The only thing worse than finding out that a girl doesn't really like you is realizing that you don't really like her... ok, well that is not exactly true -- being rejected is worse -- but the way I wrote makes a better opening to my journal.
Last night I went to Ceremony with Sid as I do every Monday. We started off by getting...
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I am sooo tired today. I stayed out waay too late last night (but it was so worth it). Sarah(2) called me yesterday afternoon and asked me if I had any plans for the evening. This was a bit surprising as I hadn't really talked to her since Saturday night and I wasn't expecting to hear from her so soon after the conversation we had...
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frost:
TO LONG!!! DAMN YOU!
brankauti:
Thanks for that link. It made me want to cry reading some of the stuff on there, and I feel compelled to give my poor kitten a bath now again just to make sure, because I don't know if the vet did. I don't think so, she still has somewhat matted fur on her neck. Argh! She's still not eating, but sitting by her food and purring and sniffing it. I had to give her nutrical by force last night, and it was horrible! My poor baby. 
Lots of random stuff today. If one section bores you, skip to the next and maybe you'll find it more interesting 
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I've recently had a lot of words I've coined added to the urban dictionary. Please check them out and give them a "thumbs up" for me. Here is a list of them. I've made them all up myself except for "pizza place"...
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I've recently had a lot of words I've coined added to the urban dictionary. Please check them out and give them a "thumbs up" for me. Here is a list of them. I've made them all up myself except for "pizza place"...
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perdita:
You are a veritable handyman, I'm impressed. I wouldn't know the first place to begin with stuff like um, grout.
You're welcome on the comments.
You're welcome on the comments.
Morning everyone. I went to Ceremony with Sid last night just like we do every Monday. It was the first Ceremony I didn't drunk-text Sarah(2) reminding her that she wasn't at Ceremony. It's become sort of a tradition. But now I'm just trying to play it cool, to back away while I collect my thoughts and figure out what I should do, if anything. I...
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perdita:
I wish you had better luck with the ladies, I was telling kubrick5 the other day how cute you are. 
He didn't get offened which was really nice of him. But yeah, you should have your own harem for sure.
Being emo isn't as fun as the kids make it seem that's for sure. I much prefer dancing to Dashboard than crying to it.
He didn't get offened which was really nice of him. But yeah, you should have your own harem for sure.
Being emo isn't as fun as the kids make it seem that's for sure. I much prefer dancing to Dashboard than crying to it.
popetom:
PS What the fuck is it with you and girls names Sarah?
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Where did I go wrong? I'm feeling very emo today and maybe even a little bit deppresed. I think I'm going to stay emo all week. I have a horribly low self-esteem. This needs to be remedied. I'm going to expound upon the drunken rant I wrote last night. Be prepared for the longest journal entry EVER!
Those of you who read my journal will...
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popetom:
oh, and another thing, don't put women up on pedestals. They are every bit as a confused bag of meat and hormons as you are. I am sure you are probably giving Sarah far better qualties then she really has.
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frost:
you entry is extrodinaraly long! 
Almost 5:00am. Perfect time for a drunken rant.
And a drunken rant it shall be. For I am quite wasted. Very drunk indeed.
I'm happy to be home. To be in my room, with my cats sitting beside me. They were waiting, patiently, for me to come home. They give me love, unconditionally. I wonder if they are the only creatures on this earth that...
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And a drunken rant it shall be. For I am quite wasted. Very drunk indeed.
I'm happy to be home. To be in my room, with my cats sitting beside me. They were waiting, patiently, for me to come home. They give me love, unconditionally. I wonder if they are the only creatures on this earth that...
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popetom:
I balked. "No... that's not it. I gotta go to the bathroom...," I answered.
There you go, you are now a friend.
The helping out, the inviting to the NIN show those are all things friends do for one another. You probably pretty much sealed the deal right there.
But you also seem to be breaking the 'don't get hung up on an individual' rule. That's going to give you problems in the future if you don't figure it out soon.
-PT
aegiswings:
I balked. "No... that's not it. I gotta go to the bathroom...," I answered.
Actually, now that I'm sober, I remember more clearly and I actually said, "yes, I like you" and then refused to elaborate. I dunno, it's so blurry.
