_sarah_

i wear jelly bracelets
4 red
4 black
i kinda check them for patterns a lot
when i'm feeling really stressed out a work, or i feel like there is no order in my local area it is cool to see a pattern.
a rule
i dont make them into patterns. it is not order if i made it
i want order to come out of the chaos of the motion of my arms.
i know
weird
but order and chaos are realllllllly big to me.
i have mild ocd i think.
hands MUST be clean
workspace MUST have some sort of order (even if only i can see it).

and england