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aegiswings

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Friday Jun 10, 2005

Jun 10, 2005
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Finally, it's Friday - The end of one of the worst weeks of my life. I'm sure after this week all my friends are completely fed up listening to me whine about my problems. I'm gonna have to send everyone a thank you card or something for putting up with all my issues recently. Believe me, I hate it even more than you do! I can't even talk about these things anymore. I am so emotionally and physically drained.

So, once again I am a starting new life and going out on my own. Just a year ago I started a new job and moved into a new apartment with new roommates. It's been a great year and I wish it could have lasted longer. To think back just 6 months ago, when my old job was in Cambridge, with all my old coworkers, before my friends Rich and Dave quit, before my friend Don moved to Seattle, before my job moved to Waltham and before I quit too, before Margaret decided to move out and ask me to go with her, before I hooked up with Margaret, before we tried to talk about it, before we stopped talking completely, and before I ultimately had to leave Sara too. I didn't realize how good I had it back then.

I can only hope that I'll find someplace to go, someplace I'll fit in, that I'll find someone who wants to take in a guy and his two cats.

And yeah, ok, that was a bit melodramatic. I'm trying to provide some sense of closure here.

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Ever notice how when you are upset, song lyrics seem to mean so much more?

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sid:
that's cause you didn't see me drink the 2 glasses of absinthe before going out. nah, i realized that it was fruitless for me to even bother asking him out for tomorrow... frown
Jun 10, 2005
thepants:
Yeah, I just saw that last night while writing an email to sapphic_plastic. I'll probably go, just gotta talk to everybody and see if I'll be going alone, I guess.
Jun 11, 2005

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