Lately I've been in a fairly good state of mind on many levels. I do, however, still harbor a loneliness that won't go away. I don't seem capable of sleeping for more than a few hours at a time and my patterns are weird. I've been drawing a lot, started to work on a canvas with sharpies that I plan to paint colors into.
It took two hours just to dot those lines so I should finish around Christmas. lmao
Things feel surreal and my SG friends are becoming my only friends. I do occationally hang out with a few people I hear from randomly, once a month or so. They smoke pot and drink a lot so thats always fun but they are otherwise a bit boring. I just dont feel connected to anyone, anything except....well....nothing outside of SG. I have no point to this blog I guess. I wish I had more to offer.
thankyouse 