I have an appointment for my semi-annual HIV test this morning. I don't know why I always get so damn nervous before these things. I think it's because with other STDs, I generally don't have to worry about DYING. 
The test they do gives results in one week. I hate waiting. I wish it was like a pregnancy test. Then I could sit there, stare...
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The test they do gives results in one week. I hate waiting. I wish it was like a pregnancy test. Then I could sit there, stare...
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I HATE BEING FEMALE.
The cramps are so bad I feel like throwing up, my head has been pounding since 9:00 AM, I can't sleep, my face is oily and gross, I'm so bloated I can't put my jeans on, and I feel like hell.
When the fuck is menopause going to get here?
The cramps are so bad I feel like throwing up, my head has been pounding since 9:00 AM, I can't sleep, my face is oily and gross, I'm so bloated I can't put my jeans on, and I feel like hell.
When the fuck is menopause going to get here?
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pip:
oh and the question asked by super hot co-worker:
So did you and _____ hook-up?
had me dead to rights. Asked it as if she already knew and was just looking for confirmation. Not at all asked as if there was any doubt in her mind. _____ being a mutual friend of ours. Good news is that super-hot assistant has been mor flirty with me of recent and that kicks ass.
So did you and _____ hook-up?
had me dead to rights. Asked it as if she already knew and was just looking for confirmation. Not at all asked as if there was any doubt in her mind. _____ being a mutual friend of ours. Good news is that super-hot assistant has been mor flirty with me of recent and that kicks ass.
osoesoteric:
if you don't like the classes that are that long then its a complete and utter hell...
Okay. Whoa. Not cool. NOT COOL AT ALL. 
I'm in the Writing Center, and my cohort thought it would be hilarious to look through my SG thing while I was helping someone for a couple hours.
You have NO IDEA how much I'm yelling at them right now. None.
(For those of you who missed it, read my last journal entry)
I'm in the Writing Center, and my cohort thought it would be hilarious to look through my SG thing while I was helping someone for a couple hours.
You have NO IDEA how much I'm yelling at them right now. None.
(For those of you who missed it, read my last journal entry)
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graciebaby:
yes, love... I logged on before there were any comments and saw it... knew right away it was not real because of the way it was worded....
I'm sorry I jumped the gun... hooe there are no long term results, I only direct emailed Olivia...
I've worked with women who are in controlling relationships, and though you don't strike me as the someone who is with a controlling man, I get REALLY wonky with people fucking with others journals...
I've been stalked...
I have a few friends who's men in their life have logged on as them and spewed shit or fucked with the persons online friends...
I don't take it lightly... i kept imagining someone trying to cut you off from the people you know online... or someone getting your passwords and trying to freak people out because they think it's funny...which it's not....
Either way...my gut reaction was to see if it were true...which only someone with access to your personal info could verify...
the person also used your real name instead of your user name...which fucks with privacy.....it was just an all around fucked up thing to do to you, and those here...who obviously adore you...
I'm sorry to have jumped the gun...it was really none of my biz...but, I was acting out of pure intinct....
gracie
I'm sorry I jumped the gun... hooe there are no long term results, I only direct emailed Olivia...
I've worked with women who are in controlling relationships, and though you don't strike me as the someone who is with a controlling man, I get REALLY wonky with people fucking with others journals...
I've been stalked...
I have a few friends who's men in their life have logged on as them and spewed shit or fucked with the persons online friends...
I don't take it lightly... i kept imagining someone trying to cut you off from the people you know online... or someone getting your passwords and trying to freak people out because they think it's funny...which it's not....
Either way...my gut reaction was to see if it were true...which only someone with access to your personal info could verify...
the person also used your real name instead of your user name...which fucks with privacy.....it was just an all around fucked up thing to do to you, and those here...who obviously adore you...
I'm sorry to have jumped the gun...it was really none of my biz...but, I was acting out of pure intinct....
gracie
syh:
I'd recommend locking this person in a small, windowless room for, oh, a few hours of so.
A small, dark, windowless room with anechoic tiles covering the walls, floor, and ceiling.
Anyway, now for the Happy! Happy! Joy! Joy! part of my post.
Are you trekking East Friday? Yes, yes, say no more?
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A small, dark, windowless room with anechoic tiles covering the walls, floor, and ceiling.
Anyway, now for the Happy! Happy! Joy! Joy! part of my post.
Are you trekking East Friday? Yes, yes, say no more?
