apandaondrugs

Maybe it's just me or the way things are going lately but I kind of am in a sort of mood. Not like things are bad or anything but like that maybe I'm not feeling like myself. After looking and reconnecting with my past and my present I've been feeling like maybe I'm not good enough anymore. Not in a depressing way but like in...
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After getting dumped people usually go through some sort of craziness or take a trip or try to immediately show that you are okay and can move on. Well I did all three. She said she didn't want me and normally I don't handle rejection well, but since she said that she wanted me to move on and be happy I took those words to...
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So I decided to do something for me. I bought a brand new manual mustang turbo and I'm in love. I had a auto v6 so this change up is welcome. I never had a manual and it took alllllll day but I'm getting used to driving stick. Here she is 😍😍😍

So after getting back out there after my impossibly disastrous 4 year relationship and finally finding someone that might care 2 years later I got dumped at my favorite bar. Her reasons not looking for anything serious. I call bs, normally I would accept this and move the fuck on but I have points of contention. Why would you say this only after I finish...
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So many things have happened I really don't know where to begin. I guess I'll start with Christmas. Family came down to spend the day with me. It was nice exchanging gifts for the second year in my own home. Felt very adult and it was a happy simple time. Then new years came and spent it well to be honest I don't remember. Possibly...
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Recently I took a break from the community due to a number of reasons. Glad to say I'm back because I've really missed everyone and everything in this site. The break was necessary though I had to focus on family and where I was due to a death in the family that rocked me pretty hard. Some good came out of something terrible which was...
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