I do tend to get hung up on individuals... it's true, but its also true that I like her more than most girls I've been interested in recently. I am a bit oversensitive.
I've had a long time to think about this. I'm gonna post a longer entry later.
btw, what *should* I have done? I really don't know. When you are drunk and put on the spot like that, is there any correct answer?
Somehow I found myself lying in Sarah's bed last night while she stripped off her goth clothes all the way down to her bra and panties 
before putting on a vintage white wedding dress. She asked me if I could fix it up for her since she knew I've been taking sewing classes. I told her that I'd see what I could do and she...
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before putting on a vintage white wedding dress. She asked me if I could fix it up for her since she knew I've been taking sewing classes. I told her that I'd see what I could do and she... Read More
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popetom:
Hrmm, doesn't look familer, but the pictures she put up are not of the best quality.
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derangedmichy:
hey hey its so exciting to hear that u have a new place aaand it does sound great that u are having a wonderful time out with ur peeps. Well the whole sarah situation..i can kind of relate with my steven situation. its hard to crush on someone who has emotional baggage about someone else..dont u wonder what this guy is about? and what he even looks like sometimes?
aaand it does sound great that u are having a wonderful time out with ur peeps. Well the whole sarah situation..i can kind of relate with my steven situation. its hard to crush on someone who has emotional baggage about someone else..dont u wonder what this guy is about? and what he even looks like sometimes?I really hate to start a journal off with a whine but I just had the worst day....
The plan was that I would go to my new apartment and paint my new room in the morning and then move all my stuff in in the afternoon. Apparently, even though I had a truck reservation, u-hual has overbooked all their trucks. Since it is Sept...
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The plan was that I would go to my new apartment and paint my new room in the morning and then move all my stuff in in the afternoon. Apparently, even though I had a truck reservation, u-hual has overbooked all their trucks. Since it is Sept...
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pearlbutterfly:
well, most married girls are not in my position, but there are others out there who don't get enough action from their men. it happens, unfortunately. 
xanippi:
thanks for the candids of Sid, how does she mantian such hotness. The one of her passed out is really sexy (and a little kreepie).
I hope you got a good price on the apartment at least.
I hope you got a good price on the apartment at least.
I don't have too much to say today. First, everyone should go and read
Questionable Content if you don't read it already. It's the best web comic I've read in a long time. It's the story of an indie guy and his indie girl friend. They like to
make fun of goths and emo kids and Good Charlotte. Start from the beginning. If you don't...
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Questionable Content if you don't read it already. It's the best web comic I've read in a long time. It's the story of an indie guy and his indie girl friend. They like to
make fun of goths and emo kids and Good Charlotte. Start from the beginning. If you don't...
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sid:
i was totally not hung over!
i was playing with my new iBook!
i was playing with my new iBook!
kera:
yay for slummerville!!!! i moved here almost two years ago and i fucking love it - this by far the nicest place i've ever lived, and like you said, the first place that has felt like a home to me. you'll love it!
i don't know, some of those dresses could look pretty hot on you....with the right accessories of course.
i know i can live without my spleen, but i like it. and it's fun to say: spleen.
i don't know, some of those dresses could look pretty hot on you....with the right accessories of course.
i know i can live without my spleen, but i like it. and it's fun to say: spleen.
I feel like a drunkin' rant, but I'm too tired. Or maybe just too drunk. Or maybe both.
Let's just say that I spent all night hitting on a girl that wasn't at all into me and ended up leaving with her ex-boyfriend who looked like a gay John Travolta. Yeah, that sums up the night pretty well. Damn, she's too good for him.
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Let's just say that I spent all night hitting on a girl that wasn't at all into me and ended up leaving with her ex-boyfriend who looked like a gay John Travolta. Yeah, that sums up the night pretty well. Damn, she's too good for him.
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brankauti:
They are around here, but the North Eastern ravens are much more shy. I have only seen a couple in Maine, Northern NH, and heard a few in Hopeville Park near where I live. They are happiest in the west, I guess, and definitely more at home wherever there are wolves.
sapphic_plastic:
awwww! its the effort that counts! at last you guys were prepared for the party!
i can't wait to go to heroes!
i'm SO there next week!
i can't wait to go to heroes!
i'm SO there next week!
