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It's been awhile.

Jan 5, 2015
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I guess it's been too long since I shared anything here. So many people I loved to talk to are gone. I've been doing a lot of self reflection and am feeling very optimistic about the future.

For those who don't know, weed is going to be legal in Oregon on July 1st, 2015. That's an exciting prospect. October 27th was my six year anniversary at my job and I get to work from home. I am very grateful to have a stable and relatively low stress job.

I've been feeling very positive about everything except my social life. I don't have one. My nearest friends live 2 hours away. What's odd is that it doesn't bother me.

Don't get me wrong, I would love to hang out and meet new people, especially women. There just isn't anyone to compel me to get out into the real world.

SG was the place I used to come to talk about things and I really miss those interactions. I don't think many of my old friends are active but I can't blame them. I haven't been very active here either.

I posted a little highlight video of Karen Carpenter. (played by Cynthia Gibb) I felt pretty inspired by her voice even though the movie itself was slightly depressing. Feel free to let me know what you think.

Take care and happy new year!! :)

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