i'm upset with fate. or timing, or whatever it is that draws hades and i together and apart at the same time.
i saw him today. i NEVER run into him on campus. *sigh* there he was, hair wrapped up, wearing his dance clothes. he's so graceful, fluid when he moves. the way his delicate feet point, toes first to the pavement. hips back, shoulders... Read More
I hope things get better for you soon. I wish i knew the magic word that would make you feel better... sorry.
I wanted to thank you for your reply to my question. James Joyce as anarchist! I knew he had Tucker, Bakunin and others in his book collection but I just dismissed that little bit of info because I knew he was well read.
Time to open those books again!
I hope I didn't take up much of your time.
I'm sorry to hear that you are still having problems in the relationship factory, and thanks for being yourself. I am getting married in 6 months and I am going crazy, not about the whole getting married thing, but the in-laws thing. I am getting two redneck brothers inlaw and they drive me crazy.tell me kitten on how you feel about that.
i'm in medication withdrawl at the moment, which is making it impossible for me to sleep at this particular moment. i'm bouncing between incredibly tired at random moments to tense and anxious and hyper. i liked the messages i'd been kamikaze-ing to luke the past week--
me: *rests her head on his shoulder and timidly slides arms around his waist*
*throws self on floor and has tantrum like 5 year old*
FUCK'S SAKE
what, do i have a sign on my forehead that reads: please, there's a man i'm crazy about and no matter how profusely any ridiculous number of men flirt with me, i will reject all of your advances because i'm not over some stupid fuck who never wanted me in the first... Read More
History of insects sounds fascinating. I think documenting all the genetic mutations that occur in generations of fruit flies would be cool in a creepy sort of way. I've seen pictures of the mutations that are straight out of sci-fi. Arms growing where antennea go, extra limbs, eyes, etc,...
I can't believe you told your professor that! If you can work on a paper for 14 months then you are guaranteed a cushy job in academia land after you get your PHD.
history of insects?!?! ya gotta be kiddin! larvae is not a history, it's a childhood! other than that, they've been around forever - what more do ya need to know?
but now my interest is piqued (sp). It's odd because the whole philosophy of creating your own bonds and dissassociating with those you clash with is a philosophy I already try to apply. (to the extent that it can be in today's world).
I always thought that the theory behind ideas such as communism would have been perfect if they took into account human nature. Most political ideologies (even democracy, and especially capitolism) tend to forget to account for traits such as greed, jealousy,selfishness, etc. If thee were only some way to check those faults, I think it would all work out.
Anyway, thanx for the reply. (you can email me if you wanna conserve journal space) Glad you're back. I knew there was a reason I liked you.
I wanted to know if there is an anarchist theorist/s that you think has been overlooked by the anrchist movement and by people who have written books about anarchism.
oh, i just always assumed given my current ideals in the grand scheme of things and the horrible little thoughts that plague the ol' grey matter that i was Heinrich Himmler in some past incarnation.
hell, you just know he had a constant erection after Hitler came to his advisors and said, "Heinrich, I need you to do something with all these jews..."
Indeedmoo...moo! No, well informal classes start on the 18th, but I am spending a week in Portland beforehand at a friends' apartment before I can get in the dorm on the 16th... meep! Well hrm, well call me when you get to sf, I think you have my phone number from when I called you? (it is still a new number so I forget it all the time)