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try central park is gua-ran-teeeed!

thank you soo much for the sweet comment on my set xx

Aw thanks! They're super hipster, haha.

I came here to reply to your comment, but first I've gotta say .. I read your status line thing, and I have thought of her a few times recently and revisited her pictures, etc. So that's odd. But I wish she wasn't gone too. :/

And back to the other thing -- I really do appreciate the input and support you've offered. I feel the same, that it was cheap and cop-outty, but there's nothing you can do as the other person, so you just .. let them have it. If that's their route. I also believe people drift in and out and sometimes it's meant to be, but other times .. it just seems so needless. Like a needless break in your fabric and I want to fight it.

Anyway. People will do what they need to, and maybe those people are better off.

Now regarding -your- .. commentmessageturnedblogthing. I have to say, that echoed in a big way for me, and I'm so glad you said this:

I'm not ignoring things completely, but letting them in as I become stronger. As the goal draws closer and the picture becomes more clear, my mind is better able to look at the past decade - my storm - and feel not afraid. Well....less afraid I guess.

I am teetering right before the point where I know that I can -be- less afraid in the face of some things, but I am digging them up one at a time as I become more and more aware of personal growth and the fact that I cannot stay a child in hiding my -whole- life. There does come a point to "man up," so I'm taking my tiny steps.

But I know the feeling of being frozen in fear, crushed by the weight of everything that's bigger than you and speeding on around and past you. It's horrifying, and becomes self-perpetuating. To break it is a big, big thing.

And it's nice to hear about the process [struggle, even] from someone other than myself. :]

Thanks for the nice comment you left on my new set and for taking the time to look it over. Happy 4th of July weekend!

Well perhaps next year I will make that happen!!

Haha, I just posted it yesterday! You didn't miss too much...

Re: bro-tats, .. I can't remember if I already answered, and it's been a crazy week or so, .. so forgive me if I did. But, we were going to get the words "BLUE" [in the color green] and "GREEN" [in the color blue] -- brownie points if you can come up with the term for this. But we came up with this like two years ago, and he's having second thoughts [he has no ink (as he's turning 18 this week)] and feels like it would be way too random, and .. so we're rethinking. I still like the idea -- I like how you need them together to make sense and they are sort of .. halves of each other. But I get that it is not so random for me, and would be out of place on him. Meh. He wants something more masculine. ;]

Trust me, I'm the same with needles. When I give blood, I have passed out several times .. and at the hospital when they use the metal thing to -stab- my finger? Like the little flat thing with the prick, which is really just barbaric .. :/ I have passed out. Okay, so that's not a needle but you get the point.

But this thing, a.] it was a children's injection needle so it was tiny, and b.] I was actually cutting with the sharp edge of it. So I was using it more like a knife, WHICH .. I obviously have no problem with.

But yes. Puppies are like instant healing for everything. Oh .. man.

hmmm radeo and opaque, and after reading a comment rambo ? not bad muses



thanks for you love as always, so nice ♥

leafy - because it had a leaf hanging out of it's mouth =D

Thank you for the comment on my set!
I agree, there are not enough smart Vulgar Talkers out there.... Im glad im one of em though!
XOXO

By the way.

I have the ink itch sooo bad too. :[ Jealous. Must live vicariously for now. PICTURES PLZ.

lol thanks for the funny comments, my buyers do not buy nylons TO WEAR THEM LOL LOL LOL LOL

Faaaaaantastic. :]]

Something I will definitely be missing is leftovers.

I also used to be a staple in the sunrise service every year, helping to put it together and participate .. and by sunrise, I mean 6:30, 7am. So yes, those people were rather devoted. ;] And the pressure was off, because they were pretty much.. probably not very awake. Lol.

Good luck on the clinical stuff. I'll probably be filling my day with school stuff as well. If I can harness my distraction.

not sure if they are nemesi (??) as much as working together....

Haha, that's one of the coolest words ever... that, and cattiwompus (sp?).

Thank you for the comment on my Changing Seasons Set hun I appreciate the support