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I'm totally stressed out..... last night sucked again, and I still need to come up with 300 bucks by tomorrow..... I can't pay my rent late, It is due on the first, and it costs 75 dollars if it is even one day late, because I live in a shit hole owned by a slum lord.
I don't know what i'm going to do..........
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cocinero:
If you're on at this late hour, read your mail.
scarlett:
Did you already get the money love? I could wire you perhaps .... Not all but some... I wouldnt want to see you pay a late fee or get kicked out.... that would fuckin blow.
Anyway let me know if I can help at all.
And thanks for your kind words on the poison ivy.
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$300 to go........ I have to work my fucking ass off tonight....... last night sucked........

I'm working every night except labor day......

On tuesday, I think I'm going up north to visit my family...... It will be nice to see them again.... and all my old friends too.......I haven't been home in more than a year....... there's some things I want to do, and places...
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rockoblm:
If I only knew where you worked, I'd be willing to bring some friends in and help you make your goal this weekend. A weekend in LA, drinking, listening to music and meeting new and interesting people...this should be a nice weekend!
lily:
wink
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$400 to go........ Go me.......

This is what I was thinking last night at work... I wrote it down in my paper journal when it was slow at work.....

there's an elderly woman that lives in the building next to mine. She's crazy. she's somehow convinced that my name is Katie. I just let her call me that. I actually find it kind of amusing....
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punknitemike:
hey voltaire... u always make my day when u post in my journal. thank u!!! smile

im doing great... just spent 3 weeks out on the road touring w/ my friends girlush figure. they are a kick ass rock n roll band from baltimore. they rule! i can send ya a cd if u were interested. just let me know! and they will be out there on the west coast very soon if ya wanted to check them out. i can get ya the dates / cities they will be playing if ya wanted. just let me know!!!

i hope yr doing well. voltaire rocks my world!!!
quinn:
so whats one of the most beautiful women on the planet doin for the long weekend?
i hope yours is filled with fun and relaxation.
just wonderin what you're up to this weekend.

kiss
later gorgeous.
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I guess I should write a real journal entry.....Faith called me and asked me to write a journal entry for her while she was at work... It was a blast... It was more fun than writing my own journal......

I'm working at Star Strip Too (the one out on Fletcher) tonight... It was pretty shitty last night..... $100 is chump change for a saturday...
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mureta:
a hard slap on your ass, baby!
x
nixon:
Eeek. I got my toe on a broken glass last Wednesday. Ow.
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birch sinclair is eating the cabbage out of my chow mein when she thinks I'm not looking...... but she's only eating the cabbage..... she seems uninterested in anything else.........
monsterjoe:
Your cat?

Funny, I thought cats only ate meat.

You look like an assasin by the way.

You slay me every time I see you.
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I need to get out of town.......

To do list:

1. make rent, and bills.......
2. figure out why birch sinclair continues to meow in the corner of the kitchen.... she only does it when I'm home, and not when the boy is........
3. eat something..... I'm starving.....
4. stop stressing out about money.......
5. get a real job....
6. dye my hair.....
7....
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pyronautica:
I have confidence that you can do it, rent sucks ass though, I'm struggling to make it myself.
faith:
Hey Bebeh.... When are you comming to pdx so I can do ya?
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I'm working at Star Strip Too tonight...... the one over on Fletcher..... wish me luck..........
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bombshellbetty:
I'm sure you'll do great, sweetheart! Remember to have a good time, okay?
crispy:
Like you need luck to dance well ... pshaw!!
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I need a job.........
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bombshellbetty:
Please let me know what you find out!!! It looks like I'll be coming down to SoCal (staying in Ojai and LA) in December and staying for a few months, so I'm really excited about putting together some shows down there.
toxicboy:
I thought you had a job...what happened to the carpentry? And werent you going to try and get work dancing again? At least that what your entrys have said...

Im sorry if things arent going the way they should...At least you arent sitting in a paking lot...watching it.....like me smile

See dont you feel better now?
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Sitting here listening to tricky........

they finally cleaned up the glass in the hall from the fire extinguisher.... It only took three days..... and there's still little shards in the carpet that I can see when I walk down the hall on my floor.........

shit this isn't tricky, what the hell did I just put in my cd player?

ok, now it's tricky.......

It's not...
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freyja__:
i would love to sit around a pool with you sucking on lime juice bars, listening to tricky. how fun that would be!

i was walking down the street the other day and i saw a girl who reminded me of you. it made me miss you lots. i hope you're well, love!

xoxoxo
quinn:
mmmmmmmmm. Juice bars are deeeeeeeeeeelicious.
i'm thinkin i might now have to make a stop at the store on the way home from work tonight to get some.
kiss

luv ya darlin!
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I'm totally starving right now..... and i'm too lazy to cook just now..... maybe this toast will hold me over......

My weekend was interesting to say the least...... Fiday night I just stayed in and rest4ed.... I think I was even fast asleep by 11pm.......a new record for me.... usually I can't go to bed before 1am.....

Saturday, I took care of all things domestic......
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evillyn:
I wish I was your neighbor. Or at least somewhere near your area so I could make you teach me to do burlesque shows. You must have so much fun.
stubertmcfly:
cool!

*lights up and doesn't sweat voltaire callin' the jackets on me.
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Yay! saturday!
I ran all my errands this morning, thinking that maybe I could get them done before it got hot..... wrong..... It was hot the whole time......

I'm not up to much today.... just taking care of "Saturday chores" ie: stuff like lundry, house cleaning, etc..........

I'm soooo tired...... I need a nap.....

I'm going back to work as a dancer soon...... I just...
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thirty:
I know a place that'll sharpen your knives and even clean the blood off of them for free!
bob_dobalina:
there's a few guys at the farmer's market that sharpen knives. most often, they're the same people who sell free-range chicken eggs...
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carpentry yesterday...
carpentry today.....
carpentry tomorrow.......


boy am I tired.....
and sore......

hope you guys are well......

xoxox-Voltaire
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scattershot:
well please enlighten me .... I would love to know why you started ignoring me frown
quinn:
no journal entry in three days makes me miss my favorite delicious dish.
what trouble you gettin into this weekend anyway?
and where's my testimonial. c'mon already. you're torturing me.