Ok before i get into why tonight was great, I need to thank @blu & @griffxx for their support or else I never would have had the strength for tonight.
I suffer from depression and Borderline Personality Disorder, while out to lunch today with a friend he mentioned they'd been having some trouble with his step son, and told me that the step son had...
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So after 9 years at Kalahari I walked out tonight. Job search starts Monday.
Hey SG world,
Finally got my laptop back so i figured I would update some.
For the moment at least my depression has dropped off some, but I am still going to go see a professional to see what we can do, hopefully I can do this an not be put on meds.
I haven't taken a picture in like 3 months, but that's because...
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just about time for kick off. Here we go Buckeyes!
SSo the new year isonly a couple days old and its weird.
OSU beat Bama = great
My Stephen Amell fuck cancer shirt got here = great
I am going to seek professional help for my depression = good I guess
My mom's best friend died last night, she was like an aunt me = terrible
Two days in and I am scared for the...
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I've been lying, to my friends,family, myself and everyone here. I've went on at length in multiple blog post about how at least right now my depression is under control and that's been a lie. For the past 6 month I have considered either just walking away or more often putting a gun in my mouth. I haven't told anyone that it has gotten this...
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Now I realize that being born and raised one town over from where the norovirus was discovered does not make me more susceptible to it but to feels like it.
in preparation for going back to work after after my two weeks off I've had to shave my beard. A part of my soul has died.
I spoke to god today, and she said that she's ashamed.
What have I become, what have I done?
I spoke to the devil today, and he swears he's not to blame.
Go watch the video for Five Finger Death Punch's song 'Wrong side of Heaven' it is a powerful song, and the video will make you feel.
I have a confession…..
My depression is not as beaten as I though. It took last night for me to realize that I have been suffering again for I’m not sure how long. I didn’t recognize it for what it was because it was acting different than it did years ago. I wasn’t sitting alone in my room with my gun next to me. I’m...
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