Monday Dec 02, 2002

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Look for me, find me, Im here, I care, Im yours, take me and do with me as you wish, just remember that I am fragile too. My life is yours, Im not small but you can loose me if your not careful, Im as dvoted as a pet, and i bleed like one too...

Notice me, thats all I Ask
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atomic_tiki:
well the show aired 2 years ago & since then it has been cancelled. Funny thing is, we were going to go back as a follow up story with my brother. they had called us a week before 9/11.


scary huh?
atomic_tiki:
no one has it converted to computer i don't think.

Saturday Nov 30, 2002

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Why, im such the damn nice guy, i cater to everyones feelings, but never do i get catered to,im the burdern the one who gets downsized cause i have needs, my needs come last in the chain.

Wednesday Nov 27, 2002

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Well day two of keg week, dident get to post day one for obvious reasons. its enough im depressed, they drag me into this. sure i got drunk had a good time. but that dont make up for my friends Ex being a bitch on suposedly a good night. not to mention his posible new girlfriend getting into a car axadent... god that wasent cool....
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mistersatan:
Okay, we'll have none of that now... *goes back to sodomizing the "Dell" guy*

Sunday Nov 24, 2002

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So i begain to wonder, slowly my mind spins, thinking about the wrongs and rights of my life...i begain to wonder why...i doubt my very self, my very being, i wonder what is wrong with me. I dont understand myself, i dont understand others...i just sit, with my arms outstreatched...no one to hug, all by myself
sexygirl31415916:
<HUG>
don't despair dear. no one understands themselves. that's the beauty of things. the finding out about yourself.
sexygirl31415916:
HUG

Friday Nov 22, 2002

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Going to test out some DND games tonight, see if they are worth my time. lonely...so lonely...
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morgan:
Yay DND!!!
lefty:
i see we can still change our names and such... i guess spooky was just trying to scare us... im debating changing mine...

Wednesday Nov 20, 2002

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wait, what did i do tonight, oh yeah i hung out with Bowling for Soup. What I mean I went to go see them in concert, well yeah, that and I FUCKING PLAYED VIDEO GAMES WITH THEM! Yes i hung out with my favorite band of all time, and played Ms. Pacman with them.

Monday Nov 18, 2002

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The world spins, So i told her... well sorta, but she said im like a brother, "im sorry" "i dont know what to say."

so perhaps there is no chance for me.

now i must look for something to cuddle with, or someone.

Thursday Nov 14, 2002

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Vice city is fucking anoying.... its addictive...so is Tekken 4... man am i lovein it!!!!!! oh well, another day another boring story in my life....


...Im such a wuss, ive had all the oppertunitys in the world...do i take them no, this is a good place to vent to...

now i think im falling for my friends Ex... why must i have such mixed emotions...why...
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bug:
wow! yay! a river city ransom picture!

Wednesday Nov 06, 2002

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well todays the day, i take my bigo drivers test. Im about to find out if i am sain enough to drive!

Im such chickenshit too, i havent told Melissa how i feel, i cant bring myself to do it purly out of fear. Pritty much the same for Steph, but a mutual friend of mine got the scoop with her. She says i act...
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joscelyne:
I hope you're sane enough to drive as well, otherwise I'm walkin in the middle of the road when I'm in syracuse since you'll be on the sidewalks!

Tell her, dammit.
lefty:
i feel your pain man, im in a similar boat... im trying to get a romantic relationship going with my sisters best friend... its going very well so far, but its only been one pseudo date, and i havent told her my ulterior motive....

your just now taking a drivers test at 19?

Thursday Oct 31, 2002

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ok, so here it is, its haloween and i dident do shit...well i did

this is so fucking complicated
OK im supose to be hanging out with steph at her house...i like steph...

i spent tonight over to melissa's house just talking. I like Melissa... i dont know how she feels emotionaly about me, but i know i have a big obsticle...she thinks of me...
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morgan:
Ask, talk, figure it out WITH them.
jordyn:
Like everyone else has been saying you need to figure out this feeling for Melissa because she seems to be at the forefront of your mind.
It really stinks to have to deal and work around the whole brother, sister thing, but it can work out if the feeling for more is there on both your parts.

on a different note, I say meat as in toned but cushy.

Monday Oct 28, 2002

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This song is a poem to myself, it helps me to live, in case of fire break the glass and move on into your own.

Ok, now that i got that out, been a while sence i posted a jornal. been so buisy with life, work, video games.

Question: if a girl says she wants to hang out with you, but always seems to have...
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lila:
it depends on the girl...if i am generally avoiding someone i don't even go to the trouble to make excuses. however, sometimes i might seem like i am blowing people off simply because i need a little time to myself. just be honest and ask her if she wants you to leave her alone...if you're not afraid of the answer, that is.

i can totally relate on the cuddle buddy thing. sometimes human touch is the most comforting and unattainable thing in the world...
morgan:
Depends on the girl. Girls are weird.

I haven't gotten to play IWD2 yet...I don't have the money and I'm also afraid my system won't meet up the the requirements. I bought Alice and can't play it frown I haven't had a chance to game in a while, i'm withering away slowly from lack of gaming.

Wednesday Sep 25, 2002

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Life is suddenly sucking...this is not good, im suddenly so depressed...

People ignoring me, i feel like im being pushed away from everyone...
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