I'm so tired of crying.
I should probably eat, but I'm not hungry.
I want hugs, but only from specific people.
I'm so fucked up.
I did learn some things, though. One being that I'm definitely a Big City girl. As beautiful as the Alleghenies were, my mood improved tenfold once I hit the lights and traffic in Cleveland and Detroit.
I also get sad...
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I should probably eat, but I'm not hungry.
I want hugs, but only from specific people.
I'm so fucked up.
I did learn some things, though. One being that I'm definitely a Big City girl. As beautiful as the Alleghenies were, my mood improved tenfold once I hit the lights and traffic in Cleveland and Detroit.
I also get sad...
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I'm so tired of crying.
I want hugs, but only from specific people.
I'm so fucked up.
I did learn some things, though. One being that I'm definitely a Big City girl. As beautiful as the Alleghenies were, my mood improved tenfold once I hit the lights and traffic in Cleveland and Detroit.
I also get sad every time I look at my left hand....
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I want hugs, but only from specific people.
I'm so fucked up.
I did learn some things, though. One being that I'm definitely a Big City girl. As beautiful as the Alleghenies were, my mood improved tenfold once I hit the lights and traffic in Cleveland and Detroit.
I also get sad every time I look at my left hand....
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blacklabyrinth:
No wisdom to share so all I can say is
I hate conversations like that more than anything in the world.
I realized I'm not ready for a relationship, and I had to crush him. I've been crying for the past twelve hours, and that included the nine-hour drive home.
I just hate this feeling so much, and I hate myself for doing this, even though doing it now was better than dragging him along...
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I realized I'm not ready for a relationship, and I had to crush him. I've been crying for the past twelve hours, and that included the nine-hour drive home.
I just hate this feeling so much, and I hate myself for doing this, even though doing it now was better than dragging him along...
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runk:
You did something that most do not have the courage or strength to do.
Mucho props out to ya!
Mucho props out to ya!
beledi:
*hugs*
your strength amazes me. you're an amazing woman.
*hugs*
your strength amazes me. you're an amazing woman.
*hugs*
I really really really really hate hurting people.
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futt3rm31n390:
ouch, what happened baby?..... 
runk:
Oh, no. Weekend Euphoria end with a huge crash? If so, I am so sorry!
I arrived safely. The Alleghenies are beautiful. I had no idea I was going to drive through mountains for three hours. 
It was a lovely way to make up for the 2.5 hours through Ohio.
It was a lovely way to make up for the 2.5 hours through Ohio.
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sixtyfootqueenie:
so whats happening with you missy?! long time no see!
oninotaki:
Mountains make me sick, especially when my mother/girlfriend is telling me to look out the window every 2 damn mins. 
I'll be in NY until Monday, so leave a message after the beep.
*beep*
*beep*
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trilobyte:
Have fun in the slag that is the balance of NY state. 
:::whoosh:::
:::whoosh:::
shewulf:
Hope you have fun in New York.... 
I get to see my Colin tomorrow/today.
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adhamlyn:
cool and congratz. i get to go to visioncon. heh heh a gamers convention...........hmmmm that sounds lamer than it really is.
NEGATIVE!!!
Now I can officially put 1999 behind me. He was prosecuted, I have a restraining order, and I'm clear for every STD including HIV.
It's like a huge weight has been lifted from my shoulders.
The counselor also commended me for my safe sex practices. She said I'm doing better than most people who come in, which is sad, but it's also nice to...
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Now I can officially put 1999 behind me. He was prosecuted, I have a restraining order, and I'm clear for every STD including HIV.
It's like a huge weight has been lifted from my shoulders.
The counselor also commended me for my safe sex practices. She said I'm doing better than most people who come in, which is sad, but it's also nice to...
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sarc:
mine sabbatical hath ended
the prodigal son hath returned
'tis good to be home.
the prodigal son hath returned
'tis good to be home.
hati:
I came into this too late. But, becuase you were the only person who commented on my roomate promotion thread, I will say "Yes, he is doing it part itme to support his hopeful writing career. He was worried becuase this was his first professional job and he felt he really didn't do very well. I can't believe the spread is so big."
There. Thank you for your interest. And I am always happy for someone when an STD test comes back negative.
There. Thank you for your interest. And I am always happy for someone when an STD test comes back negative.
I get my HIV test results in less than an hour. I'm not deathly worried, but I'm a bit nervous. I'm clean for everything else in STD Land, so this is the biggie.
I'll update as soon as I get home.
I'll update as soon as I get home.
user092840:
Oh sweetie, I'm sure your just fine. But good luck! 
luckylee:
Definitely good luck. HIV tests are nerve wrecking no matter what someone's sex life is like. For some reason there is always that "impending doom" feeling. I'm sure all will be fine though!
Quote of the day:
*on the phone late last night*
Him: It's like aliens abducted me, ripped my brain out of my head, dissected it, melted it, and created you, the perfect girl, from the ooze.
Me: Baby... that's so romantic. Do you promise to use that in the vows if we ever get married?
*on the phone late last night*
Him: It's like aliens abducted me, ripped my brain out of my head, dissected it, melted it, and created you, the perfect girl, from the ooze.
Me: Baby... that's so romantic. Do you promise to use that in the vows if we ever get married?
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nopantsdave:
Gull.....Stadium never had a statue out front.
wren:
Mwuahahaha!
When I was about ten I "married" a boy around the corner, and one of our vows was "I promise I will take you to Great America sometime".
When I was about ten I "married" a boy around the corner, and one of our vows was "I promise I will take you to Great America sometime".
Happiness is wearing pajamas and listening to salsa music while working.
I love working from home sometimes.
I love working from home sometimes.
cait:
I'm so jealous! 
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adhamlyn:
have you seen the movie knight riders? btw i'm in calontir shire oakheart
adhamlyn:
thank you. they take after me fortunately. and will one day be whoop butt fighters as well. lol
and will one day be whoop butt fighters as well. lol
yet, glad to be back in the city.
that sucks about your claddaugh.
my ex boyfriend bought me one, and i totally love it.
but, i dunno, i just can't bring myself to wear it most of the time.
if Agno3 and i become even closer, i would love a new one from him.