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I have a doctor appointment Friday. I can't take this anymore. I'm tired of waking up screaming and shaking.

Nightmares BAD. I found that two of the melatonin's side effects are depression and nightmares, so I'm stopping it right away. I already suffer from depression, and I always have vividly realistic dreams, so umm... no.

It really wasn't helping that much anyway. I'm going to ask my doctor if there is a prescription sleeping pill that will not only keep me asleep for longer...
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I've decided to finally put some purple in my hair. My roommate assures me that she knows how to do it without frying my head or ruining my hair, so I'm excited.

I'm going to City Club this weekend, so the timing is perfect.

I've given up on sleep for the night. I figured if I couldn't sleep, I'd read the next Anita Blake novel,...
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My god... I *cannot* get back to sleep.

I was so tired earlier that I fell asleep in a chair. I got up, took some melatonin (for the insomnia), and went to bed.

After two hours of intense dreams, I got up, talked to Ken for a bit, and then went back to bed. I slept about a half-hour, and then I woke up with...
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"Stomp" was excellent!

The party went well. Ken got to meet a few of my friends, which is cool because now he can put faces to names.

I'm so very tired. I'm at that point where everything is making me cry. It's silly. I don't cry when I leave Caro, but I got sort of teary when he left. I kept trying to push...
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Don't miss tonight's lunar eclipse! The moon will enter its umbra (dark) stage at 6:32 PM and reach its totality at 8:06 PM. The darkest region of the shadow of the earth will slowly pass, and the moon will leave the umbra at 10:04 PM.

All times are Eastern.

Tonight is also the peak of the full moon, so it should be a good show.

Today has been great so far, and Ken will be here in a half-hour or so.

I aced my math quiz, turned my project in early, and then went to the health center and found out I've lost six pounds in three weeks. Yay me.

My blood pressure's still a bit high, which is Very Strange for me, so the doctor said I could either...
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I spent the entire evening finishing a math project and working on this:

A Polish Christmas

It's not much, but that's because I don't have Dreamweaver or any other editor. Raw coding is a pain in the ass, so that's what you get.

At least I made a pretty banner and put the images through Photoshop for lighting and colour.

We have front row center tickets to see "Stomp" Saturday, and they were only $20 with the student discount. Ahhh... the benefits of paying way too much for tuition.

The plan for the weekend is pretty basic. Ken will be here tomorrow around 5:00, and we'll probably watch the taped episodes of "Survivor" while we eat. Then we might hook up with friends and/or go...
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I just noticed something really funny. I went to my boyfriend's profile page, and I realized we're in the same pose. It's kind of neat if you click the back button and then the forward button...

Sorcha needs sleep. Badly.

I found a bunch of old film last night, so I had it developed at the one-hour place. (No, I didn't run into Robin Williams).

I had forgotten about a strip tease I did for the camera, just to see if I could do it. This was before SG. I uploaded the pictures to the PSW group.

http://suicidegirls.com/groups/Plus+Sized+Women/photos/2060/

I'm so amused.

I want to know why my body hates me.

I fell asleep early enough to wake up at 9:00 AM, since I'd planned to work and study all day, but my body woke me up after only three hours.

I'm not really sleepy so much as hazy. I have a psychology test at 5:00. I'm really glad it's over some easy material. I'm going to...
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