The beginning of a week destined to be filled with drama...
I feel detached from my species. I feel like walking oblivion, and I fear that I may forget to breathe and may never wake if I sleep. I fear that I am not human, that I am just a ghost in a tortured body. I am consumed by my overwhelming emotions and I am...
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I feel detached from my species. I feel like walking oblivion, and I fear that I may forget to breathe and may never wake if I sleep. I fear that I am not human, that I am just a ghost in a tortured body. I am consumed by my overwhelming emotions and I am...
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I typed up a whole beautiful rant about my day and my life and accidently erased it. So instead I am going to pose a question.
What is your favorite personal object and why? Is it from childhood? romantic or sentimental?
Mine is probably this piece of a headstone that I have sitting in my living room right now. I have had it about seven...
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What is your favorite personal object and why? Is it from childhood? romantic or sentimental?
Mine is probably this piece of a headstone that I have sitting in my living room right now. I have had it about seven...
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mistressvamp:
I LOVE Halloween soooooo much.
I get so excited when it comes I'm worse than my son.
It's september and I'm like its almost here its almost here. LOL I tend to drive people kinda nuts but they all think I'm a little nutty anyways so screw them. It pisses me off because no one I know is into it like I am. 
I need better friends. 
I'm glad my blanket story made you happy.
Thanks for understanding.
Hmmm... Well I really like your painting so if you don't have room I guess I really will come steal it from you. lol Ohh and maybe you could make a girl to keep him company. That would be great. LOL
Ok sorry I'm a little loopy its like seven in the morning and I just got home from work.
But I'm rambling again. (I tend to do that alot) I'm gonna go take a nap. Talk to you later.
Melanie 
I get so excited when it comes I'm worse than my son.
It's september and I'm like its almost here its almost here. LOL I tend to drive people kinda nuts but they all think I'm a little nutty anyways so screw them. It pisses me off because no one I know is into it like I am. I need better friends.
I'm glad my blanket story made you happy.
Thanks for understanding.
Hmmm... Well I really like your painting so if you don't have room I guess I really will come steal it from you. lol
Ohh and maybe you could make a girl to keep him company. That would be great. LOL
Ok sorry I'm a little loopy its like seven in the morning and I just got home from work.
But I'm rambling again. (I tend to do that alot)
I'm gonna go take a nap. Talk to you later.
Melanie
ash:
the rabbit didnt get into my house .. my CAT carried it through my bedroom window (over five feet high!!!!!!!!!)
okay so now I got pics of my new tattoos...
I put pics of them as well as a ton of new pics of me in my pics folders... I couldnt figure out how to post them in my journal so anyone who wants to walk their computer naive friend through it I would be much appreciative...
Ben
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I put pics of them as well as a ton of new pics of me in my pics folders... I couldnt figure out how to post them in my journal so anyone who wants to walk their computer naive friend through it I would be much appreciative...
Ben
Oh yes, and I started reading another...
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mistressvamp:
Nice tattoos!!!
mistressvamp:
Thank You for the nice comment about my poem. If you go back through my journal theres a few more that I did.
I also like the picture you put in AnnaLees friend thread. SCARY!!!
LOL
If you go back through my journal theres a few more that I did.
I also like the picture you put in AnnaLees friend thread. SCARY!!!
LOL Good Mourning
This is the first time I have been up this early that didnt involve work or still being up from the previous night.
I had my wrists done yesterday. I will try to post pictures by the end of the week, first I have to get someone to take them. I had the eye of horus put on each wrist. I am so...
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This is the first time I have been up this early that didnt involve work or still being up from the previous night.
I had my wrists done yesterday. I will try to post pictures by the end of the week, first I have to get someone to take them. I had the eye of horus put on each wrist. I am so...
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hungryherbivore:
lol you know we also faced off at Pandaemonium for a monday night vintage... we went 2-1 with you pulling wins out of your ass... I was playing FCG but successfully layed out P. Pillar making you kill yourself the second game. Third game you just tinkered into a DSC and stomped me... but I did artifact mutate him first.
Also talked a little at SSG P9 Chicago...
Also talked a little at SSG P9 Chicago...
annalee:
That sounds awsome, your tattoos, I just put on the song eye of horus by decapitated because of that! I want to see the pictures 
Crowbar and C.o.C. at Harpos June 3rd
Let me start by saying this was one of the best shows I have been to in a long time.
I have so much to post about this show, so many ideas that will flow out of it, but I want to rant in my journal before I hit the boards with it.
First and Foremost... Props to...
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Let me start by saying this was one of the best shows I have been to in a long time.
I have so much to post about this show, so many ideas that will flow out of it, but I want to rant in my journal before I hit the boards with it.
First and Foremost... Props to...
