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I'm totally on vacation.

Sorry boys and girls, no nakeds today!
You'll just have to put up with words.

I have found that I have a hard time in reading comic plays from a director's standpoint. I know it's a comedy, but I find myself drawn perpetually to the underlying drama that good comedy requires. As such, I can read scenes from "Crazy and a Half" and find them...
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Oh gods,
the ups, the downs, the sheer unpleasantness of living my past month for me.
When I got new mail from NYS this weekend asking for $500 more dollars (mostly in late fees and penalties I shouldn't have to pay) I thought I'd simply break. I was so close to feeling like I could get myself back on track financially.

Luckily, after several calls,...
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My baby is much closer to better, though it will be sometime before I'll have him back the way I'm waiting for. I want to be more social but the meds still leave him more anxious, insecure, and potentially jealous. It grates me. Then he mentions his ideal future which doesn't quite match mine and I start to panic.

Then I see how wonderful he...
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Plug:

My ferociously bad week is made brighter by this set. Please show it love.

My baby's recovery ain't going so smoothly. I'm perpetually exhausted and drained. He'll anxious, pained, and ill tempered. I have no money and an overwhelming schedule. Also, I'm hungry.

Luckily, I have some good friends.

This pain could last a long time, which could mean a real life adjustment for...
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My baby's surgery was today.
What was supposed to be a hernia turned out to be a hydrocele AND and hernia. Gentlemen, I hope you are wincing painlessly.

I waiting in the waiting room from 7:45 till 12. When I finally saw him, I put my hand to his forehead and watched the creases disappear from his eyelids. That was the highlight of my day....
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