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I'm sick as a dog folks! Grrr mad I knew it would get me at some point. I'm lethargic. my nose is irritated and my eyes won't stop tearing so my right eye looks like someone knocked the hell outta me tongue Good news is I got to leave work early..smile

hello and goodnight! kiss
*edit* I'm not whining! tongue

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stellartrane:
I don't know if this is a compliment, or insult, but you scare me.
silencenoir:
awwwwwwww, feel better soon.....if I was closer I'd go take care of ya!
::sends you a shit load of tissues, soup, syrup and cold tabelts::
What will you do this weekend? (if you feel better, of course).
I am going away til sunday, so I'll talk to you then smile
kiss
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Weekend over alreay?????? I think I wanna cry now!
There's no food in the house! none! Well cat food, but I'm not quite that deperate tongue
The weekend consisted of nice hawt raunchy sex miao!! not really...nothing of the sort. At least not with anyone else. whatever

I can't get no Satisfaction! I can't get no satisfaction! and i try and i try and i tryyy...I can't get...
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daniel13:
hey girl! sorry its been so long. I took a step away from the computer-but now i'm back. Damn your pics are hot.

I believe the 3 day weekend should be standard.










silencenoir:
I don't think I'd wanna eat cat food either! eeek....but if the kitties like it......is it that bad? I wonder... but I am not gonna try it. tongue

it's been a very crazy few days here. We had the visit from a hurricane named Juan. whatever my journal has the whole story. I am exhausted!!

have a nice day cutie. kiss
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time to break the cycle! time for a change of plans. My life is too boring for words right about now. I sit here in contemplation of my next move. Kinda like I'm playing chess. What should I do next? what?

robot
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wow this is about the 4th edit. I spend way too much time on here love
ok...I put up a few pics in my...
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aartaxx:
love the new pics. be happy to shoot a new set for ya.
tronvillain:
lovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelove

*whew* Nice new pics you have there D. kiss I will have to put up some more after I recover from my stomach being recoloured.

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I now have tons more motivation to show off my naked ass. thanks to you guys kiss I'm actually gonna take another set next week just in case wink

I've been busy apartment hunting. NOT an easy task I tell ya! whatever

work, clean, looking for a place to stay, work again. That's been the fun filled life I've been experiencing this week tongue

I haven't seen Marilyn Manson...
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silencenoir:
thanks for the nice testimonial smile yes, it would be lovely to get to hang out in real time!

good luck with the appartment hunting...I'm sure you'll find something soon enough.
Um, yeah, since you like to clean so much -- wanna come do my cleaning too?? teehee... you can always do it naked...

I've never seen Marylin Manson live, I'd love to though. Have fun!

kiss
tronvillain:
We love your named ass D. kiss

Anyway, I get a tattoo and none of my normal people comment. What's up with that? Where is the love? Oh, wait, I see your life has been "work, clean, looking for a place to stay, work again." Never mind then. biggrin Do find the time to take a look though!

Later D.
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I wasn't gonna mention this, but I am sending a set in tomorrow. It's on a cd and all set to go. I don't think we took enough close ups though...If it gets rejected I'll just post it in my pics. smile
I had no clue I could look so HOT! I have to thank loverboy for his help.
kiss

it's almost october already! geeez! eeek
time is...
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evillyn:
Oooh, oooh, oooh. You sent in a set?? I'm excited!!! I bet it is fucking gorgeous. If they don't accept it, just try again. But I bet they will, how could they not??
kestrel:
Good luck with the set!
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i hate when people just don't get it........even when you make things loud and clear they just don't get it....
*edit*I don't know what i meant by this by the way. It's just another one of my pointless nonsense statements either made out of frustration, sarcasm, or sheer boredom. You decide.

miao!! miao!! miao!!
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suicidesmitty:
I actually did get it... I just thought it was funny to say that I didn't. People are dum. Get used to it.


damn typos

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tronvillain:
Yes, I thought the response was a little too perfect, but there was a chance it was for real. *shrugs*
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I wanna go cause a stir ..hehehehe
I'm so evil. so very very e v i l

I feel good today. No fucked up crazy thoughts in my brain. I feel "normal" i think is the word.
well , i think it's about time I take some pics for you m-effers ( i mean that in the most affectionate way*bats eyelashes*) I'm bored of looking...
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silencenoir:
Alone time was pretty good. I went shopping and I rented some movies and tonight it's the sleepover! I wish you could come down and watch dirty movies with the rest of us girls. love

So what did you end up doing this weekend so far? did you get to see your loverboy?

