(*dances* he held me he held me he held me. and looked at me. and teased me horribly. but he still isn't attracted to me. *sigh*)
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some nights feel like the only thing left to do is throw in the towel and slash your arms up for a while.
EDIT: i need somebody to look over a piece. who thinks they can give my style a chance and read really carefully?
EDIT: i need somebody to look over a piece. who thinks they can give my style a chance and read really carefully?
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scylla:
mooprodyar!
gadreel:
Hey sweetie!! Can i see your piece???
i'm sitting, bored, hungry and unmedicated, on this very oedipal of valentine's days...
and all i can think is: wonder what he's doing tonight. probably nothing. stop. (repeat times infinity)
[will respond to previous post's comments later, is pouty right now]
and all i can think is: wonder what he's doing tonight. probably nothing. stop. (repeat times infinity)
[will respond to previous post's comments later, is pouty right now]
alistairmather:
welcome to valentines day... if it makes you feel better, not only did i have to go to work and serve happy blissful couples both coffee and alcohol - ALL FUCKING DAY - but i also had to end up missing my grandmothers funeral and the SG Burlesque show here tonight.
so yet again, this has been the shitiest day ever.
Valentines is evil, and i hope all the happy couples out there contract AIDS and die... painfully.
have a nice night.
so yet again, this has been the shitiest day ever.
Valentines is evil, and i hope all the happy couples out there contract AIDS and die... painfully.
have a nice night.
stgeorge:
Well I was bored as well, and drunk. 
i hate feeling used.
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stgeorge:
Who the hell has done that?
naja_haje:
Those are my sentiments exactly. Your makes me happy section is absolutely wonderful. Much love!
ever find that you only have enough energy to contend with either your brain or your groin and your brain is clearly fighting a losing battle?
that is me, tonight.
(AYYY! this is really inconvienient)
that is me, tonight.
(AYYY! this is really inconvienient)
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alistairmather:
thank you... much drinking shall be done in her honor this weekend hopefully.
i don't really have that problem anymore, but then i have the singular advantage of being the most unappealing creature on the planet...
hey, it takes a lot of planning or utter madness to be a complete entity that is unappealing in every aspect... its performance art, i swear.
i don't really have that problem anymore, but then i have the singular advantage of being the most unappealing creature on the planet...
hey, it takes a lot of planning or utter madness to be a complete entity that is unappealing in every aspect... its performance art, i swear.
the_green_monk:
Do you know anything about an anarchist gathering in the next couple of months in San Francisco?
insomnia! WOOOO!
gadreel:
Yes insomnia is the best.....
IMed to me today, by a friend from high school who attends the same university i do, who just didn't know that i've dyed my hair black--
"-------:is your hair black now? if not, there is this HOT girl who looks like you with black hair--i'm thinking you should go with black and then you can run into her and say "hey! you stole my...
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"-------:is your hair black now? if not, there is this HOT girl who looks like you with black hair--i'm thinking you should go with black and then you can run into her and say "hey! you stole my...
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doctashock:
You know I've only seen one pic of you... and granted that is only from the neck up... but I find it hard to believe noone has ever considered you hot before.
Maybe they just didn't say it to your face... sometimes beauty is intimidating.
What do I know?... Seriously, if a girl has a pretty face she can pretty much work with whatever else she's got. Plus your personality would turn me on in itself. (Ever looked at someone you've know for years... for the first time?)
But who am I to talk...
Maybe they just didn't say it to your face... sometimes beauty is intimidating.
What do I know?... Seriously, if a girl has a pretty face she can pretty much work with whatever else she's got. Plus your personality would turn me on in itself. (Ever looked at someone you've know for years... for the first time?)
But who am I to talk...
gadreel:
Beauty is intimidating....
But I think your hot, black hair, brown hair... no hair.. whateva!!
I was classified as "alternative hot" the other day... i guess thats ok. muwahaa!
But I think your hot, black hair, brown hair... no hair.. whateva!!
I was classified as "alternative hot" the other day... i guess thats ok. muwahaa!
i do not like -avat verbs.
i despise -ovat verbs.
and i'm gonna fuckin' kill -ish verbs.
*eats a tangerine*
i despise -ovat verbs.
and i'm gonna fuckin' kill -ish verbs.
*eats a tangerine*
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gadreel:
Say what? 
the_green_monk:
hello!
what?
thank you.
C.S. Hyatt wrote a little about how he set up false Golden Dawn groups that would destroy themselves so he could get rid of the people who were just in the groups for kicks.
I don't know how I feel about that but if it works it work right?
[Edited on Feb 05, 2004 2:45PM]
what?
thank you.
C.S. Hyatt wrote a little about how he set up false Golden Dawn groups that would destroy themselves so he could get rid of the people who were just in the groups for kicks.
I don't know how I feel about that but if it works it work right?
[Edited on Feb 05, 2004 2:45PM]
"you sound really depressed in your SG journal. something like 'i can't write in this much because i'm busy getting fitted for a noose'"
*giggle!*
yay druid ceremony! i got to be preceptor! wooo! even though i was awkward n stuff. *fuzzy*
*giggle!*
yay druid ceremony! i got to be preceptor! wooo! even though i was awkward n stuff. *fuzzy*
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doctashock:
Idlewild has changed a lot since their first album back in 98. They have mellowed out quite a bit. I could play you 2 songs from the first album and the last album and you would not believe you were listening to the same band. (I like to listen to their three full lengths in reverse order and listen to the aggression build.)
But to each his own. I still like ya' anyways.
But to each his own. I still like ya' anyways.
the_green_monk:
druid ceremony...that is so fucking cool!
i never get to do shit like that.no one i know digs this stuff and they all think i'm crazzy.
got gnosis?
i never get to do shit like that.no one i know digs this stuff and they all think i'm crazzy.
got gnosis?
you should be alone more often. it's good for you. you shouldn't date. no i mean, you REALLY shouldn't date. oh, i know you mean well, but really, this'll make you appreciate the right man so much more. you should work on yourself more. because going to therapy twice a week isn't good enough. because all of the journal entries you write aren't good enough....
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doctashock:
You talk too much man, you smoke too much and/ when I argue, I sit back it makes me laugh/ I laugh at your conversational skills/ or lack of.....
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And if you believe that/ then now I understand/ why words mean so much too you/ they'll never be about you
I gotta send you a compilation of Idlewild songs to listen too. If you dare listen to that crap or even consider changing yourself in any way that you did not decide to do on your own, you will get serious shit from me. (Of course I'm just as fucked up if not more so emaotionally than you, so take that how you want)
Let's have a pitty party with each other or something.
"Sometimes chronic pain is the best thing for an artist to have"
-that's paraphrased from Chucky P.
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And if you believe that/ then now I understand/ why words mean so much too you/ they'll never be about you
I gotta send you a compilation of Idlewild songs to listen too. If you dare listen to that crap or even consider changing yourself in any way that you did not decide to do on your own, you will get serious shit from me. (Of course I'm just as fucked up if not more so emaotionally than you, so take that how you want)
Let's have a pitty party with each other or something.
"Sometimes chronic pain is the best thing for an artist to have"
-that's paraphrased from Chucky P.
Lemme know if you ever need the hook-up on IB classes cuz some of them are great and some of them truly blow. MCB seems pretty well-run, but then you have to worry about the crazy kids.
Ha, your birthday is one day before mine (and years later!).
like me