i comtemplated posting lyrics to my new song im writing, but i decided against it. If you wanna hear "Belladonna Pt. 1" you'll need to d/l it when we put it up, or (preferably) buy our album when it drops.
I'm burning out working two jobs. I cant do it much longer. What sucks is the job i actually like (at the TV station) pays...
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I'm burning out working two jobs. I cant do it much longer. What sucks is the job i actually like (at the TV station) pays...
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im drunk and i have 12 hours of work tommorow. Im here again as the 3rd wheel. I think im gonna bite the bullet and make it my profession. Whatever. I dont care anymore. Im lame and thats all 
alexis:
What's your beef with popsecret popcorn??? Good luck with work, drink lots of caffine and you'll get a second, maybe a third wind.
xoxo Alexis
xoxo Alexis
kris7:
"The sound of emotion enough to make me wanna hang myself from the rafter that's over my bed/But when I climb the ladder that's imbedded in my heart I start to question all the emotion in my head" - Atmosphere, "Denvermolorado'
Keep ya head up and keep fightin'. You are anything but lame. I mean, look at the post above this one; you got a fine ass SG commenting on your journal. We all love SG's and know damn well they ain't lame, so how the hell could you be lame then?
*edited to say: yes "fine ass SG" is redundant, but wtf?
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Keep ya head up and keep fightin'. You are anything but lame. I mean, look at the post above this one; you got a fine ass SG commenting on your journal. We all love SG's and know damn well they ain't lame, so how the hell could you be lame then?
*edited to say: yes "fine ass SG" is redundant, but wtf?
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i give up. I officially have stopped trying to understand, entertain, please, or be amused by women. You are a twisted and confusing bunch, the whole lot of you. And ye wont have my heart or balls to kick around anymore.
See, shit like this is why i say that im an asshole: The other day I told this girl's roommate about something that was...
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See, shit like this is why i say that im an asshole: The other day I told this girl's roommate about something that was...
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octoberseven:
Damn straight.
alexis:
The girls are confusing! Oh the games we play... yeah it sounds like you have a love/hate relationship with us.
xoxo Alexis
xoxo Alexis
Today's Purchaces:
GURPS rulebook
D&D rulebook
VtM rulebook
Sandman (Amano book)
Michael Moore's new book
Bazooka Tooth
Antichrist Superstar
Demon Knight DVD
Prince of Darkness DVD
People Under the Stairs DVD
Capitalist Self Medication for bi-polar disorder is fun !
GURPS rulebook
D&D rulebook
VtM rulebook
Sandman (Amano book)
Michael Moore's new book
Bazooka Tooth
Antichrist Superstar
Demon Knight DVD
Prince of Darkness DVD
People Under the Stairs DVD
Capitalist Self Medication for bi-polar disorder is fun !
kris7:
I wouldn't call it "capitalist medication". It doens't hurt to do a little splurge for yourself (within reason of course).
To me "medication" would mean buying a whole bunch of shit that you arent' even going to use. I used to work as a cashier at a clothing store and I saw many housewives "medicating" themselves. Nothing wrong with buying yourself some cool shit, but if you buy for the sheer sake of buying, then you are headed towards "medication" territory.
IMHO, anyways.
hang in there bro.
To me "medication" would mean buying a whole bunch of shit that you arent' even going to use. I used to work as a cashier at a clothing store and I saw many housewives "medicating" themselves. Nothing wrong with buying yourself some cool shit, but if you buy for the sheer sake of buying, then you are headed towards "medication" territory.
IMHO, anyways.
hang in there bro.
Scylla's set = 
Its official, The R*E*F*'s new album is under way, we have about 11 beats ready and we're gonna start recording next weekend. Prepare your cd/mp3 players for Trifecta; coming soon!
Its official, The R*E*F*'s new album is under way, we have about 11 beats ready and we're gonna start recording next weekend. Prepare your cd/mp3 players for Trifecta; coming soon!
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saturn1:
nah, it definitely didn't seem that way, not to me at least. i get rather passionate about music though, so maybe i'm not a good judge?
alexis:
It's going to be awhile until we have a first pager again.. I'm trying to have a 'longest journal replies ever!' contest with Debra Jean... she has 34 and I have 13.
I met Scylla in LA (I got to visit SG headquarters). I didn't get to meet Nala though... I think I would have died in the presence of such perfection. Ruby... however... is much hotter in person than on here.
xoxo Alexis
I met Scylla in LA (I got to visit SG headquarters). I didn't get to meet Nala though... I think I would have died in the presence of such perfection. Ruby... however... is much hotter in person than on here.
xoxo Alexis
and never forget...
God loves your ugly ass
Don't ever fucking question that
God loves your ugly ass
Don't ever fucking question that
kris7:
Word 
Pretty soon ima just stop posting my own thoughts here and just switch to depressing song lyrics.
god-fucking-dammit....I should really get a prescription for paxil or the like.
fuck
god-fucking-dammit....I should really get a prescription for paxil or the like.
fuck
scylla:
Dear akira,
I am sorry I am never around to annoy you with random comments. Here is a bag of good hot loving.
When I am able to get online more (instead of looking dodgy instead of taking notes) I will write more.
I hope you feel better.
I am sorry I am never around to annoy you with random comments. Here is a bag of good hot loving.
When I am able to get online more (instead of looking dodgy instead of taking notes) I will write more.
I hope you feel better.
Best. Rejection. Ever.
Actual quote from a girl I was interested in to her sister:
"Jared's pretty cool. Too bad he's black."
Ladies and Getlemen I defy any of you to submit a better rejection than that one.
Actual quote from a girl I was interested in to her sister:
"Jared's pretty cool. Too bad he's black."
Ladies and Getlemen I defy any of you to submit a better rejection than that one.
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graven:
God, that is horrible...the worst rejection I ever got was, "You're cool, but I think you're kind of crazy".
But it could be worse...she could say, "Jared's pretty cool. Too bad he's a man".
But it could be worse...she could say, "Jared's pretty cool. Too bad he's a man".
huny:
blah eff that bitch...
this is my last entry for a while. Tomorow i start a string of about 12 14-hour days at work in a row. I will be tired. I will be frustrated and I will be broke. As a salaryed employee i earn the same pay rate no matter who many hours i work in a pay period. For all 4 of you who care, dont...
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kris7:
Ouch. That's really rough. Good luck with that.
For the first time in almost 2 months I had a dream last night that wasnt about work in any way,shape, or form. The subject of last night's dream? Feet. Female feet specifically. One Particular female's feet to be even more specific.
I make no bones about it, I love to give foot massages to women. Its one of the most sensual things in the...
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I make no bones about it, I love to give foot massages to women. Its one of the most sensual things in the...
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What the hell did I just do? 
I cant believe I just did what I did. I never thought I'd pose for anything like the Big Cudley Boys group in my life
I had a serious lapse in judgement. I blame it on drinking my first Red Bull ever 
Seriously though i feel kinda good about getting over my hang ups about my body (somewhat),...
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I cant believe I just did what I did. I never thought I'd pose for anything like the Big Cudley Boys group in my life
I had a serious lapse in judgement. I blame it on drinking my first Red Bull ever
Seriously though i feel kinda good about getting over my hang ups about my body (somewhat),...
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Where do you work? I need another job because I'm broker than broke and I have a full time job already. Good thing Christmas season is coming, it will give me a chance to catch up. Consumerism (I almost wrote communism) at it's best.
xoxo Aelxis