just a quickie here........I saw Penelope at work last night. It was a trip. she was there, and then she was gone........... I was on stage when I saw her.....I hope I smiled.......I think i did......she was gone after I got out of the dressing room after my set, which makes it kinda magical that I saw her, because It makes me wonder if she...
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genrecide:
maybe it was astral projection.
clovesbud:
Hey V, check out my page if you wanna crash Jason Lee's with me tonight. I can bring a few peeps. I know you're probably working, but considered yourself invited.

I'm tired... today I hate everyone and everything......
I don't trust someone that I gave information to. it's not a big deal, at least it wasn't important....fuck this shit...................
I don't trust someone that I gave information to. it's not a big deal, at least it wasn't important....fuck this shit...................
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fej:
I am re-reading "The Te of Piglet" at the moment
volkov:
heya V,
hope the hate has ebbed out a bit. need anyone pummelled? (just kidding...sorta)
but fuckdamn those shifty, untrustworthy sots.
ta hell wiff 'em.
I hope things are going better.....maybe even well?
and thank you for the reassurance on the pic. once I sized it down for the journal page it hid all the snot that the cold was squeezing out of my nose. ( I know...lovely image!)
well....uh....
*HUGS*
take care, you
v
hope the hate has ebbed out a bit. need anyone pummelled? (just kidding...sorta)
but fuckdamn those shifty, untrustworthy sots.
ta hell wiff 'em.
I hope things are going better.....maybe even well?
and thank you for the reassurance on the pic. once I sized it down for the journal page it hid all the snot that the cold was squeezing out of my nose. ( I know...lovely image!)
well....uh....
*HUGS*
take care, you
v
The raddest thing happened yesterday when I went in to work. I walked in to the strip club yesterday, and what to my wondering eyes should appear, but a girl on stage with a chelsea, and the first thing that went through my head was "dude, I fucking LOVE this place!....." It was hot. She was dancing to murphy's law too.....BONUS!!!!......... I don't get to...
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whitetrashparty:
Am I the only one who has no idea what a 'chelsea' is?
(By the way... please don't grow a dick.)
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(By the way... please don't grow a dick.)
[Edited on Feb 07, 2003]
tommysativa:
I'm guessing it's some sorta haircut
which siouxsie album once upon a time a was all over Juju and Kaleidascope on vinyl "...when your parents forget to say their prayers, take them by the legs and throw them down the stairs..." or "...now she's in purple, now she's a turtle..." ok enough nostalgia.
So, what's a chelsea?
I'm guessing it's some sorta haircut
which siouxsie album once upon a time a was all over Juju and Kaleidascope on vinyl "...when your parents forget to say their prayers, take them by the legs and throw them down the stairs..." or "...now she's in purple, now she's a turtle..." ok enough nostalgia.
So, what's a chelsea?
I still don't have a real job....Today I'm going to go take my clothes off for money..... But, when you're broke, you're broke, and sometimes you gotta do what you gotta do.... at least I'm not working at stargardens today. that would certainly ruin my attitude.
Iwish I wasn't going to work at a bar.... It's alot harder to quit drinking that way......Maybe I'll just...
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dekansilent:
i hope you find a steady job soon, i know what it's like to be without one, but the idea of the prep cook, everytime i've been a prep cook they don't pay you as much as the actual cook, so anymore if i'm looking for a job in the food industry i just go straight for cook, what has been your idea for your facial tattoo, cause some i believe are good and some are bad, and another thing you should probably think of too is employment issues, cause i know a lot of places where you have to interact with customers they won't let you have them. but anyways let me know what you were planning on getting. that's awesome that you are planning on going backpacking there. i used to go backpacking all the time until, i started running low on money and a way to get out to utah, and wyoming. but i hope all goes well for you and things work out. and now for the questions.
1) favorite song: i have way to many, i have over 300 cds and i still listen to about all of them so it's different everyday.
2) if you're gonna wear the uniform you got to sell the cookies. -reggie
3) brand new, your favorite weapon
ps, oh yeah make sure the recipe is veggie friendly.
1) favorite song: i have way to many, i have over 300 cds and i still listen to about all of them so it's different everyday.
2) if you're gonna wear the uniform you got to sell the cookies. -reggie
3) brand new, your favorite weapon
ps, oh yeah make sure the recipe is veggie friendly.
spikybluegirl:
1. Bizarre Love Triangle- Frente. Begin making fun of me now.
2. I totally can't think of one.
3. K's Choice... it's like a brain massage.
2. I totally can't think of one.
3. K's Choice... it's like a brain massage.
So I quit my job at Stargardens yesterday. I didn't even make it through the whole shift. as a matter of fact, I only lasted about 3hours. There were 12 girls on the day shift, and only three customers. I was reminded of why I wanted to quit, and that made telling the manager alot easier. I felt really bad, because he was cool, but...