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annalee:
Kreator were so good, in my top 10 shows. Thats cool you heard some covers. I really like Crowbar, I remember I heard them kind of late, the first song was Through the Ashes...and I just thought it was so beautiful. I normally like bands with lots of guitar solos and quite often much faster bands but they just have something so good about them. I'll have to get some more of their albums I only have two.
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[Edited on Jun 05, 2005 7:23PM]
hungryherbivore:
Yes,
You were playing drgn and I was playing sui-black. I lost to you and gimbles playing FCG. Came in third after beating some guys r/g land destruction.
You were playing drgn and I was playing sui-black. I lost to you and gimbles playing FCG. Came in third after beating some guys r/g land destruction.
Oh so much to say and so little will to do it...
I just got back from Crowbar and C.o.C. and it was to say the least amazing.
Updates after I have had some sleep and worked some of this alcohol out of my system. I totally feel sober but I know that I am not. Its just that I am more tired than drunk....
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I just got back from Crowbar and C.o.C. and it was to say the least amazing.
Updates after I have had some sleep and worked some of this alcohol out of my system. I totally feel sober but I know that I am not. Its just that I am more tired than drunk....
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Second Journal Entry of the day.
To be fair, the first one was late last night, and this is all about starting out a day that promises to be amazing.
I am starting the day out (once I shower and get off the computer that is) by heading down to talk a guy named Scott Budgen who has put some very beautiful ink on my...
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To be fair, the first one was late last night, and this is all about starting out a day that promises to be amazing.
I am starting the day out (once I shower and get off the computer that is) by heading down to talk a guy named Scott Budgen who has put some very beautiful ink on my...
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agentofoblivion:
I did everything I said I was going to. I made the appointment and I went to the show.
Oh how I love myself.
Agent.
Oh how I love myself.
Agent.
So its almost two am and I dont think sleep is an option.
How often do you find yourself unable to sleep? For me its been pretty frequent, but tonight I think it is for a different reason than it has been for the last week.
About a week ago I got hit with the loss of a loved one (that is to say, I...
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How often do you find yourself unable to sleep? For me its been pretty frequent, but tonight I think it is for a different reason than it has been for the last week.
About a week ago I got hit with the loss of a loved one (that is to say, I...
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annalee:
Yeah I aggree Burzums music was good its just all the mess that wasnt! re;black metal stuff
agentofoblivion:
Yeah I was really upset when all that went down. I was pretty actiuve with the Burzum.org group before they became Churcharson.org and it did not sit well with me at all. I actually stopped listening to burzum for a while because it made me angry, but I eventually got over it and remembered how amazing his music was, even if there would never be any more.
Ben
Ben
What a night.
Midnight phone calls, hasty preperations and short drives to be in the company of others. Of one particular other.
Four hours of intense and fulfilling conversation. Half a bottle of red wine. Life is good.
Love you all
Good Night
Agent
Midnight phone calls, hasty preperations and short drives to be in the company of others. Of one particular other.
Four hours of intense and fulfilling conversation. Half a bottle of red wine. Life is good.
Love you all
Good Night
Agent
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hungryherbivore:
I need it by sunday, but the suit is the problem. All the suits are like big, fancy cut with big shoulder pads and shit. Im just going to say fuck it and go to prom in a shirt and tie.
Did you go to Kzoo to play vintage over the weekend? What was the metagame like?
Did you go to Kzoo to play vintage over the weekend? What was the metagame like?
agentofoblivion:
Too bad to hear about the suit.
I actually played at RIW in Livonia... Kzoo isnt until the 16th of june.
The meta was totally distorted. There were no control slaver or workshop decks, and I boarded heavy for that. I lost one round to Dragon (my signature deck) and made top8 only to lose to goblins.
Oath won.
Top 8 was two 3cc decks, U/R fish, Me with Gifts, Dragon, GobVantage, and two Oath decks.
I actually played at RIW in Livonia... Kzoo isnt until the 16th of june.
The meta was totally distorted. There were no control slaver or workshop decks, and I boarded heavy for that. I lost one round to Dragon (my signature deck) and made top8 only to lose to goblins.
Oath won.
Top 8 was two 3cc decks, U/R fish, Me with Gifts, Dragon, GobVantage, and two Oath decks.
A soft and sensitive hand lifts me from this darkness
Such tenderness in this embrace from beyond my sight
I cannot fathom where such divine hands could come from
And why they would risk it all to save me from this night
A girl with such tenderness in her peering eyes and loving smile
I feel that I should know her heavenly face
But too...
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Such tenderness in this embrace from beyond my sight
I cannot fathom where such divine hands could come from
And why they would risk it all to save me from this night
A girl with such tenderness in her peering eyes and loving smile
I feel that I should know her heavenly face
But too...
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and don't know how to pull myself out.
And on your other note I just watched Blade 3
it was all right.
And I really like that new Foo Fighters song thats on the radio.
I've had Gizmo for about 9 years now the main reason was to flirt with girls