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It's over

He broke up with me last night. Said he's not ready for a relationship. That I'm amazing and he doesn't want to hurt me more down the road. Maybe he'll be ready for me someday but not now.



FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUUUUUUUUUUCK!

I don't know if I've ever lost more tears in my life.

I may be checking myself into a mental...
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littlejohn22:
stay strong... rage hard
johnmc:
Do not like at all. There are plenty of people here who think you're awesome.
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Chew it up, spit it out!

IN LOVE with this Rob Zombie remix. Skrillex is a fucking remixing GOD. End of story.


So, I promised more random blogs and here I am fulfilling that promise! I've been doin alright so far I think... smile

I will start with some random pic-a-tic-tures of sexiness and other things: (I'll spoiler 'em so you don't get annoyed. There're a...
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pavone:
Cute/ sexy pics!, I love girls with guns!love ...Yes, the "surprise" will be ready very soon, I hope you like it!confusedwhatever ...Im a Rob Zombie fan!, I like that remix, is something that I can dance in underwear before I take a shower tongue XD lol! ...Kisses!kiss
coyotemike:
Is your hand big enough for a Beretta?
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blackheartdown:
Love the purple hue effect you put in some of the sky pics.
My buddies are trying to get me to update my RC car. They have been building dirt tracks behind their barns and racing their cars. Too many hobbies. smile
Best of luck on nailing those other shoots and landing a descent office gig.
ashlynn:
I miss you, seester. Kind of a lot. My head's all screwed up.
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My cinema...

This is a video of Skrillex mixing me and Jesse's song live. YES, our song is a dubstep jam. tongue

There's a piano cover of this song that literally chokes me up. Here, I'll post that too. It's INCREDIBLE. (My dream is to have the piano cover played at our wedding someday because I'm a girl and I dream about things like weddings. LOL)...
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kas:
YAY
thedarkness:
I'm very happy you found someone that makes you feel like everything else doesn't matter.
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Back to basics...

Remember back in the day when I used to write nice little blogs about nothing?!?! I wanna do that today! smile If you missed my blog with updates on my life, you can scope it out here. But this blog will be mostly irrelevant. Haha!

Well, we need some music, first and foremost! And I think i'll post a song that is...
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pyromethious:
I didn't really like the song as much until I saw that video :-p
blackheartdown:
Yeah, kinda miss those old blogs, but like seeing your new happy, good news blogs.
I'd gladly trade some of your can't stay asleep for my can't get my ass out of bed. smile
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REAL blog time!

I know I know... I have been slacking HARDCORE on the whole blog thing. I have been busy and not really feeling SG lately to be honest. So I've been a bit absent. But, I MISS THE FUCK outta you guys! So here I am to write and puke some pictures on your faces. biggrin

First.. I love this song to death so...
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carnivall:
This blog oozes happy.
Good for you.
xo
allstonlou:
move over , I 'm feeling the sam way
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Over a month since my last blog?!

Hot damn. That's crazy!

MuuuuUUUuUuUuUuuuusic:

Kind of in love with this song at the moment.
"Fuck em! I didn't wanna go to heaven anyway!"

So... I don't know why I decided to toss up an update blog when I absolutely, 100% do NOT feel like typing right now.... HAHAHAHA! I have tomorrow off work so maybe I'll do...
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starlastarlove:
super cute photo of you, the last one there! love
dougrun:
miss u in chat <3
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NEW BLOGGY TIME!

"It is time!" LOL

Now for some theme music for the adventure pictures I'm about to share with you..... Hmmmmmm

This is what we had blasting in our van during adventure time... smile

So, brief life update:
-Work is alright. Training to be a manager! But it take months of training so I'm not THAT excited yet.
-Family life is annoying as fuck...
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mildots:
smile > frown anyday


Isn't there just something primal and peaceful about shooting a gun?

toxic:
Oh I <3's you!
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chrysis:
LOL. Where did you find these. So amazing.
fox:
heart heart the donkeys
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New blog with no purpose...

This is what I'm listening to while I type:

Enjoy!!! If you hold out til 0:55 you'll start bouncing uncontrollably throughout the rest of the song. Unnnnng!

Sooooooo.....

Not a whole lot has happened since my last blog, really, except for one MAJOR problem:

I officially have lost the love for my job.
frownfrownfrownfrownfrownfrownfrownfrownfrown

I know right?! It was bound to...
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toxic:
It was nice chatting with you the other day! Did you check out Karma's ab workouts?!
tactical:
Ok you need to go somewhere and make sure you don't have a concussion
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Dear 2012, Thanks for being so great so far! I totally wanna fuck your face. Love, Me. smile

This video is the SHIT! And this song makes me dance in my car. So there!

Ohhhh my oh my oh my oh myyyy!

So much has happened in these first couple weeks of 2012. It's kind of ridiculous actually. I've had a lot go down and goddammit...
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kohana:
+1
boomie:
love you!
Remember if you ever leave the site be sure to delete all your pics... you knwow theyll keep them!

I got your number so I get to see your boobs anytime neener neener


<3 <3!!!!
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I had a heart then, but the queen has been overthrown..

This song literally gives me butterflies in my tummy... LOVE IT!

Soooo I've got some stuff to update you on, but I don't have time to write a full blog. I just felt like changing the blog I had up... lolsies!

As my status reveals, I changed my hair to pink from the purple....
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wolfox:
(wow) - sounds like you have a LOT going on... not a bad thing, of course smile
on a particular note involving your friend's decision...

SPOILERS! (Click to view)

when we let my mothre go a few years ago my fathre left the final decision up to me ( I had gotten a ride from my ex the many, many miles when I heard she'd been moved to a different hospital and had gone into a coma - so I never did get to have a final talk with her frown ) ... it was hard as hell, but we all agreed for the best in her situation and with what she'd requested when she was first diagnosed. worst part is, for me, is it's the 2nd time in my life I had to witness someone take their last breath ... which I still wish upon no one to ever have to witness.


johnmc:
Love my 4S. The camera built in is pretty amazing.