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I skipped out on therapy last night. I don't really know why. I know that not being able to afford the medication that bi-polar folks are supposed to take really hurts. Having to deal with this alone without help is fucking harder than hell.
I spent the last few days over at girls house. It was nice. I left there just like 3 hours ago and I miss her like hell. I just wish I knew what was happening there.
I haven't really drank much at all in the last 3 or 4 months because of my disease. I realized how much worse it made it. But, I've been stupid drunk for the last 3 days and this morning I snuck a beer before she woke up so I could settle down a bit. Right when I got off the bus I went to the liquor store. In a way, I missed these days.
I have about 100 things to do today, but I'm not going to do a single one of them. I'm going to sit on my ass, be drunk, then clean up the mess I'm choosing to make at a later date.
Merry Christmas!
Now Reading: Nothing. The crackhead stole my only 3 new books I owned
I skipped out on therapy last night. I don't really know why. I know that not being able to afford the medication that bi-polar folks are supposed to take really hurts. Having to deal with this alone without help is fucking harder than hell.
I spent the last few days over at girls house. It was nice. I left there just like 3 hours ago and I miss her like hell. I just wish I knew what was happening there.
I haven't really drank much at all in the last 3 or 4 months because of my disease. I realized how much worse it made it. But, I've been stupid drunk for the last 3 days and this morning I snuck a beer before she woke up so I could settle down a bit. Right when I got off the bus I went to the liquor store. In a way, I missed these days.
I have about 100 things to do today, but I'm not going to do a single one of them. I'm going to sit on my ass, be drunk, then clean up the mess I'm choosing to make at a later date.
Merry Christmas!
bettietwoguns:
one of my very good friends takes flax seed oil to ease the bi-polarity. he's been doing it for almost a year. you might try it. i dunno if it will work for you, but it couldn't hurt to try. flax seed oil is really good for your liver, too.
