voltaire

It was really cool meeting you at Jumbo's the other day. I haven't been online much since, been a busy couple a' days. I'm likely to make up for that tomorrow before work. That's the nice thing about working nights, plenty of fuck off time before I have ta go in. I'm a damn 'net junky.

As for the pictures here, I dunno, I like 'em. I think, in general, part of the charm of some of these sets is that they're not professionally done, yet they undoubtably strive to be artistic, often with spectacular results. I definately can see where it would be frustrating when you've got better shots out there. (I haven't checked out the site you linked to yesterday yet. Definately going to. If you get to work with Kern, that'll be amazing, I'm sure.)

I dunno, for what it's worth, I'd hate to see you take any of the shots/sets down.

I looked at the photos of you and Luxe on Shard.org. You both have some great pictures on that site too. I hope you feel better. I liked the pictures you had in that tattoo magazine a few months back too. I bet Richard Kern will do a great job shooting you too. Take care.

everyone has a bad day. usually on days when one is feeling particularly ugly or offensive..thats the day everyone else thinks ya look fine....at least thats how it is for me...
don't stress doll.
your pictures are the most kick ass...you somehow have that wierd X factor thing going where you are infinitely gorgeous in an ominous, wonderful way.
damn. sorry for the rant....and never mind the fact that from your journal posting you seem like such a wonderful person inside as well as out....that just makes you all the more shiny...like a brand new penny or somethin.


[Edited on Feb 18, 2003]

Voltaire let me just say that to mine eyes you are hot, not just Southwestern Chicken Sandwich Hot, but home made Thai Rice and Curry HOT! And in my personal view, NO nothing does really matter, So why stress about the negative more than the positive when they both are meaningless? When I look at myself I see all flaws with the good, when I look at my art I ussually go...theres a mistake...thats too long...can't fix that...but that looks cool...Take a deep breath and have some tea, do something that makes you happy and take a walk in the woods and you'll see that there is nothing but beauty in the world and that most definetly includes you! Did I mention you I thought you were hot like thai curry?

Wish I could help with your delimma. The valley seems to suck for anything healthy and Vennice Beach would be the closest area to have something like what you found in Berkeley. Ever try Trader Joe's? They aren't as big as Whole Foods and have great Organic stuff.
1.- What do we really want out of life? -
2. Unfortunately, no
3. Actually, no, but I'm sure it does!

I read your comment too and I wanted you to know that a lot of us "old timers" here joined because of you. I know I did. I guess we all get cought up in the new girls sets going up and forget to give the old skool sg's the attention they deserve. I for one cant waite for your new set.

We live right by the El Cerrito Plaza station. Under the tracks about two blocks away along the green way.

My wishing sometimes feels the same as when I'm craving food, but nothing sounds good.

I know what you're saying. My wife and I are broke so we try to pretend that the holidays don't really matter. But in the end I know she's bummed when her friends tell her all the bullshit they did for whatever holiday.

By the way, please don't stop posting recipes!

Wow. I think Voltaire has the sweetest face I've ever seen. She's absolutely stunning! Blue is definately my fav picture set.

I have a crush on her!! --Is that sad?

Maybe next V-day I'll ask her on a date. Yeah, I live in a dream world

I was in Portland on the streets for about five years. I have seen some fuct up shite. I was all strung out on meth and heroin for most of that time, so I was slanging custie sacks downtown in front of Peterson's to support me and my friends habits, so I am pretty used to being followed by undercover cops. i have seen plenty of fuct up shite, and wouldn't put anything past them. I never thought that they would sink to actually murdering kids guilty of nothing but drug addicion and homelessness though. I would understand if they were doing something about the pedophiles and rapists, but these are just helpless street kids they are killing without second though, most of whom are on the streets because they were already victims of abuse themselves.

