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Melissa on her journal asked about first times. And unlike most people, i told the whole, long, sordid story. So here you go: a duplicate post.

In my profile under the virginity question it says "twice", and the thing is, thats not actually a joke (although it is kinda funny).

So i was dating this guy, Keith. I was 17 (I think). We were out...
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trilobyte:
thanks... i found it on a glacier smile

yes, yes, teenage punk ne'er do well with the cute preppie girl, it was all timeless and tragic I must say...
melissa2:
kiss
love
miao!!
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The DJs at the club i go to are organizing an art show. awesome. i hope my friend's art is in it; i hope that the photos i modeled for are in it.

Speaking of which, he said the pictures came out well. Yay yay yay. . . i get to see them tuesday, can't wait biggrin I have been trying to figure out how private...
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_sarah_:
American Lit II. tongue
trilobyte:
photographers in stereo, very exciting. Even when it is a photo shoot, one person taking another person's picture just doesn't have the excitement level of multiple cameras firing at once... GORGEOUS!!

skull trilo skull
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I love my vibrator.

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trilobyte:
oh yeah, and where's my explosion update? seriously. stuff blows up, i wanna know the dirt!
trilobyte:
raspberries? hmm... it was a hint that you should consider replacing it with an actual profile pic tongue

And thank you for the update. I probably woulda said wow and cool even if there were injuries.... I'm not very politically correct.... but I love me some explosions.

And photos! Woohoo!

skull trilo skull

[Edited on Apr 23, 2003]
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Sunday: J's transition:

J stoped eating Friday night, except for a banana because he needed to keep some strength up to run a Vampire game on Saturday night. On Sunday J took a shower, not because he was dirty, but because it was an appropriate preparation, same as the fasting. While he was doing that, I stood at my altar and honored the four elements/directions,...
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melissa2:
ooooooo........wiccan, huh?

I want to learn more about that.
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There's not a word in the english language that means this, but there but should be:

Getting a compliment which does not make me fel like i am different from the person giving it, does not make me feel like they think i am somehow special. Getting a compliment that makes me feel like a person who has some wonderful quality sees that quality in...
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_sarah_:
I'm glad it went well. Now I'll get to see your beautiful face. smile
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Just met with the Chicken Lady again. Maybe i should stop calling her that, since it looks like i'm going to be living with her. bok bok

I love my dorm room. It is so. . . mine. I love that about it. What i don't love about it is that i have to move out every time i turn around, it seems.

I have been living...
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bok bok bok bok bok bok bok
trilobyte:
well, um, knowing voltaire I'd say she'd be capable of anything she put her mind to. Aside from the whole stubborn thing she's mentioned, she has it going on upstairs. More than her journal lets on. I think don't judge a book by its cover applies.

And as far as music instructors and people who give lessons and work in that arena, I don't think they have the typical hangups that you find in shirt & tie corporate america.
trilobyte:
well it kinda came off that way, and I'm big on the defeding of the friends thing smile

but honestly, the ownership of dreads and/or tats does not exclude one from the corporate job market. I work in a corporate-type atmoshere and there are two people at my work that I see who have dreads, and as far as tattoos go, who knows - I see some ink poking out from peoples' clothing but it's hard to say what may lurk beneath. Short or no sleeve outfits probably wouldn't play as well (at least on the first day of work), but that's hardly career limiting. Hmmm.... there's a girl in our vendor marketing dept. who's always wearing long sleeve blouses n stuff, now that I think of it I don't think I've seen her bare arms in the 4 months I've been there.... makes me wonder now that this topic's come up.
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watched Grosse Pointe Blank. I love John Cusack love

I feel a strange sort of heartache tonight. Maybe it's because its late. Maybe its because i watched a movie with a happy sweet ending. Maybe it's because the person i originally watched that movie with was the person who broke my heart, which has never quite mended. Maybe it is just a meloncholy induced by all...
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voltaire:
feel better sweetie....
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Driving, Miediaevel Baebes putitng me in a semi-fantasy land. I love the weather today. I am so lucky to live in New England, so lucky to be able to smell the spring earth as it melts and gets ready to grow. Yum.
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phooey patooie: the art student with the blue hair was looking for a ROOMmate, like sharing a room. frown I might end up...
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twinkie_chainsaw:
What's a "Miediaevel Baebes"?
_sarah_:
It's 8:30, and he hasn't called me back yet. So, I'm not out having fun. I'm just wondering what's up. frown
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I have wanted to see House of 1000 Corpses since a couple years ago when i read an article about Universal ending the contract with him, because i love Rob Zombie's music. On the other hand, horror movies (the graphic ones like TCM) freak me out and disturb me frown so i am in such a trap!! I have always figured i would just watchi it...
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deathcurse219:
another amherst-ite! hoorah. western mass pride. hey, do you know if House of 1000 Corpses is playing anywhere near here?