i'm done.
done with the bullshit.
done with waiting.
done with trying to hard.
done with caring about people who don't give a fuck about me.
done with feeling empty.
done with being sad.
'm done done done done done.
I KNOW I KEEP SAYING THAT< but this time, it's gonna be different.
because i'm a flower,
a buttercup,
the brightest star in the sky...
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done with the bullshit.
done with waiting.
done with trying to hard.
done with caring about people who don't give a fuck about me.
done with feeling empty.
done with being sad.
'm done done done done done.
I KNOW I KEEP SAYING THAT< but this time, it's gonna be different.
because i'm a flower,
a buttercup,
the brightest star in the sky...
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Lord of the rings was sweet. I liked the first one better for scenery and plot, but I love the darkness and special effects of the second one.
Now it's sunday, i lie in bed and eat pad thai and watch cheesy horror flics on television, dreading tomorrow when the hellatious 20 credit quarter begins!! eep!
Now it's sunday, i lie in bed and eat pad thai and watch cheesy horror flics on television, dreading tomorrow when the hellatious 20 credit quarter begins!! eep!
jayden:
I'm starting an 18-credit quarter tomorrow. GO STRESS!
I'm going to see lord of the rings tonight! eep!
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mrzablowdowski:
Popcorn?
Big tub?
Butter that for you?
Big tub?
Butter that for you?
junebug:
how was it? whatdya think?
I just had a fun couple days hanging out with bobby. we are finally officially 'seeing each other" now.' I am happy, but still a bit confused about what it all means.
We got to a point in our fuck buddy relationship where I couldn't handle just being fuck buddies anymore and I gave him some options 1) be friends 2) be cuddle buddies 3)...
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We got to a point in our fuck buddy relationship where I couldn't handle just being fuck buddies anymore and I gave him some options 1) be friends 2) be cuddle buddies 3)...
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openwindow:
Well I'm no expert, but that's a tough situation. I know that there's something good about fuck buddies, but you know what you want and I think you should go for it.
Yeah, he's good a good fuck, because you've done this for so long, but there are other people out there as well that can do that as well.
The main point is this: It's hard to love someone who doesn't love you the same. I ran around this with a girl who didn't love me for a year and it just ended.... bad. So my suggestion is that you keep a no-label relationship as it is, but don't tie yourself down. If you don't think you can do that, maybe you should run.
Or maybe you should do what your heart says. Good luck to you tho..
-D
Yeah, he's good a good fuck, because you've done this for so long, but there are other people out there as well that can do that as well.
The main point is this: It's hard to love someone who doesn't love you the same. I ran around this with a girl who didn't love me for a year and it just ended.... bad. So my suggestion is that you keep a no-label relationship as it is, but don't tie yourself down. If you don't think you can do that, maybe you should run.
Or maybe you should do what your heart says. Good luck to you tho..
-D
misha9999999:
god, i'm in the same damn position....
the girl I'm seeing is going to move away in the summer...
what the hell am I supposed to do? can you possibly give
all of yourself to someone or to the relationship, knowing
that it's going to end. and not just theoretically...
I have no problems with being faithful, and I want to
admit that I love her, but just can't... it's making me dig a hole
that I won't be able to get out of... and I'm half way there...
maybe he feels the same way... probably not... but put
yourself in his shoes....
the girl I'm seeing is going to move away in the summer...
what the hell am I supposed to do? can you possibly give
all of yourself to someone or to the relationship, knowing
that it's going to end. and not just theoretically...
I have no problems with being faithful, and I want to
admit that I love her, but just can't... it's making me dig a hole
that I won't be able to get out of... and I'm half way there...
maybe he feels the same way... probably not... but put
yourself in his shoes....
The house is decorated, the jungle juice is made, the vanilla stoli impatiently awaits me pouring her into a coke and devouring ever inch of her yummy wetness... the guests are coming at ten, the noise makers are ready to be twirled and blown...and so am i... 
mmmm happy new year... now lets bring in the new year with some spankings, licks and gasms ......
