Heyyy Sorry I havent been around much the last couple days!
Ahhh life is crazy sometimes! Moved around a bit and we are now with some
family outside of Seattle Area! I was pretty sad to leave the Ocean but
it was for the best. Grandma is doing okay, Im really worried that she
isn't eating enough because of the Chemo...so I have been trying...
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Ahhh life is crazy sometimes! Moved around a bit and we are now with some
family outside of Seattle Area! I was pretty sad to leave the Ocean but
it was for the best. Grandma is doing okay, Im really worried that she
isn't eating enough because of the Chemo...so I have been trying...
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Hey guys Im super exhausted n my computer is gonna die in 4 minutes buuuut Im in Ocean Shores
Went n played in the Ocean this morning!!! It was AMAZING!!!
School work sucks just realized Im failing one of my classes, n literally I feel like its
because I totally disagree with everything being said....
I miss you all n Ill write as soon as...
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Went n played in the Ocean this morning!!! It was AMAZING!!!
School work sucks just realized Im failing one of my classes, n literally I feel like its
because I totally disagree with everything being said....
I miss you all n Ill write as soon as...
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paytenpanic:
you are beautiful you have no idea just how gorgeous you are if looks could kill id be dead xoxox
paytenpanic:
thank you so much your such a sweet heart <3
FINALLY
FINALLY
FINALLY
Got to have some fun with the man last night...
He actually let me give him a strip tease!!!
(I got this new bra n undies from VS n they are to die for!!! Turqoise blue n black lace!)
Then I gave him a bj in which I didn't feel like I completely failed...
Then i got some...
.... n even though...
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FINALLY
FINALLY
Got to have some fun with the man last night...
He actually let me give him a strip tease!!!
(I got this new bra n undies from VS n they are to die for!!! Turqoise blue n black lace!)
Then I gave him a bj in which I didn't feel like I completely failed...
Then i got some...
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alchemy333:
Agreed. He's a lucky dude.
desireonrepeat:
Congrats on your night, its always nice to get back to "how it used to be" 
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chika:
i come here only to stalk you can you believe it? haha you are so sweet and on top of it so motherfuckingly damn beautiful...
thank you for always being so supportive, are you having a set on MR or soemthing because if you do, let me die now, please.
thank you for always being so supportive, are you having a set on MR or soemthing because if you do, let me die now, please.
jaybugg:
oh WTF....
<3 I give you love and hugs my dear
<3 I give you love and hugs my dear
Things have gone from not so great to terrible.
At least inside of me.
Me n the bf are okay but, im pretty confused about what he wants.
He is frustrated with me because I dont know what he likes sexually, because
he is my second boyfriend ever, and the one before him was an asshole.
So yeah I dont have alot of sexual experience....
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At least inside of me.
Me n the bf are okay but, im pretty confused about what he wants.
He is frustrated with me because I dont know what he likes sexually, because
he is my second boyfriend ever, and the one before him was an asshole.
So yeah I dont have alot of sexual experience....
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jaybugg:
you are a pretty thing, and as for the sexuality, if I may you need to talk that over with him. certain people don't have that"instant" sexual bond, and need to have that frank discussion of limits, what the other wants likes, etc. I hope things get better darling
brightredscream:
Why isn't he communicating with you about what he likes instead of getting angry?
Today...
.it is raining, which makes me feel good. i like it when the sky matches my emotions.
.epic convo last night with my boyfriend, so much said.
.none of it good, but not bad either. just another realization of how fucked up, my last relationship left me.
.and how fucked up my parents made me. my soul hurts today.
.so much i dont know,...
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.it is raining, which makes me feel good. i like it when the sky matches my emotions.
.epic convo last night with my boyfriend, so much said.
.none of it good, but not bad either. just another realization of how fucked up, my last relationship left me.
.and how fucked up my parents made me. my soul hurts today.
.so much i dont know,...
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djoseph:
i don't like skinny girls. curves are wear it's at! i definitely can't wait!
wolfox:
fucked up relationships and fucked up lives help build us into what we've become ... or will.
I may not have been considered as crazy as I am/was if I hadn't had the life I've led ... but I also wouldn't have/had as amazing friends as I've had for the same reasons -( nor would I be being so absolutely certain that I don't be or become like my father was when it comes to my girls ... I can never be that )-
and if every girl was the same shape and size, there'd be no reason to look and definately no reason to enjoy!
