amymay

Ok so time to be honest with someone... and by that i guess I mean you and myself.... I don't think i'm ready to get married but in less then ten monthes i'll be Mrs. H.. wtf do i do now? I love the man with every part of my heart But i'm not attracted to him physically or chemicly at all. The sex is...
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ok an updarte.. Ive been makeing a consentrated effort to force myself to do something artist ever sence i started this thread. I started with writing then moved to scetches and today i started a piece with actual paint.. I sketch with paint because it just feels wright to me most of the time. and it felt wonderderful. It was going well too... untill i...
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I know i wouldn't consider this good writting but im trying a new thing were i just write to be honest with myself thought i would share a nights worth of writting.


After everything that happened in Canandaigua I decided to take a year off from sex. I know some people cringe at the idea and to be honest I did too at first. All...
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So some times i just have to start writting cause I do ... Here is one of those times.. Please don't judge the quality as its just kinda ruff and random.. hell you don't even have to read it.


The summer before senior yeah was amazing, full of fun and sun and a convertible with the top down. The school year started and I was...
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I'm really lonley tonight. E has been at the computer for almost five hours. And i've spent all day and most of last night alone. Worse yet I'm in a girly i want attention mood. I call it the wanna cuddelitis.
I miss going out and acting my age...



So whats a cure for Lonleyness

We have heat again.. This is a very good thing as it gets much colder here then i thought it would.
I posted some new/old pics i thought people may like.. let me know.

My Socks came today. Yeah i know i shouldn't be quite so happy over pink tiedie but if the small things in life don't make you happy what will? Pics to come

...I don't really know... I think I'm trying to find that out. I love movies but i can never remeber the names of actors. I love music but i never remember who sings what. I went to school for fine art. i love to paint and sculpt- manly wood and fabric. I have kinda hit a wall though. I need a muse or at least...
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