Hello dear reader, how is everything? I look back and can't believe how quickly these last few years have passed. I can't believe it's actually 2024. I don't remember much about my life before joining Suicide Girls. I just remember that I was not happy. I remember being a young, innocent girl who felt very alone and lost, living in an empty house, often angry and crying a lot. But I wasn't afraid, no interest in nothing about my life , I felt like I didn't care about anything and i was convinced, for my bad luck, that I had plenty of time. That inexperienced young lady was wrong, she already knew many things, she had grown quickly, but not as many as she thought. And she would never imagine becoming the person she is today. She would never imagine being able to say today that she finally did it. That she finally recovered. And that although happiness is fragile, today she is happy.
I will always remember my time in Suicide Girls as another vital process in my learning and in the construction of my person. It helped me understand my sexuality, to know myself better and above all to love and respect myself just as I am. At the end of the road I realize that in one way or another it would not have been possible without the people who are part of the community. You have been direct accomplices in that learning. Models and users, you have, directly and indirectly, contributed to my understanding of many things that I questioned for years. To empathize more with people. To try to understand other people's pain. Not to complain so much. To give love. To discover that all I needed was that: love, company and respect. And in the end it is the only thing we all need.
I am grateful for having had the opportunity to join my path with some people very similar to me, with problems similar to mine who have made me understand that I am not alone, and that I never will be.
So what I appreciate most about the members and models on the page is with no doubts your time. Your time to write a message of love, a comment with good words, your intentions of support and understanding and in general your company though out these years.
Thank you so much.
With all my love, Ali
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