Wow. Got my first tattoo (picture soon enough). It's the heart with an xo in it done by the boyfriend of kealli. Props to her boyf. Props. It hurt like woah for the first two minutes but then stopped was just slightly irritating. It's on my inner right forearm. I like it. I'm in to it. Which is lucky.
New Strokes is good Strokes....
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New Strokes is good Strokes....
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user092840:
I'm getting new ink tonight! Hooray! I can't wait to see yours! 
silencenoir:
Can't wait to see the new ink!
I find it really weird that my band has a fan. As some backstory to that, my band is atrocious currently. We sing songs like 'All My Friends Are Cunts,' 'I Hate The UN,' 'Fucky Fucky Fucky,' etc. Really sub-standard shit.
silencenoir:
happy halloween !!!! I'll be your fan.
Oooh ahh I need a holiday like woah. Thankfully, I'm going to go up to the mountains soon for a night with my friend's ex and get pissed in a motel. A little bit classy.
I wish work didn't mind that I fell asleep at an important Annual General Meeting. But they do. So I put in an official and formal (whatever that means) apology...
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I wish work didn't mind that I fell asleep at an important Annual General Meeting. But they do. So I put in an official and formal (whatever that means) apology...
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silencenoir:
The Holidays will be here soon. You have any vacation during that time?
Night at the motel sounds fun.
Night at the motel sounds fun.
siara:
Hehe.. falling asleep in a meeting!.. argh.. that could have been very bad!..
Have fun at the motel!
XX
Have fun at the motel!
XX Feel a lot better this morning. A lot better. I think I just needed to have a cry last nite. And man, that is so emo.
kealli:
did you join sweet addy? i was just looking there and noticed two aussie threads at the top of the board 
there is a huge tattoo thread there if you have not seen it already.. to which my boyfriend has used his illustrator/photoshop skills to contribute lots of ideas etc. if you can't find it search for "universal tattoo" and that should bring it up. glad you are feeling better. *hugs*
there is a huge tattoo thread there if you have not seen it already.. to which my boyfriend has used his illustrator/photoshop skills to contribute lots of ideas etc. if you can't find it search for "universal tattoo" and that should bring it up. glad you are feeling better. *hugs* I'm feeling pretty fucked up. And the fact that someone I never knew is the catalyst for that is making it even more difficult. It just feels like...if someone that 1000s of people loved can't make it through life, how can anyone else?
I just feel like staying inside my flat for days and smoking and listening to him and doing nothing and just feeling...
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I just feel like staying inside my flat for days and smoking and listening to him and doing nothing and just feeling...
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kealli:
you're welcome *hugs*
So much love to Elliott Smith wherever he may be.
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kealli:
if you have not already..
you should go to www.sweetaddy.com and read the boards.
there are other people there from australia talking about the loss. it really helps if .. in your "real" life.. nobody else understands. trust me i know what you are going through.
you should go to www.sweetaddy.com and read the boards.
there are other people there from australia talking about the loss. it really helps if .. in your "real" life.. nobody else understands. trust me i know what you are going through.
kealli:
people have organized memorials all over..
i have read other people asking about something in aussie.
maybe become a member of the site (if you arent already) so you can post asking if there is anyone in your area to get together. that is what most people have been doing.
and on my journal the other day i gave an explination as to why im feeling so strongly about this.. is because i feel that elliott knew me.. since he was around for so many important things in my life.. always there.. always in the background.. knowing all my secrets. its getting easier and harder every day.. with actually accepting that he is gone. i dont think i'm angry about it anymore.. just peaceful and sad.
i have read other people asking about something in aussie.
maybe become a member of the site (if you arent already) so you can post asking if there is anyone in your area to get together. that is what most people have been doing.
and on my journal the other day i gave an explination as to why im feeling so strongly about this.. is because i feel that elliott knew me.. since he was around for so many important things in my life.. always there.. always in the background.. knowing all my secrets. its getting easier and harder every day.. with actually accepting that he is gone. i dont think i'm angry about it anymore.. just peaceful and sad.
Oh man. All I want is a pink and black Yeah Yeah Yeahs shirt.
Ya'huh!
Ya'huh!
It's times like these I'm glad I don't have a job or any real responsibility. It's half past four in the morning, I'm listening to Dylan and smoking Marlboro Lights. Yes, yes, how very emo. But how very good.
I bought Dracula by Bram Stoker for $5 at a book fair the other day. Man, I remember why I loved that book when I was...
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I bought Dracula by Bram Stoker for $5 at a book fair the other day. Man, I remember why I loved that book when I was...
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silencenoir:
Big lips like....Angelina Jolie lips are the sexiest.
pocketrocket:
posted: Fast Times owns me. Best thing Sean Penn's ever been involved in.
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hell yeah best thing sean and judgy have ever done! and phebee ! while i was only like i dunno 13 when i saw it, wow.
....too bad shes like 40 now.
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hell yeah best thing sean and judgy have ever done! and phebee ! while i was only like i dunno 13 when i saw it, wow.
....too bad shes like 40 now.Man, I can't do anything. Not going to uni, and not doing much apart from socialising means I have like, no creativity at all. Well, considerably less than usual. I start writing, and stop after 400 words. I write sentences, but the sum of these parts is less than the whole. So annoying:
This woman offers to stab me. I ask no? and then wonder...
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This woman offers to stab me. I ask no? and then wonder...
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lucky105:
Today, everything inspires hatred in me. Hatred and sadness and general ickiness.
I think I would classify you as working class. Since you actually do work instead of sitting in an office in your yuppie suit and staring at your secretary's legs all day.
I think I would classify you as working class. Since you actually do work instead of sitting in an office in your yuppie suit and staring at your secretary's legs all day.
silencenoir:
No, no, no... you can't have my hat! *shakes paw at you*
For the past few hours I've been feeling like someone feeling like a full stop without a sentence to go before it. My sub-conscious comes up with some questionable shit sometimes.
tobydog:
*** #*# & ? !!! .
siara:
hmmm... that is confusing.. but i think i know what you mean! 
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Um... hope you had a good weekend!
XX
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Um... hope you had a good weekend!
XX My grandma is currently serving only to irritate me, which is a role she takes on periodically so as to make up for any lack of annoyance I may get from my parents.
She went on about how I'm unintelligent and immature for my age. I think for a recently 19-year-old I'm not doing too badly for myself. Her comments were in regard to the...
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She went on about how I'm unintelligent and immature for my age. I think for a recently 19-year-old I'm not doing too badly for myself. Her comments were in regard to the...
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alexis:
A grandmas job is to verbally remind you of her disapproval of the youth of today.
xoxo Alexis
xoxo Alexis
tobydog:
Wow, what a mean granny. I thought grannie's jobs were to be doting and leave all that make you feel bad about yourself shit to your parents.
Drinking Strongbow. Hideous fucking drink. I wish it wouldn't tempt me with its extraordinary cheapness. Fucking Economics man, fucking Economics.
The conference I've helped organise at work (I work as an administrator at a reconciliation organisation) is coming up this weekend. Will probably be performing a song or two at the Friday night dinner/performance thing. The prospect of singing in front of people I don't...
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The conference I've helped organise at work (I work as an administrator at a reconciliation organisation) is coming up this weekend. Will probably be performing a song or two at the Friday night dinner/performance thing. The prospect of singing in front of people I don't...
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strangeattractor:
yes, if i didn't look as silly as i do already trying to lift weights (i'm 5'0.5" tall...midget girl factor) i would definitely put on a grunting show.
silencenoir:
No, no stealing my leather studded bracelet.....but if you're good I might just let you wear it.