I may not have been considered as crazy as I am/was if I hadn't had the life I've led ... but I also wouldn't have/had as amazing friends as I've had for the same reasons -( nor would I be being so absolutely certain that I don't be or become like my father was when it comes to my girls ... I can never be that )-
and if every girl was the same shape and size, there'd be no reason to look and definately no reason to enjoy!
Things have gotten a little better with the boy... He wants more bf/gf time yet I don't think he really understands what that means...such as if we acted like boyfriend/ girlfriend he would have to start doing his own laundry, doing the dishes, picking up his stuff, finding his own socks, folding his own clothes, etc. He really is kinda spoiled... but so am I....
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reekie:
I agree with BrightRedScream_
You are just so gorgeous!
I am not crushing on you or anything:.blush:
I am also sry to hear that boy drama is stressing you out hun..Dont let it get you down. Keep that pretty face of yours up.
Here is my two cents ( which you prolly know, but this is just support, that you have the right state of mind..)
You are just so gorgeous!
I am not crushing on you or anything:.blush:
I am also sry to hear that boy drama is stressing you out hun..Dont let it get you down. Keep that pretty face of yours up.
Here is my two cents ( which you prolly know, but this is just support, that you have the right state of mind..)
Anyway, best of luck sweetheart.
wolfox:
uhm.... wow
ok, I had a response here, but was distracted by the fresh-from-the-shower pics...
damn distraction! damn good distraction, but even so...!
now - to find my mind again...
ok, I had a response here, but was distracted by the fresh-from-the-shower pics...
damn distraction! damn good distraction, but even so...!
now - to find my mind again...
Poetry...
Can you find the message hidden in certain lines?
Celestial orbs swirling round her head
What once formed a crown
Now lays below her like the dead
Sea of blood and rotting veins
Liquid once coursed through
Yet now burgundy sprays
Forth for royalty of an urban form
She darts towards life
Pleading, soul do not mourn
The night falls quicker than her feet...
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Can you find the message hidden in certain lines?
Celestial orbs swirling round her head
What once formed a crown
Now lays below her like the dead
Sea of blood and rotting veins
Liquid once coursed through
Yet now burgundy sprays
Forth for royalty of an urban form
She darts towards life
Pleading, soul do not mourn
The night falls quicker than her feet...
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jaxy:
<3
ben_stylee:
Look at the beauty you've created from pain! Love it.
I got you this monkey to make you happy.
It gets better.
I got you this monkey to make you happy.
It gets better.
Me n the Bf have decided to move to Seattle! Well kinda Seattle kinda Ocean Shores... My grandma who has cancer is there now for Chemo and has no one with her. She is really nervous bout the drive to Seattle once a week so we are going to go help take care of her.
My mind is uneasy these last couple days, dark inner...
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maineville:
I'm sorry about your grandma i went though the same thing not too long ago actually its rough just hope things turn out in high hopes. As far as your guy i believe that in a relationship you can branch off in different areas some good some bad there are so may ways things can turn out in your case its in the weird stage where maybe the passion is gone and that could be not your fault but the things that happen around you that can make the passion wither away you guys live together but look what you had to go though to get to that point there are lots of things to consider but i could be wrong maybe its just a weird transition stage where things are awkward just hope that you figure it out try and do something spontaneous.
jaxy:
She is amazing. There's a short video of her on my profile.
Thank you.
Thank you.
Ahhh sometimes I hate the bumps in this roller coaster called life... I really do. Up and down gets tiring after a bit.... Bf drama, again. And honestly, this time doesn't feel so easy...it feels scary and real and intense and reminiscent of old scars... But yesterday we pulled ourselves up and went out and decided that what we both need right now is happiness...
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djoseph:
you could never wear make up and i would be just as infatuated. im on the lookout for those bars now haha. oh and how often do you get told you have amazing lips?? 
brassbancroft:
Well on behalf of coffee drinkers everywhere...thank you for your service 
I'm sure you've had to deal with some pretty ridiculous people.
I'm sure you've had to deal with some pretty ridiculous people.
as far as the hair, i'm going to disagree with everyone else. i love your hair the way it is. i think if you wanted to add red into it, that would be super hot, but not the whole thing! anyway, could to see you back!