RESPECT!!!                                                                GODDESS AUSETRETURNS, A ZEN TEACHER ONCE SAID, "*WHAT YOU DO IS WHAT HAPPENS TO YOU!*"  JUST AS ACTION CAUSES REACTION, KARMA CAUSES EFFECTS THAT COME BACK TO THE ORIGINAL ACTOR!!!  KARMA ALSO TENDS TO GENERATE MORE KARMA THAT REACHES OUT IN ALL DIRECTIONS!!!  WE BEAR THE CONSEQUENCES OF THE KARMA WE CREATE; BUT EVERYONE AROUND US IS AFFECTED BY OUR INTENTIONAL ACTS AS WELL, JUST AS WE ARE AFFECTED BY THEIRS!!!                                                                                                                                                                                                                    GODDESS AUSETRETURNS, I BELIEVE IN BEAUTIFUL MINDS, THAT GENIUS IS BORN FROM CHALLENGE; THAT OUR DAILY NEW WORLD EXPONENTIALLY BENEFITS FROM OUR EMBRACE OF DIFFERENCES, INDIVIDUAL SKILL AND DEVELOPMENT OF ONE'S OWN, INTERNAL BLISS!!!                                                                                                                                         SUICIDEGIRLS' PASSION IS INSPIRING WOMEN TO LIVE MORE AUTHENTIC, SELF-EXPRESSIVE LIVES EVERY DAY, PROVIDING GREAT OPPORTUNITIES FOR A CHANCE TO EXPLORE THE ESSENCE OF THEIR INNATE BEAUTY!!!  A WONDERFUL OPPORTUNITY TO EXPERIENCE AND EXPRESS EMPOWERMENT; TO SHARE AND BE WHO EVERY HOPEFUL, SUICIDEGIRL, AND MEMBER TRULY IS!!!  THIS IS WHAT SUICIDEGIRL IS ALL ABOUT!!!                                                                     GODDESS AUSETRETURNS, YOU ACCOMPLISH SUICIDEGIRLS' MISSION BECAUSE YOU EMPOWER, ENRICH, AND INSPIRE; REMINDING US OF WOMEN'S INHERENT, SPIRITUAL PERFECTION!!!!!                                                                                                    {"*PAY THE LOVE FORWARD!*"} AND HELP GODDESS AUSETRETURNS BECOME A SUICIDEGIRL!!!    NAMASTE!!!!!
ausetreturns:
You just made the rest of my month! Thank you so much for that and I'm sending infinity positive vibes and love your way <3 and also, I appreciate deeply your support :) @muffdiver 
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There have been many "Christ-like" figures in history and stories before the birth of Jesus. Horus, being the first from Ancient Egypt.

There are many comparisons in the tales and in illustrations of the Christ-like men.

The man we see and know most as the face of Jesus is actually a man named Cesare Borgia, son of Pope Alexander VI.

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ausetreturns:
Do you remember the game telephone from primary school? Well, if the first writings didn't happen until well after his supposed life, I'm sure the stories were changed and twisted through time. I don't believe the story could have remained exactly the same especially when IQ's were lower than. @jaws318
jaws318:
I think the irony is that it might just be story  like Hercules or Wolverine and be nothing more then that.  
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I struggled with major depression and anxiety from the age of 13. I was always into fashion and modeling, like you, since I have any memory. I grew up a happy child loving the camera and posing. Around age 13, the cutting and drugging started. I lost confidence incredibly. My self esteem and confidence was shot to shit by age 15 when a friend and...
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struppi:
You are a lovely and strong person. All the best for your set. I'm curious about to see it. Much love :-*
ausetreturns:
Much love and thanks :) @struppi
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my premiere set. I am in the New York City area and also willing to travel to NJ. Once I shoot a set I can start my hopeful journey towards going Pink. I'm full of motivation and hoping 2014 is my pink year ❤️ PLEASE ANYONE WILLING TO HELP CONTACT ME: $$$

Instagram: @6dirtyx6xdyana6

tumblr: www.ausetreturns.tumblr.com

OR message me here.

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helix_:
@corwinprescott is in Philly (but touring the West right now), @brooklyn is in NY (but just had a baby). Both of them are GREAT photographers, and should at least be able to point you in a good direction 💙
ausetreturns:
Thank you so much. I contacted Brooklyn and saw about the baby and Corwin I keep forgetting to contact. I found a SG hopeful photog on one of the SG hopeful threads. I'm shooting with him Friday morning :) my next set I will try a staff photog though @helix_
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It is almost 3 am and I have to be awake at 7.... Insomnia won again.

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nycstreetpoet:
I have a very similar problem. I fell asleep @ 10:00, woke up @ 1:00 and I can't fall asleep again. Good luck today!
ausetreturns:
Thank u both. Still awake but definitely getting sleep hopefully I stay asleep. @skogsra @nycstreetpoet