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tommysativa:
wow, I haven't checked your journal in about a million years ...looks like you've developed quite a fan club for yourself.
Indeed Slingblade kicks ass ...I had fun running around talking like him for a good week after seeing it.
For your questions
une: yeah, those stats are a little scary ...people need a pack to tell them they're okay. As a doc I'm amazed at the depth of fear in people that they may not be "normal".
deux: sure, but I don't really care. Christian religion is full of hypocrisy ...it's no wonder Jesus hasn't made an encore. Would YOU come back to try and untangle that mess? Still, I don't think it matters if you only pray to the supreme source ...there are plenty of benevolent and loving powers greater than us and less than the One.
trois: time is just the scenery passing by.
I had a feeling you had seen a few days past 18 years ...something wise in your eyes.
...sorry I never had a chance to see you dance, but I suspect the change of scenery will do you well.
breathe well, soulsister.
wow, I haven't checked your journal in about a million years ...looks like you've developed quite a fan club for yourself.
Indeed Slingblade kicks ass ...I had fun running around talking like him for a good week after seeing it.
For your questions
une: yeah, those stats are a little scary ...people need a pack to tell them they're okay. As a doc I'm amazed at the depth of fear in people that they may not be "normal".
deux: sure, but I don't really care. Christian religion is full of hypocrisy ...it's no wonder Jesus hasn't made an encore. Would YOU come back to try and untangle that mess? Still, I don't think it matters if you only pray to the supreme source ...there are plenty of benevolent and loving powers greater than us and less than the One.
trois: time is just the scenery passing by.
I had a feeling you had seen a few days past 18 years ...something wise in your eyes.
...sorry I never had a chance to see you dance, but I suspect the change of scenery will do you well.
breathe well, soulsister.
thesleepthief:
YAY FOR OLD PEOPLE! Ugh, I think I just sprained something holding down the shift key to get those caps. The young are wonderful, they are our future, I worship them, but I TOTALLY know what you mean about them being hard to relate to.
I taught a class at a certain LA university and none of my students had heard of KCRW. What the $#$% is that?
I taught a class at a certain LA university and none of my students had heard of KCRW. What the $#$% is that?
Yuck.... I have to go back to work today.....The beauty of being an independent contractor, is that if there's too many girls, I can leave. The shitty part about that is that If I leave early, I don't make any money..... catch 22...I'm really excited about leaving The adult industry. I think today is my last day. I don't have another job lined up, but...
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g_felix:
Hey Voltaire,
I'm glad you liked Slingblade!
I never knew that Dwight Yokam was the bad guy until the credits. Ha! (Of course, if I listened to country music more, it might have clicked)
Take care!
I'm glad you liked Slingblade!
I never knew that Dwight Yokam was the bad guy until the credits. Ha! (Of course, if I listened to country music more, it might have clicked)
Take care!
g_felix:
Hey Voltaire,
Forgot to say this 2X now...
Yes, please post more recipes! I don't have much time to cook now, but I love getting new ideas!
Thanks!
Forgot to say this 2X now...
Yes, please post more recipes! I don't have much time to cook now, but I love getting new ideas!
Thanks!
Yuck.... I have to go back to work today.....The beauty of being an independent contractor, is that if there's too many girls, I can leave. The shitty part about that is that If I leave early, I don't make any money..... catch 22...I'm really excited about leaving The adult industry. I think today is my last day. I don't have another job lined up, but...
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Today I played hookey from work, and spent the afternoon eating lime juice bars, listening to tunes, and painting my nails.....sometimes it's good to call in sick.....
how are all of you?
xoxoxoxoxox,love-Voltaire
how are all of you?
xoxoxoxoxox,love-Voltaire
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g_felix:
Hey Voltaire,
I'm wishing I had played hookey too! My wife had the day off from school (icy conditions here).
Teachers are given sick days. The neat thing is that they can use them for "mental health" (AKA, if I don't get a day off, I'll throttle a kid) days. My wife can walk in to work today and say "I'm going to be sick February 17th" and they will mark it down as a sick day for her. I'm sooo jealous.
I'm wishing I had played hookey too! My wife had the day off from school (icy conditions here).
Teachers are given sick days. The neat thing is that they can use them for "mental health" (AKA, if I don't get a day off, I'll throttle a kid) days. My wife can walk in to work today and say "I'm going to be sick February 17th" and they will mark it down as a sick day for her. I'm sooo jealous.
batattak:
I wish I could play hookey like that. I have this really sick sick disease that prevents me from doing so. It's called SWE Syndrome or Strong Work Ethic Syndrome. I just can't do it. I've tried and I feel guilty all day and check my work email repeatedly.