I know what you mean about having the cops bust into your house for no apparent reason. I have been in several raids myself, but my sister was forced to experience the most reacent one. Me and my sister were in our apartment in Eugene and the police and SWAT team surrounded the whole block, had an M-16 with a red dot on my forehead, and forced my sister to come out with her hands on her head. All over some stupid petty bullshite. I even beat the charges, and made the Eugene Police feel like a bunch of petty assholes.

happy valentines day dear voltaire....if i could i'd stare into your eyes at dinner like the rest of this pathetic heterosexual society that are going to go out to dinner, eat three times the amount of food they really need, gaze longingly at one another and pretend they're in some freakin romance movie....me and my honey aren't goin out until tomorrow night.....that way we can avoid romantic scenes that will make me vomit.....
anyway....lets see here..your ?'s
1. i eat *reasonably* healthy..i have the dreaded caffeine addiction though.....
2. what car would i own? hmmmmmmm.....fred flintstones....i mean..its environmental right?
3. the last time i was sick......well.....sick as in actual virus type illness? that would be last christmas....not this christmas we just had.. but the christmas prior. horribly horribly sick.....
sick in the head?....well...thats every weekend...

lets see here...if i get in the shower what do you bet the doorbell is going to ring? cuz thats what always happens.
later girl.

1.i dont eat too much junk but i wouldnt say my diet is balanced.something i need to look into.especially my line of work
2.cars,fuck i dont know.dont drive em. but I always liked the Studebaker Hawk.curiously most people who are green conscious like the old gas guzzlers...just way cooler looking
3.Yesterday,probably related to Q1 and booze consumption

1. im gonna agree, hospitals are the devil. nothing like the smell of rot and sickness to really make you ill. but i would have considered myself a "medicinal junkie" just a few months ago. just your basic stuff...aspirin & sleeping pills mostly. thinking they would help my headaches and insomnia...when really i figured, it's all in your head. tough it out.

2.uhh...id have to say the queen of hearts really. im loud, very opinionated, not near as large, but i like to say "off with their heads" alot too.

3.uhhh...all capitals and very little, its kind of neat to behold actually, although people tell me i write like a dude.

i want to answer the questions too....hehe --

1. - I dont like drugs anymore, i stoppd using all drugs...except the occasionall alcohol , ive never tried herbal remedies... i think because i stopped taking medicine..my body has built up a better immune sytem..

2. I would be the mad hatter--- i like birthday parties...and un-birthdays are a clever way to have them year round, plus im a bit insane

3. my handwriting is messy,,,although it changes sometimes and is more legible on certain occasions..dont know why... i forgot how to write in cursive... i think i stopped cursice when i left elementary school, because it wasnt enforced in middle school


btw-- I read something about you wanting to quit SG... which i wouldnt hold against you, but your reasons are not that good... you are by far the best looking chica on this site..your the reason i joined...
let me know when you quit...i will prolly be right behind ya

loves-- timm

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1. cuffed jeans, white t shirt

2. finish up a new song, drink gin, eat chichen

3. orange. definately the orange ones, but it has to be the kind with two sticks.

imeveryoneshero/ sam

Last I knew Rob is/was still booking at UJ's.

I doubt that if I had happen to cross your path at some point in life, that my initial thought would be that of boring. Wether you carry out a very involved life at this exact moment does not decide you in that manner, as you have already accomplished and conquered many things I haven't even inched towards. In time, until then however, I will admire your beautiful tattoos and kind smile.
1.The satisfying feeling I recieve from getting tattooed and the quick easy healing process throws piercings to the wind.
2. I have quite wonderful conversations with my cat Pigbot. She listens so well and just her eyes and physical affection travel farther into my brain than most human company could do.


[Edited on Feb 10, 2003]

girl. you're givin some hard questions...
1. Loving. ask anyone who knows me.
2. They're are too many i despise for me to pick one. the whole corporate greed that turns the wheels of our society really sickens me to my very core.

painting huh? art is good therapy. I've been needin to sketch lately. too many domestic chore obligations keepin me busy.