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Last night was WEIRD, man. I drank too much Jameson right off the bat and dropped my cue in the pool hall. It was a bad scene. Then we had to get more booze because the Jameson ran out. Sean drove us (who is us? I think I remember Johanna in the front seat... 3 of us in the back) to the creepy after hours liquor store in NW and I felt really out of place and wasted. I tried to get more Jameson but they were out, so we had to get JD. Did we drink it Sean's car? It's all a blur. We went... where? I don't remember when Sean left. There was a party next door to Duncan's where they got me with a stun gun. I wanted to sew myself to Dhyana. I tried to sew my arm but the needle was dull and all I had were my tapestry needles. I got the thread through my arm. I left it there all night. Roma's party... feel like puking. Who is that guy? Graduated in... I don't know. Hot. He's hot. I didn't have my costume on anymore, just regular clothes. I felt out of place at the party. Wait, Duncan knows him. He's not safe. Outside the chinese house, so fucking cold. Had an episode. I don't even know what brought it on; I blame the booze. I hated myself already, and hated myself even more for actually having the episode, especially for having it. Everything just poured out. What a stupid time. Then I layed in bed and played the guitar badly.