There should be a support group for people like me.
*sigh*
defective:batattak:
There should be a support group for people like me.
*sigh*
defective:batattak:
Hello! Hello! Is any one sick of me answerting questions yet? I have the last batch to answer today. I swear to god, next time everyone gets only ONE question......okay, here goes.....by the way, no, I'm not only 21, but i'm lucky enought to still look 21.......
grapefruit:
1. what memory do you recall often and how do you think it affects your behavior today?...
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grapefruit:
1. what memory do you recall often and how do you think it affects your behavior today?...
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orchid1:
I'm sure you get asked this alot and I am sure its irritating. I was wondering if you had any of the black shading on your right arm done in Portland...or if you knew of any good tattooists there. I just moved here and have been saving for a long time for this tattoo but now I don't know where to go. Thanks, and I'm sorry if it was an annoying question.
g_felix:
Hey Voltaire,
You. Are. Amazing.
You. Are. Amazing.
Okay, second round of questions:
Noelle:
What would you tell a younger version of yourself if you could go back in time? I would say this: You can't please everyone, you can only please yourself. If you please yourself then you will no longer feel the need to please others, and they will no longer expect it from you. If they do, then they're very...
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Noelle:
What would you tell a younger version of yourself if you could go back in time? I would say this: You can't please everyone, you can only please yourself. If you please yourself then you will no longer feel the need to please others, and they will no longer expect it from you. If they do, then they're very...
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batattak:
You are not 21 are you? If you are then I can tell from the eyes that you hae a very old soul.
I can't even imagine how hot it must be to see you dance to "Yes Sir I will!" or "Rebel Revel Rival Tribal". Yowza!! Follow that up with Amebix doing "Largactyl" or something off of "Cacaphony" by Peni. Good lord I would bein heaven!!!
Happy birthday...you make me smile everytime I look at you. You are a very precious person. I truly hope someone makes you feel happy.
I can't even imagine how hot it must be to see you dance to "Yes Sir I will!" or "Rebel Revel Rival Tribal". Yowza!! Follow that up with Amebix doing "Largactyl" or something off of "Cacaphony" by Peni. Good lord I would bein heaven!!!
Happy birthday...you make me smile everytime I look at you. You are a very precious person. I truly hope someone makes you feel happy.
heathermaple:
I think you will always be my favorite SG, but I won't hesitate to fight you for Perry!
Lord have mercy, what have I done? I know I've got 3 1/2 pages front and back of questions.......Let's begin now.....
staticpants:
1. where are you from? I was born in berkeley, CA; and raised in oakland, CA.
2.How do you feel about being in Gear magazine? I don't mind, especially since my name isn't mentioned in the article. they talk about chloe, chicago, and...
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staticpants:
1. where are you from? I was born in berkeley, CA; and raised in oakland, CA.
2.How do you feel about being in Gear magazine? I don't mind, especially since my name isn't mentioned in the article. they talk about chloe, chicago, and...
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warlockholmes:
Happy Birthday.
nyhcx516:
yup yup.. almost ... happy birthday a few hours early!
Sooooooooooo very tired...Just on my way to work.... You all ask really good questions.... It's refreshing.....
Not enough time to answer, but I diod write them all down... some of them are thinking quesastions antyway...sorry the delete buttom doesn't work on this computer...It's driving me crazy that I cant correct my spelling...I need sleep and a better computer.... I will answer all On wednesday, my...
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Not enough time to answer, but I diod write them all down... some of them are thinking quesastions antyway...sorry the delete buttom doesn't work on this computer...It's driving me crazy that I cant correct my spelling...I need sleep and a better computer.... I will answer all On wednesday, my...
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pplppc:
1. Do you comsider yourself " Alice"?
2. Can I be your Mad Hatter?
3. What is true happiness?
2. Can I be your Mad Hatter?
3. What is true happiness?
jayden:
1. At what age did you start getting tattooed?
2. the biomechanical-looking piece on your right arm is fabulous. What is it a scene of?
(sorry if that doesn't make sense- I don't know how else to ask it)
3. What do your parents think of your chosen profession, and your tattoos?
(I'm not trying to sound like an asshole or anything, I know quite a few people in the industry and their parent's reactions are always different. *shrug*)
2. the biomechanical-looking piece on your right arm is fabulous. What is it a scene of?
(sorry if that doesn't make sense- I don't know how else to ask it)
3. What do your parents think of your chosen profession, and your tattoos?
(I'm not trying to sound like an asshole or anything, I know quite a few people in the industry and their parent's reactions are always different. *shrug*)