So i woke up this morning with no ambition at all and really didn't feel like going to temple tonight. Oh for all you who may care or not... I'm in the process of trying to convert to judiasm. Why you may ask.. cause E. is and its important to us to raise our kids under one faith. And the only way our kids will...
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I'm soo pathetic. I find my self crushing on a guy in AUSTRAILLA. We met online (of course) and at first it was just alot of fun to flurt and have fun and talk about things your just not supposed to talk about in polite society. He's a bastard and has an accsent exactly my type. Its never been emotional hell its never been sexual...
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omeganightmare:
people get crushes...its just part of being human. I don't think theres a way to turn off that part. Attractive people are attractive because thats what yah like, and its very had to convice yourself that yah don't like something lol.
amymay:
Guess i should have mentioned i didn't meet him thought here.. but it doesn't really change anything. 
SHE HAS A FACE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Its ugly but its perportional and its there ... ugly i can fix once I add more detail.. You have no idea how HAPPY i am.. and ... myself i feel.. Maybe i can still do this after all ...I have to remember to step away so i don't get frustrated with it.. which is why i took the time to...
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cassy:
hey you thanks for that sweet comment you left for me on psw, i really appreciate such a compliment from such a sweet and gorgeous girl 
mmmmm
mmmmm
omeganightmare:
Of all the door they could have picked, guess god wasn't too woried about yah getting that message 
Welcome to the Lake BTW
Welcome to the Lake BTW
So at 5:30 am I was finally starting to get sleepy. I was even yarwning as my eye lids were closeing. As i'm turning off the lights and heading for mywarm bed and my warm E i remember i forgot to make his lunch. So i headed to the kitchen to make him his fav. 20 min later i'm done and exahusted but figure if...
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gayballs:
I've had that reaction a thousand times myself-- about two weeks ago I decided, on a whim, to make french toast for the first time ever. She wasn't MEAN about it but she did say they were eggy and had maybe 3 bites.
Oh well.
Oh well.
I put some new work up YAY for me.. crappy night but productive.
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gayballs:
Yey for you.. I love the Purple Lady too.
6:41AM for me means 3:41AM for you. Rough night?
6:41AM for me means 3:41AM for you. Rough night?
brucewayne:
thank you for the compliment. I am very comfy in my skin especially when outside in the breeeeeze
I totally just made GREAT choc. chip cookies. which is an accomplishment cause i cant bake ... at all. THings always happen like garlic ends up in the cake or i grab a tablespoon insted of a tsp. But not this time. YAY
galaxy42:
OK... good. Cho. chip cookies are good. Just figure out how to send one to me in an email...
climac:
good job... i wish i had a cookie to eat ... no cookies in the house...dang.
I just don't feel special tonight... I don't feel loved I feel lonley and homesick and just a bit fed up... God danm i'm a downer aren't I
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amymay:
Thanks for all your kind words guys. I promise i'll post something positive in the next 24 hours.
climac:
Can i come hug you?
*HUGS AMYMAY*
*HUGS AMYMAY*
So I took some time for myself today and shaved everything. Most of the time Its just a quick fuck i have ten min. But today i took time, it was nice. I smell like lavendor and my skin is smooth. Unfortunetly E just wasn't in to me today. ehh .. over all day was good. Some one told me there secret and it was...
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ladylovelybrit:
you are not ugly. stop that. oooooh lavendar!!!!
amymay:
Ehhh E. pretty much bashed what i was wearing today ever sence i've kinda felt self conious. what he didn't know is i was in a bodice leggings and the whole Nines... He just didn't want me is all. Blah
I had my player on random while i was doing the dishes. This song came on and made me stop dead (and break a glass) ... I don't want to be the one sitting-pineing over the lost love of my life. I'll work this out with E there is no other oppion for me. I think i have a plan but it will take time...
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remuemenage:
I love Jeff Buckley - he (and you) sends shivers down my spine
thanks for reminding me - of this beautiful song, this beautiful man
I love that you find sustenance in the same places that I do
I love you
thanks for reminding me - of this beautiful song, this beautiful man
I love that you find sustenance in the same places that I do
I love you
captain_kidd:
I never cease to be amazed at the power of music. I've been getting a lot of freeaky, perfect for the moment random ones from my Ipod. I think it possessed. Today when I was thinking about being single Solitary Man by chris Issak came on, it was great.
The word of the day is unwanted.
Unwanted thoughts and memories
Unwanted emotions
Feeling unwanted being unwanted...
I tried to talk to E, It didn't go so hot. I don't think he understood what i was trying to say. It ended up in the bedroom with yet another fakeing orgasam.. He tried and he tried to listen. he just... didn't get it. In a weird...
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Unwanted thoughts and memories
Unwanted emotions
Feeling unwanted being unwanted...
I tried to talk to E, It didn't go so hot. I don't think he understood what i was trying to say. It ended up in the bedroom with yet another fakeing orgasam.. He tried and he tried to listen. he just... didn't get it. In a weird...
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amymay:
Thank you
remuemenage:
we are all castaways looking for a home - to paraphrase Sting
you happen to be a particulary wise and wonderful castaway
you will find your way - I know it
you happen to be a particulary wise and wonderful castaway
you will find your way - I know it