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I put up some Halloween pics! Check 'em out! wink
desert_monkey:
You're fuckin' yummy! Glad you had a fun holiday! Might be in town later this week.....too soon to tell just yet.
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what am i doing?
i'm so lost.
where am i going?
i look,
but i can't find
i run,
but cannot hide.
i'm stunned by the
sights and the sounds
of the night.

as rivers are flowing
i'm standing still
bracing myself
against the current

there's no need to rhyme
no need to have form
there's just something inside
i've got to let go of...
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thescottness:
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desert_monkey:
Another beautiful one, thank you! I've been workin this whole time! I'm outta here tomorrow night. Happy Samhain, Sweetie!!!!!! Watcha gonna dress up as this weekend?
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Hurray! I applied to be a stage hand/performer with a rock band, and they said they want to meet me! Yay! That means I might be the hot chick dancing on stage during their shows! And maybe, just maybe, someday I can coerce them into letting me sing something! Hurray! This is the most performing I've tried to do in years! Eeek! Anyway, I better...
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juniper:
Wow! good luck! What band may I ask? And how will you be performing?
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I read a letter from my friend and my heart fell. I am so melancholy today:

I don't believe in you
Anymore.
You were a dream.
I feel I've been worshipping
Idols of gold, and
I should repent.

I was just an
Innocent bystander when:
You shot your guns.
I had faith but
Now I'm just a shadow
With nowhere to run.

You won't deceive...
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desert_monkey:
That's really beautiful - in a dark, depressing way. Hope to see ya tonight!
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I have been dreaming dreams of death.
My loved ones are gunned down
And I am left to feel the hollow pain,
But not for long.

Could it mean something?
My younger brother will be gone
To war if this lasts.
Is this our future?

Will we be reeling with the loss
Of one we so loved?
Of one I've always known
I'd give my...
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m_bethany:
I feel your pain dear. My sister is on active duty in South Korea right now. As it is not a concern for Americans, the stailmate that has been there the last 20 years is astounding. She is a Black Hawk piolet and a captain in the Army, yeah for her but I will be counting the days until she returns to US soil, Hawaii is her next stop before getting out of the military. Until then, eleven months.

much love.
~ the angel* wink
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You're very good.
They say, "Don't trample hallowed ground."
For you, I would.
Behind my face,
I am but crumbling into pieces
Like a rock that's giving way
To gusts of wind.

I smile at you,
And I am humbled just to know
That you breathe, too.
If I could hold you in my charms
My joy would drown me,
But there's no pain, no...
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beccy:
for the ox-fanzine thats a german punkrock magazin. and for my boyfrinds interest he is a big fan of her. bur he is on tour so i make the inertwiev for him biggrin
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Beware what follows is stupid bitching:

Ick. Sometimes the opportunity to make more money comes along and I am so tempted to pursue it. But the thing is it's not really what I want to do. Like this job. Why am I here? Because I was tempted by the delusion that there was money here. But I think, couldn't I be happy? Hell, I'd be...
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ginawa:
Hey, go for what ever makes you happy! I have a saying from greenday that helps me stay on track. It's not a happy one but... "the world owes me so fuck you". I say that and do what I want to!
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Went to Knotts Halloween Haunt last night to play with some monsters biggrin. I had a blast! Had some Finlandia before leaving and I was in such a great mood! We went on a great coaster, Ghost Ryder, and we were pretty tired from that line...but being tired actually helped me have fun in a way. It made me less aware and more freaked out....
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desert_monkey:
You went without me? Now that's one more person who's gettin a trick, instead of a treat.........maybe you'll get a treat too!
desert_monkey:
Have fun tomorrow night!!!
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Fuck. I hate when you're in the middle of pouring your fucking heart out on your blog, and you fucking accidentally delete it! Well, fuck you! I didn't feel like venting anyway! mad
desert_monkey:
Awwww, Sweetie. I've typed many (long) letters, just to hit send....and watch them vanish, after the machine freezes up! Major bummer. Need a hug? I'd like ta give ya one! Don't have any idea when I'll be back out. Come visit me! I'm goin up to the mountains tomorrow! Take a day off work and make it a 3-day weekend to unwind!
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I am at sensory overload. So much to do, and so little time. Bring on the sage and cleansing shit Shadowhawk...I think I'm in need of it. There are shiny things everywhere!!! But where is the gold? That, my friends and brothers, is today's question.
beccy:
thanks kiss i hope you finde the gold very soon biggrin
desert_monkey:
Wow! ............a bit overwhelmed, are ya? That still happens to me, in LA. When you're ready to come out here and relax, just let me know, K? Big Hug!