today was a good day... no, really, it was.. but it was a blood loss inside a violent sound... too many sleeping pills and I'm awake clenching my stomach with vomit drool dangling off chin into a bucket... i wanted to see if these four walls could hold me, rather they boxed me in with nothing but solid dead air.... someday somebody and i are gonna synchronize our hearts beats and see how long they'll beat together
till it all goes outta rhythm... or they decide to leave.
i was told today by a girl that I had beautiful eyes, it was the first compliment I've received in such a long time.... i was speechless, i didn't say anything, just looked at the ground and she walked off in awkwardness. sorry, i can't help but to do everything wrong... i was born this way... but i could make you smile if you talked with me for a little while.
till it all goes outta rhythm... or they decide to leave.
i was told today by a girl that I had beautiful eyes, it was the first compliment I've received in such a long time.... i was speechless, i didn't say anything, just looked at the ground and she walked off in awkwardness. sorry, i can't help but to do everything wrong... i was born this way... but i could make you smile if you talked with me for a little while.
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lily:
i've done lots of things since the past few years. You don't really know alot about my life since then, but i stopped through holland when i was in germany many years ago, and i think i told you about that, you should hold your head high when someone compliments you, and e mail me when you have so much to say, cause i'll e mail you back, just type in the little "contact" box when you're on my page.
lily:
and you can try calling me again, if you want.