[Edited on Feb 11, 2004 5:24PM]
hi everyone. this is sarah's friend. i don't want to be the bad news person but sarah died this morning, she was in a car accident on the freeway and died at the hospital almost right away. i saw this on her computer and figured it would be a good way to get the word out. i'm sorry.
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polaris:
Oh no 
user092840:
this is a joke, right?!
Feeling better.
Drama sucks, so I hid in my bed all day (other than when I was in class). I had some cool dreams about solving mysteries and eating Chinese food.
I need to get out of town again.
Drama sucks, so I hid in my bed all day (other than when I was in class). I had some cool dreams about solving mysteries and eating Chinese food.
I need to get out of town again.
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robin00:
cool thanx for sorting my photo Scorcha, it worked first time, i was amazed 
tracyramone:
going out of town always seems to do the trick for me!
I'm incredibly sad right now. It's not really anything specific... just a build-up of things. I'm not really crying. The tears are just sort of leaking out and have been doing so for about an hour.
Someone please come hug me for a while.
Someone please come hug me for a while.
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futt3rm31n390:
Big Hug, toots.....If it makes you feel any better I started Eating more fruit b/c of your last post..... 
fenway:
my feelings exactly..maybe its just the time of year...
sending you bunches of hugs and kisses and millions of thanks for making my pictures look better!
i almost started crying at work today...no real reason, just talking to my friend Dave and trying to take his advice when I know he just doesnt understand...
ick...the day was blah
sending you bunches of hugs and kisses and millions of thanks for making my pictures look better!
i almost started crying at work today...no real reason, just talking to my friend Dave and trying to take his advice when I know he just doesnt understand...
ick...the day was blah
I'm listening to "Doin' It" by L.L. Cool J. This is one of the coolest songs ever. I loves me some L.L. ♥
I'm bored out of my MIND, so I'm going to clean my room (a.k.a. put the laundry in the baskets so I stop tripping over it).
I'm bored out of my MIND, so I'm going to clean my room (a.k.a. put the laundry in the baskets so I stop tripping over it).
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ovida:
Tell me when your nose starts to rebel, we can prepare for the imminent nose rebellion together...I think we might need some nets...or party hats, maybe...
fenway:
i need someone to do it with...
i gave you something to do besides laundry...MY PICS!
thanks a hundred times...
i gave you something to do besides laundry...MY PICS!
thanks a hundred times...
Brain...melting...out of... head... 
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panzermensch:
Thx!
Hey, hold a bowl under your head, so when you brain melts out, you can refreeze it and put it back in
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Hey, hold a bowl under your head, so when you brain melts out, you can refreeze it and put it back in
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osoesoteric:
yes... ThanX
How do I make the heart emoticon?
My roommate and I went shopping today. She has a conference coming up, and she owns ZERO dress clothes, so I went with her as her advisor.
I cannot get over how amazing she looked in a pin-striped suit and red cami. It took about thirty pounds off her frame since she adores wide-leg mens' pants and hoodies....
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My roommate and I went shopping today. She has a conference coming up, and she owns ZERO dress clothes, so I went with her as her advisor.
I cannot get over how amazing she looked in a pin-striped suit and red cami. It took about thirty pounds off her frame since she adores wide-leg mens' pants and hoodies....
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moniker42:
I'm gonna get me up a kick ass pin-strip suit in thailand.
a548456:
Yup
I know I was a bit vague in the journal the day we met, but that was one of those 'less is more' kinda entries, and I felt saying more than that would just seem 'gushy' It may seem sudden, but when we met, it felt like we'd known each other for years and were already married, and don't forget, it'll be a few years before we can be together, so it's not like I'm getting married next weekend or something
Spike
I know I was a bit vague in the journal the day we met, but that was one of those 'less is more' kinda entries, and I felt saying more than that would just seem 'gushy' It may seem sudden, but when we met, it felt like we'd known each other for years and were already married, and don't forget, it'll be a few years before we can be together, so it's not like I'm getting married next weekend or something
Spike
Butterfly Effect was excellent. It was a bit dragged out, but it wasn't too bad.
Feel free to share your opinion, but don't give anything away.
Feel free to share your opinion, but don't give anything away.
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scooter11:
Hope you're feeling better.
lastbadger:
Oooh, I so wanna see that movie. You are blessed with the cinema attendance this week, no?
I'll be cleaning my room all night.
Give me a call if you want to hang out.
Give me a call if you want to hang out.
and speaking of prayers, i forgot to take my pill 3 days in a row...what the fuck is wrong with me? i have been taking them for years!
duh...
thank god for condoms???