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junebug:
Damn I was going for a fashsionably late entry buy alas I'm too late....
erroneusfelon:
thank you for a wonderful evening! I'm looking forward to LOTR, and the ghetto get together this weekend...
I'm looking forward to LOTR, and the ghetto get together this weekend... why are the main pleasures in my life so neanderthal. Eating, sleeping, pooping, and having sex. I must go now draw cave art on my walls and use a widdling stick to warm up my tosies.
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lundona:
ug ooga ug ug!..
(happpy nu year kiddo!)
(happpy nu year kiddo!)
it feels SO good to be home. traveling is fun and whatnot but there is nothing like sleeping in your own bed. Only dealing with people when you want to, and being able to be productive! mmm there is no place like home ....no place like home...
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mobprod:
Amen to that. Bummer I'm about to be a transient again...
cellophane:
nooo not again. 
make it stop!
make it stop!Merry xmas muther fuckers! hehehehehe.. I told my mom over Thxgiving about my betty boop caberet show at the SG anniversary party and she told me today that she really wants to see it cause she thinks it sounded so cute from the way that I described it. And I got really ballsy and told her i was on this site. She didn't care she...
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snakesbrakes:
you guys are dorks.
partiallyblind:
who, me? why thank you! yer not so bad yourself sweet-pants :]
yay for cool moms too
yay for cool moms too
I'm in Las Vegas.... woo hoo.. This is really dangerous since I am writing this from my grandparents computer. The thought of getting caught is thrilling.
Well I have been having oodles of fun, went to my best friends graduation party last night and actually it was fun but nothing but drama... People fighting, my best friend crying on the curb of this party that...
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Well I have been having oodles of fun, went to my best friends graduation party last night and actually it was fun but nothing but drama... People fighting, my best friend crying on the curb of this party that...
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erroneusfelon:
I'm back!
call me when you get back in town... we'll hang out and watch movies...
call me when you get back in town... we'll hang out and watch movies...
lefty:
i think that getting caught on a grandparents computer looking at naughtyness would be bad, but not as bad as my parents in my case... my mom would probabally like have a heart attack if she found out that i had a sub to t a pay site...
i think my grandmother would be like, "do you still want my to wash your socks while your here?" or something...
by the way, whats up? i havent heard much from you lately... holler back!
i think my grandmother would be like, "do you still want my to wash your socks while your here?" or something...
by the way, whats up? i havent heard much from you lately... holler back!
When i get bored.... and I need to express myself through design, animation and digital video productions... Sometimes I feel the need to dance naked around my room. Its a great way to check out the functions of my new digital camcorder and then fuck around in imovie to see the cheesy things i can do to it.
This is what i would look like...
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This is what i would look like...
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lundona:
Violet, mon petite pois, so cuute..do you really need afirmation on that? Loved the mix, then over exposure colrizing, your curves breaking through the layed colors, and for me, I also sought of saw that repeat as the repeat of a sequece one goes through when on display for others, I'm sure the nekkid alone when no ones watchin dance just must be beautiful..have a god week.
lundona:
"God"week..hmm must be feeling holy,...or blessed
aye crumba
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mobprod:
Hehehehehe... Hope you're having a pleasant weekend Vi!
rocket2:
you are really friggin cute! i love your sets. i cant believe i only now just discovered you. keep up the good work! 
So i just found out that I can basically sell anything through my journal and take payments through paypal... If you could have anything from me what would it be? and what would you pay for it.... hehehe this is gonna be fun..
one snotty rag $1
a pillow with my purfume $10
Selling my random shit in my sg journal PRiceless!
one snotty rag $1
a pillow with my purfume $10
Selling my random shit in my sg journal PRiceless!
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tinfoilhalo:
If you sell me your undying loyalty , I'll give you $ 2.58 PLUS a Jell-O pudding cup( Chocolate/Vanilla Swirl) . You KNOW that you can't fight it . GIVE TO DADDY!!!
thrak:
I'll give you $5 for your your sense of common decency. And another $10 for your dignity. Do we have a deal?
You just gotta look out for #1.
Love
-Booshanky