antipedant

So, I worked nonstop trying to get the server back up these last couple of days. I haven't had that much caffeine since college. I did sort of get into a coding zone for a little while earlier today that was neat. But, I am still kind of depressed after getting back into contact with my old professor.

I wrote a letter of apology to one of my roommates. She and I were discussing Enviro policy and I guess I came off as a total condescending asshole. I suppose I could have used the alcohol excuse (we had finished off the bottle of gin I got her for her birthday), but I just apologized unconditionally and offered myself up as a punching bag if she wants to blow off steam while writing her thesis.

I should go to sleep, but for some reason I am still up. At least I am not as depressed as I was the other day. I just watched the movies Tadpole and I Heart Huckabees. The former was fun because it reminded me a bit of myself in HS, but the latter was really annoying. I can't stand Dustin Hoffman in movies anymore because he looks like he is always acting like an actor. I don't know...maybe I am just being overly critical or maybe it is that I said hi to him five times in a row when he was teaching classes and he never remembered me.

Blah..need sleep...