how come i love everything about my life right now EXCEPT this lame-ass job? 
lots of good things have happened this week, so far...
saturday night i saw 300 at the imax and it fucking owned. i do enjoy violence.
sunday night we played pool.
monday night i was given a wonderful gift, my very own pool cue. sooooo pretty and ALL MINE!
man, that...
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lots of good things have happened this week, so far...
saturday night i saw 300 at the imax and it fucking owned. i do enjoy violence.
sunday night we played pool.
monday night i was given a wonderful gift, my very own pool cue. sooooo pretty and ALL MINE!
man, that... Read More
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tsunami:
So cute
Thank you for the comment
Thank you for the comment
tinyhobo:
amazing!
NEW WISHLIST!
i just went crazy on sephora and made a new wishlist, rather than spending all my own money. sometimes window shopping can be just as fun as the real thing
i also updated my Myspace. it looks different, and even though much of the content is the same, fergie plays when you open it. i know, you are SO excited
the weather...
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i just went crazy on sephora and made a new wishlist, rather than spending all my own money. sometimes window shopping can be just as fun as the real thing
i also updated my Myspace. it looks different, and even though much of the content is the same, fergie plays when you open it. i know, you are SO excited
the weather...
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kingskottie:
hey red. you doing good?
hey red. you doing good?
subrosa:
The weather is always wonderful in SF.
hint*prom*hint
hint*prom*hint
well the day has been an emotional rollercoaster. i haven't written this much in my blog...ever.
the moral of my story is that you can't have a rational relationship discussion over the internet, when you should be having it wrapped in the arms of a certain special someone.
so now, this is me...apologizing for being over-reactive and hormonal. i get really defensive sometimes, but i...
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the moral of my story is that you can't have a rational relationship discussion over the internet, when you should be having it wrapped in the arms of a certain special someone.
so now, this is me...apologizing for being over-reactive and hormonal. i get really defensive sometimes, but i...
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annisa:
I think we all need to vent sometimes...and even more so when we have those god awfull hormones!
You should come up to the bar for this...
I have been going thru all of my old clothes and am super excited to trade them in for something different...bring your fellow to..there will be boy clothes also! I think it will be a fun night
You should come up to the bar for this...
I have been going thru all of my old clothes and am super excited to trade them in for something different...bring your fellow to..there will be boy clothes also! I think it will be a fun night
being so emotional makes me physically very weak. 
i can barely keep my eyes open and my head up. on the bright side, i only have an hour left to spend here today.
why oh why do i hurt the one i love?
i can barely keep my eyes open and my head up. on the bright side, i only have an hour left to spend here today.
why oh why do i hurt the one i love?
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drkobra:
badass
presence:
you left me!? now i have to hold down redford by myself?
WANTED:
someone who isn't a jealous jerk.
jealousy fucking kills me and if you can't find it within yourself to let me be WHO I AM...we shouldn't be together.
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i hate deleting comments, i hate deleting journal entries...so why do i do it?
people are insecure and unable to see things in the lighthearted way in which they were intended to be...
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someone who isn't a jealous jerk.
jealousy fucking kills me and if you can't find it within yourself to let me be WHO I AM...we shouldn't be together.
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i hate deleting comments, i hate deleting journal entries...so why do i do it?
people are insecure and unable to see things in the lighthearted way in which they were intended to be...
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genevalw:
Well I guess I can see how they would be jealous....You are the total package.... va va va voom! lol....
syncope:
It's amazing how people can turn against you with the power of a single meaniless comment.
hey dudes!
things are going great, i am so very happy
i got something pierced over the weekend at the detroit tattoo convention. everyone who posts should take a guess as to what body part got stabbed
i also got to meet a bunch of suicidegirls, including Bathory, Campbell, Meow, Sunshine, Jersey, and Evette. i had a blast, and...
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things are going great, i am so very happy
i got something pierced over the weekend at the detroit tattoo convention. everyone who posts should take a guess as to what body part got stabbed
i also got to meet a bunch of suicidegirls, including Bathory, Campbell, Meow, Sunshine, Jersey, and Evette. i had a blast, and...
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syncope:
Thank you 
I get camera shy sometimes so I don't post much of myself.
You on the other hand are gorgeous and I love all your pics. *swoon*
I get camera shy sometimes so I don't post much of myself.
You on the other hand are gorgeous and I love all your pics. *swoon*
for those of you interested in my little corner of the world...
life is splendid, i have fun every night with him. i am unable to keep my hands off
when he smiles, my worries dissipate and i feel the courage to live coursing through my very soul. you guys know i am always cold, right? i have teeny tiny pin-sized veins and bad circulation...
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life is splendid, i have fun every night with him. i am unable to keep my hands off
when he smiles, my worries dissipate and i feel the courage to live coursing through my very soul. you guys know i am always cold, right? i have teeny tiny pin-sized veins and bad circulation...
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phrogg:
Your upbeat posts make me happy! Sounds like your guy knows something good when he's got it!
WOW - the corset!!!
WOW - the corset!!!
lily:
thank you, beautiful lady.
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annisa:
my week has been lovely so I am assuming the weekend will be even better!
the tattoo convention..call me and if I can answer any questions then I will..I will be working the booth all three days so I will be there for sure!
the tattoo convention..call me and if I can answer any questions then I will..I will be working the booth all three days so I will be there for sure!
tinyhobo:
hope you are doing well. we should make plans to meet someday
violetred:
as captured by Big Lew :-)
ultimatelewser:
I didn't capture these....Oh! You mean another Big Lew (^_^)
mmmm...morning sex. what a way to wake up!
let's add that to the list of wonderful things to happen to me this crazy weekend.
well...i was taken up with the dirty show saturday. i managed to score two happy pills for the occasion (x) perhaps it was irresponsible of me, but i wanted to free myself from the nervousness of the preshow routine. and...well, it...
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let's add that to the list of wonderful things to happen to me this crazy weekend.
well...i was taken up with the dirty show saturday. i managed to score two happy pills for the occasion (x)
perhaps it was irresponsible of me, but i wanted to free myself from the nervousness of the preshow routine. and...well, it... Read More
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aquemini03:
I'm thinking I should send you something off your wishlist then. It's a pretty good one.
presence:
didnt get to the dirty show this time around. im sad i missed it but there is always next year!
happy valentine's day!
my time has recently been taken up with sewing, tanning, texting and sex-ing *swoon*
the shows are going well i am the french maid that cleans up the panties and dildo cheerleader pom-poms. i am also the card girl which gives me some time in the spotlight onstage.
The Fat Bottom Girls have been wonderful to work with and so much fun...
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my time has recently been taken up with sewing, tanning, texting and sex-ing *swoon*
the shows are going well
i am the french maid that cleans up the panties and dildo cheerleader pom-poms. i am also the card girl which gives me some time in the spotlight onstage.The Fat Bottom Girls have been wonderful to work with and so much fun...
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genevalw:
You were gorgeous last Saturday....I am probably returning Saturday with jorgedetroit!
syncope:
You know that if I was in Detroit, I'd be at your show in a heartbeat. I bet there's all kinds of sexy! Glad to hear you're surving this winter.
anyhow, thank you for the well-wishes about th birth.
:mj: