thelibra

so...go say hi to liltatts

those of you from east coast camping know her as ariel.

she just joined today.
she's rad as fuck.

i'm having trouble concentrating. there are alot of feelings happening right now.

feeling things is good. not being able to sort them out, however...

me being painfully introspective...again

it's 5:18 am
i'm awake
and marginally perky
(my benadryl wore off)

i have the most hideous hives on my left shoulder and part of my back. yikes!
the funny thing is they are nowhere else on my body.

in other news, i opened up a can of verbal whoop-ass on michael. (yes, i called him back). i told him i'd met someone (which is...
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my goodness.
three days of debauchery in the wilderness.


it was fucking amazing.
seriously.

wow.

for so many reasons. all of them good. some of them very, very good. others were just mind blowing.

i'm sure pictures will be up soon.

i love knowing that i am able to feel.

maybe more on that later. maybe not. take it at face value. but trust me,...
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Remembering Mark E. Chapman
1977-2003

So many songs remind me of him. some snippets:

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Oh, I've seen fire and I've seen rain. I've seen sunny days that I thought would never end.
I've seen lonely times when I could not find a friend, but I always thought that I'd see you again.
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When it rains it pours and opens doors
And floods the...
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i would luf to get back to all of my wunderfululku commentitios but i'm playing the role of drunky mcdrunkerttoin.

itsa litltle pathhhettic

ihthaink i lose my motor skillls kindsa of when i imibibise

thisi is whyy i never drink harrd stuff just beeres.

voedkeas does weirds thingsa to libras

i htink i'mas going to sleeeeeeep eresomething.

laterr

theeeeeeeemutherfuckin scalesz
that meansssss librea.

Later...

The deal with my last entry (7-10-2004) was that I want to know if my next special guy is the most obvious answer to the "who is he?" question. The path may be a little more crooked than the obvious answer (or is it the obvious answer?). Although there are a few options besides the one I mentioned before. I'm even shy about that...
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WOO! Three days till camping! No, really. I'm looking forward to running about naked in the woods for the weekend.

Space is available in my car still.

Work sucks but we all know that. I have an interview tomorrow...keep yr fingers crossed for me

More later...

xo
libra

I am fantabulous.
I am resillient.
By the grace of God I'm healthy and stable.

I deserve to be loved. I will be loved.
I will give love in return as best I know how.

But who is this elusive love of mine...?

I wonder...
who he is...
where he is...
what his goals and hopes are...
how his face will look when I walk...
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Answers to yesterday's lyrical goodness:

1) Crosby, Stills, and Nash - Suite: Judy Blue Eyes
2) Michael Tolcher - The Sun Song
3) Allman Brothers - Blue Sky
4) Billy Joel - Summer Highland Falls
5) Warren Zevon - Johnny Strikes up the Band
6) BNL - For You
7) The Beatles - Blackbird
8) Train - When I Look to the Sky
9) Billy...
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I have to do something interesting and marginally upbeat for my journal...I'm such a downer as of late. So here goes.

I'm going to post a line from each one of my 15 (fifteen) favorite songs. You guys name as many as you can. (Bonus points if you don't use Google!)

The winner gets something cool, but that has yet to be determined. Ready? Go....
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yyyyeah, so now i can't sleep. i've been on two planes in four states and i woke up at 4:00 am edt on 7/6/04.
sleeping on the plane counts negatively.

no word on the bid yet... i hope we get it. i am looking forward to many, many years of single girl drunken debauchery. if all goes right we close on 7/28 so fucking rad....
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