I'm not in a good mood today. There really isn't any particular reason why. I didn't go out last night so I'm not tired or hungover. Well, there are a few things bothering me...
Today I got an meeting announcement via e-mail saying that I have a one-on-one meeting with my boss's boss (the head of the engineering department) tomorrow at 11:00am. I'm 95% sure...
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Today I got an meeting announcement via e-mail saying that I have a one-on-one meeting with my boss's boss (the head of the engineering department) tomorrow at 11:00am. I'm 95% sure...
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william_miller:
lesbian nightclub!
"Hey... there's something wrong with this place. Something very unnverving... *gasp* there's no fire escapes! You'll all burn to death, you crazed lesbians!"
~ About the roughest paraphrase of a Homer Simpson quote ever.
iggy:
that was an awesome picture explination of what is happening to my bits.
I'm already late so this is going to be a quick update.
First, I finally finished the mix tape I made for Sid. It's a mixture of industrial rock, EBM, and futurepop.
Here is the track listing:
1 Panzermensch - And One
2 Shelter - Icon of Coil
3 Du Hast - Rammstein
4 The S'it Will Fcuk You Up - Combichrist
5 Satisfaction...
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First, I finally finished the mix tape I made for Sid. It's a mixture of industrial rock, EBM, and futurepop.
Here is the track listing:
1 Panzermensch - And One
2 Shelter - Icon of Coil
3 Du Hast - Rammstein
4 The S'it Will Fcuk You Up - Combichrist
5 Satisfaction...
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derangedmichy:
hey you! I hope ur enjoying ur weekend and that since its saturday night now, I'm pretty sure you are having a good time with Karen
I just wanted to tell u that I went to Crypt last night and yes you are right..freaking disney land over there, huh? the place was dead and it wasnt really all that fun but the gargoyles were awesome! did u know that one of the big gargoyles actually move its head and wings??
I just wanted to tell u that I went to Crypt last night and yes you are right..freaking disney land over there, huh? the place was dead and it wasnt really all that fun but the gargoyles were awesome! did u know that one of the big gargoyles actually move its head and wings??
antihero_wraith:
Good! Someone else working on the dark side....
Convince her to come up to Manch... and I'll give you a dolla! A whole dollah!!!! We can go to a lame ass strip club.. [Mark's Showplace... Two dollar Tuesdays... two dollar cover... two dollar drinks (beer and mized drinks) free pool... mostly naked girls... ] The 313, Manch-Vegas' best "alternative lifestyle" club... [used to be you could call the 313 "the gay club" but not anymore... the ratio got fuct when I started going there and bringing my straight friends cuz it was the only bar I could get my gay cousin to go to] Club Liquid [never a cover, all sorts of random ass music and shot girls with new tits giving titty shots] Or maybe even club Envy [aka club eMPTy.... not sure why or what goes on there, just lots of people have told me it's always empty...] or some other random fun... there's five or six bars within sight distance from work... and way more within walking distance... plus I got my new car... [is SEXy
]
Camping again sometime soon... less people... more booze... less beer...
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Convince her to come up to Manch... and I'll give you a dolla! A whole dollah!!!! We can go to a lame ass strip club.. [Mark's Showplace... Two dollar Tuesdays... two dollar cover... two dollar drinks (beer and mized drinks) free pool... mostly naked girls... ] The 313, Manch-Vegas' best "alternative lifestyle" club... [used to be you could call the 313 "the gay club" but not anymore... the ratio got fuct when I started going there and bringing my straight friends cuz it was the only bar I could get my gay cousin to go to] Club Liquid [never a cover, all sorts of random ass music and shot girls with new tits giving titty shots] Or maybe even club Envy [aka club eMPTy.... not sure why or what goes on there, just lots of people have told me it's always empty...] or some other random fun... there's five or six bars within sight distance from work... and way more within walking distance... plus I got my new car... [is SEXy
]
Camping again sometime soon... less people... more booze... less beer...
[Edited on Aug 22, 2005 6:10AM]
"Fortes Fortuna Juvat!" (translation Fortune Favors the Bold)
Ask her on a date or just come right out and ask her if she's interested. That way if she says no you can be all emo for a few days and move along.
spooky.