anton

if you have not already..
you should go to www.sweetaddy.com and read the boards.
there are other people there from australia talking about the loss. it really helps if .. in your "real" life.. nobody else understands. trust me i know what you are going through.

people have organized memorials all over..
i have read other people asking about something in aussie.
maybe become a member of the site (if you arent already) so you can post asking if there is anyone in your area to get together. that is what most people have been doing.

and on my journal the other day i gave an explination as to why im feeling so strongly about this.. is because i feel that elliott knew me.. since he was around for so many important things in my life.. always there.. always in the background.. knowing all my secrets. its getting easier and harder every day.. with actually accepting that he is gone. i dont think i'm angry about it anymore.. just peaceful and sad.