It's over. I have another small heart break to add to the list. The world keeps revolving and I wish that it would let me stop and think. There are so many things I want to do and so much to learn before I can do them. I just want to stop and breathe for a while. I want to feel safe...just once in a...
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I believe my room mates officially think I'm crazy. After deciding I need a new guy and seeing Powder on Saturday, I felt determined once again to get myself to the gym to curb my steady decline into fatness. But I knew I needed help and it is always helpful to me to put up reminders to myself, so Sunday afternoon I sat down and...
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I went to see Powder this weekend. I ABSOLUTELY recommend you check out this band if you haven't already. They put on an AMAZING show! Nanette is my hero! Hmm, otherwise not a whole lot going on. I'm just trying to get over K. I messaged a couple of guys...one here and a couple on Friendster and nobody answered! How sad. But it was especially...
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I am tired of guys who are afraid of making a real connection with me. I am tired of not loving anyone. I want someone who is there for me and who cares and who isn't scared of falling in love. But to be quite honest, I am afraid myself. I am afraid that the paths I walk down may never bring me to where...
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dharmabox:
don't you think we're all afraid to fall in love. i mean who wants to hurt? if you don't give your heart then it's just a dull pain but if you do give it and you''re rejected it's like having a cannon ball go through your chest. but if the pain can hurt that bad don't you think the love can feel that good and whats the point of living if we don't experience emotion fully?
I finally watched A Clockwork Orange last night. I didn't like it as much as I thought I would, but I think that's because I had a very specific picture in my head about what it should look and feel like from reading the book. My room mate tried to watch it with me and she HATED it! She left at the point when Alex...
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I have resigned myself to the fact that my body is never going to look like Sarah Jessica Parker's in Sex and the City. It's just not going to happen. I've wanted to get fit since I was like 12, and up until the end of high school I was successful to some degree. I guess it helps when you do stuff like dance, march...
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wuvmonki:
Why would you want to look like her anyway. Skinny starving ethiopian kids are pointing at her calling her damned skinny saying that she needs to eat a meal.
Keep your curves. That's really where sexy is.
Keep your curves. That's really where sexy is.
Life is boring. Or maybe I'm boring. And I'm so tired lately. I don't get it. It's not like I do much. For the past week I've wanted to go to bed right when I got home from work! And I'm feeling it right now, too. I just want to sleep all the time...no good. I need to be more active. I need to find...
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Some of you may be thinking this is needless to say, but: psychic's are full of shit. Today is my stupid not-boyfriend-guy-i'm-fucking's birthday and it would've been nice to hear from him at some point since I did invite him over last night, but: nothing. Nada. (Does his call at 1:38 AM on Friday where he left me a 3 minute long background noise voicemail...
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m_bethany:
i like bitching, that is all good for me.
you can bitch anytime. All I do is bitch too...
... and tell stories. Lots of fun stories ranging in all topics.
The exs are okay to dream about, it just means that you are ready for your next partner, so you are ready mentally to let someone in. Let the contraversial guy you are fucking call YOU for once - just go out and find a new toy.
They are easily replaceable. Trust me.
If you like, we can go prowling since you are close to me.
~the angel*
[Edited on Jul 21, 2004 4:09PM]
you can bitch anytime. All I do is bitch too...
... and tell stories. Lots of fun stories ranging in all topics.
The exs are okay to dream about, it just means that you are ready for your next partner, so you are ready mentally to let someone in. Let the contraversial guy you are fucking call YOU for once - just go out and find a new toy.
They are easily replaceable. Trust me.
If you like, we can go prowling since you are close to me.
~the angel*
[Edited on Jul 21, 2004 4:09PM]
bassplayer:
Hey if you ever feel like chatting, hit me up on aol IM:
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pictureofelvis BP
What a God-awful week this has been! I have been constantly busy dealing with stupid bullshit at work and yesterday I get sent out on a three hour expedition for a check that doesn't get cut for the right amount because stupid people don't listen to me and when I get back to the office, I try to access an Excel document and my computer...
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howdidigethere:
psychic's prediction? ..... hijoles!
I do not care if you sink or swim
I cannot have this burden on me
It's pushing me to my breaking point
But it's keeping me there for far too long.
I cannot have this burden on me
It's pushing me to my breaking point
But it's keeping me there for far too long.
andreya:
Me!
Okay, so you'll never believe what this asshole had the balls to invite me to!!! Hehehehe 
Just jokin'...although I don't know what to think about this invite I got to a game of strip Trivial Pursuit...I'll have to think about it. But what's really on my mind right now is that my room mates talked me into going to a psychic this evening. I was...
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Just jokin'...although I don't know what to think about this invite I got to a game of strip Trivial Pursuit...I'll have to think about it. But what's really on my mind right now is that my room mates talked me into going to a psychic this evening. I was... Read More
