is this the depression talking? or is it really me.

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Every morning I wake up and I ask myself "why am I here? why do I continue to try so hard, but always seems to fall backwards" I don't know if this feeling will ever go away.

I find something that makes me happy, but for a short time. It's like a high. A few hour feel good. Then a few days, if I'm lucky...
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chef:
Able to handle.  I promise you have the will inside you to handle it.  Once you realize that, rejoice in it.  Build on positive things you find in yourself.  
gargoyle23:
What @chefbethrogers said. A lot of this is your JerkBrain telling you lies. Find something to do that makes you happy and remember that feeling when you have down moments. If you can, find someone local you can talk to, a therapist maybe.

little man stole my heart <3

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My best friend and his girlfriend had their first child together a month ago. I swear this is the cutest baby I have ever seen. I've always wanted a baby to fall asleep on my chest, and tonight that heppened!

I'm only 20 and couldn't financially support a child just yet, but holy shit this kids makes me want to be a dad so much!😍

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sinni:
haha such a sweet view!
_finklestein_:
@soraleia I was so in love! Hearing him breathe on my chest was just heart melting 
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