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I didn't think this whole thing would be so hard, especially since it felt so right when I did it... but my heart is absolutely fucking broken. I can't sleep and I don't feel like eating. I can't concentrate and I'm trying to apply to grad school and study for the math GRE on top of all my classes and my thesis. I'm in hell. I'm in fucking hell and no one can help me but I.

I don't even feel like drinking.