My cats talk to me too and they understand me more than anyone else in this world. miao!!

kiss
tronvillain:
Well, given your name I would expect a lot of evil. biggrin I put up a few pics today, and while they are not great, they aren't too bad either. *shrugs*
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I'm finally moving forward. I'm making my way from the negative frame of mind.
ok, life is beautiful. I'm starting to realize it.

I have a loverboy love
yesterday I waspuke all day. I hope loverboy doesn't think i was ignoring him on purpose.
I'm planning my next tattoo!!smile *edit* the tat will be something fiery... I need someone to design it for me...I have the...
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click_here:
haha..i think i might stay..soup woman
m0ngrel:
optomism is strange... but the cool thing about it is if you keep it up even when you really wanna be glum, you can fake yourself out into having a smile or two.

septum piercings = +10
nice...
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biggrin thanx for the lovely responses to yesterday's miserable entry! The support and advice is very much appreciated! smile I'm feeling better today. Not 100% but good enough where I can focus and concentrate today. I can pick up the phone and have conversations whereas yesterday I just wanted to disappear. I even thought about going anonymous, but I won't do that smile
There are so many things...
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silencenoir:
I wish you could come down and watch these dirty movies with a few of my friends and I. that would totally rock. wink
Glad you're feeling better... and I'm sure even better now since it's your pay day. teehee. I'm guessing you're gonna make a few trips to the malls , eh?
kiss
poetik:
Glad you feel better! smile and anytime you need to vent, you know we're all here for ya! biggrin

Nice A.D.I.D.A.S. thinking... wink
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yeah, in the midst of my boredom today I started realizing that I've been feeling more and more bored with life. I have less hobbies and interests. Not much to stimulate me and more importantly not much that keeps my interest for more than 2 seconds My attention span is shorter, my responses are more vague. I seem distant even to myself.
The things I...
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suicidesmitty:
I TOTALLY hear you with all this. The apathetic detatchment has been a way of life for me for some time. The thing that I find, however, is that there is SO much to do and see, it's almost impossible to do it all. just do something, anything and if you're as compulsive as I am, it'll keep you going for a while.

feel better doll.
tronvillain:
Well, you have Suicide Girls in general, and us in particular. biggrin
(K)
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I'm weary today. It just feels like I've burnt myself out. I've been going nonstop all weekend long. Things didn't work out as planned whatever but I still went out and had fun. My head is hurting again.


miao!! miao!! miao!!

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poetik:
yay! it's all about not letting bumps get in the way of plans and having fun anyway smile

Damn weariness though. but at least, you're not weary on a monday morning. Though for me, the prospect of going to work is enouh to wear me out frown
tronvillain:
Aw. Aw. Aw. Aw. Yay! Aw. Hmmm. I think that sequence of sympathy and happiness matches up. biggrin
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it's time to find a way to unwind and just enjoy the night. I did get invited to 2 places and I have to pick where I'll go. Oh the hard choices of life tongue

At last my mood is good!!!! for more than a week I was completely taken over by stress and was frustrated. Then yesterday, I had the worst freaking case of depression...
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jivesucka52:
I'm glad you're feeling better and yesterday was fucking rough for me depression wise too. I'm glad you read my long journal and agreed with some of it. We should talk more.
poetik:
Damn depression, but it works out if a lesson comes out of it smile I love new lessons (though some come at a cost that's a little too high) frown But I think you got yourself a great motto wink

Hope you got that chance to unwind, whether it was out or in. smile

I love Imagine!



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