violet

i'm done.
done with the bullshit.
done with waiting.
done with trying to hard.
done with caring about people who don't give a fuck about me.
done with feeling empty.
done with being sad.
'm done done done done done.

I KNOW I KEEP SAYING THAT< but this time, it's gonna be different.

because i'm a flower,
a buttercup,
the brightest star in the sky
, a gem,
a doll,
a pickle-puss of floppy pudding (huh?)
riiiiiiiiight.
i'm a nerd,
a bad cook,
a little girl with lots of dreams,
a coffee drinker,
a smelly fart stinker,
and i am really figuring out what this all means.

I'm done being me.
I'm a tree.
Tai Chi.
A dirty ski.
Honey and Tea.
My favorite cheese Brie. weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

ok i'm bored, venting, stressed and
ready to play.
Gonna go work out,
study, and
forget the day. hoorrrraaayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.