I want to watch a movie that will make me cry... I'm listening to the soundtrack from Schindler's List... a beautiful film. I have the urge to watch it.
I don't know... I suppose most people crave movies that will make them laugh, but sometimes I just want to cry. And if the movie is making me cry, when it's done, I can stop. When...
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I don't know... I suppose most people crave movies that will make them laugh, but sometimes I just want to cry. And if the movie is making me cry, when it's done, I can stop. When...
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strongmad:
Trust me, go get "Magnolia." If you've got an emotional trigger point of any kind, need a cry, that movie will find it.
pavlovsdog:
Antoher on then. Life is Beautiful. If you're in the mood for subtitles.
More strange dreams. I always dream more vividly (and am more likely to remember them) when it's warm, and I remember falling asleep with no covers on last night (which is unusual), so I must've been pretty warm. Wait until I have a fever - really good, strange dreams, then. The ones I had during the Chicken Pox were so realistic, yet so unreal -...
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It's the last day of February... 2006.
Remember the Transformers movie? (you know you do...) Go back and watch it if you haven't in a while... it took place in 2005.
I don't recall anything like that happening last year, though I feel like I've slept through the last... hmm... 5 years. At least.
Like last night, I tried so hard to stay awake... we...
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Remember the Transformers movie? (you know you do...) Go back and watch it if you haven't in a while... it took place in 2005.
I don't recall anything like that happening last year, though I feel like I've slept through the last... hmm... 5 years. At least.
Like last night, I tried so hard to stay awake... we...
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littlefierceone:
what ^the madman^ said! coziness is a good thing! i like that you're so comfortable with me.
And i firmly believe that the rest of the world would be better off if they adopted our sense of time, not vice-versa.
And i firmly believe that the rest of the world would be better off if they adopted our sense of time, not vice-versa.
madman31:
I teach political science...international relations primarily
Spoke to an old friend today. It was nice. He lives in Fayetteville, unfortunately, so we don't see each other often.
Apparently I give good advice... he actually said to me, "you need to move down here, and live next door, so you can just open your window and I can open mine, and you can shout advice to me whenever I need it." Other...
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Apparently I give good advice... he actually said to me, "you need to move down here, and live next door, so you can just open your window and I can open mine, and you can shout advice to me whenever I need it." Other...
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strongmad:
Yeah, I think it's one thing to know the good advice and the thing that should be done. It's the applying it that's difficult.
Also, the king of all cosmos is an asshole.
Also, the king of all cosmos is an asshole.
pavlovsdog:
Sometimes things are easier said than done.
I had the strangest dream last night:
Hell was found to be located in the big freezer room in SAM'S Club. You know, the room between the freezer cases? Except it was bigger than the one in the SAM'S in Durham. I was shopping for pretzels and soap (not sure why), with people I only vaguely remember to be friends I don't see very often,...
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Hell was found to be located in the big freezer room in SAM'S Club. You know, the room between the freezer cases? Except it was bigger than the one in the SAM'S in Durham. I was shopping for pretzels and soap (not sure why), with people I only vaguely remember to be friends I don't see very often,...
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littlefierceone:
aaaaahh… someone with dreams as bizarre and surreal as my own.
Sprawl*Mart IS evil.
I won't comment on your fucked-up-ed-ness.
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aaaaahh… someone with dreams as bizarre and surreal as my own.
Sprawl*Mart IS evil.
I won't comment on your fucked-up-ed-ness.
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vampirate:
I'm not feeling better, I just regained some self control. But thanks.
I've consumed nothing but coffee, Pepsi, and chips all day. Salt, sugar, caffeine...
I'm hyper and I have to pee.
That oughta make work fun for the rest of the day. Only 5 hours left.
Then what? I haven't had any alcohol in a while, I think that would give me a nice, well-rounded day of unhealthy eating habits.
I'm hyper and I have to pee.
That oughta make work fun for the rest of the day. Only 5 hours left.
Then what? I haven't had any alcohol in a while, I think that would give me a nice, well-rounded day of unhealthy eating habits.
pavlovsdog:
You should throw in something deep fried and a beer.
madman31:
And don't forget a box of Krispy Kremes to top things off.
Sounds like MY eating habits
Sounds like MY eating habits
I am truly truly happy, for the first time in a long time. I realized this today, when, at the lowest point of my day, I cracked a smile.
Nothing too exciting happened today... it was pretty average. Went to work, spent the rest of the day in bed, essentially. But, in this completely average, ho-hum day, I can honestly say I felt extremely happy...
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Nothing too exciting happened today... it was pretty average. Went to work, spent the rest of the day in bed, essentially. But, in this completely average, ho-hum day, I can honestly say I felt extremely happy...
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strongmad:
I'm a huge fan of contentment. It's like the best feeling there is. And it's definitely temporary, but that's OK, because it makes you treasure it more and appreciate it.
vampirate:
The only Perl Jam fan I ever knew who wasn't in their angsty years was my mom.
And yeah, now that you have real problems, you just sort of get crushingly depressed, instead of explodingly angst.
And yeah, now that you have real problems, you just sort of get crushingly depressed, instead of explodingly angst.
Eep! Too much negativity up for too long... time for some happy, because that's what I'm best at.
I'm currently sitting my filth, listening to two of the adorablest kitties purring... I should clean... but... meh. I have more important things to do, like look at gorgeous women and love on furry critters. For totally different reasons.
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I'm currently sitting my filth, listening to two of the adorablest kitties purring... I should clean... but... meh. I have more important things to do, like look at gorgeous women and love on furry critters. For totally different reasons.
So today marked one of those days I...
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vampirate:
It's not about getting bogged down by formatting, it's about having things to say.
It's good to see another Durhamite.
It's good to see another Durhamite.
madman31:
nothing wrong with an unzipped fly. It allows for easy access, eh?
But seriously, folks....
Glad you're feeling a little more positive. Trips out of town will do that for you.
But seriously, folks....
Glad you're feeling a little more positive. Trips out of town will do that for you.
Why can't some memories stay buried forever? Or at least until I can afford therapy... I thought I dealt with all this... *sigh*
There are days I can't believe I've made it this far. It always seems like there's something good enough in my life to keep me going, which I'm tremendously thankful for. I could do without the past creeping up on me, though....
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There are days I can't believe I've made it this far. It always seems like there's something good enough in my life to keep me going, which I'm tremendously thankful for. I could do without the past creeping up on me, though....
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madman31:
You're too young to be so pessimistic. Take a couple of those deadly sins you're so fond of and hold onto them tightly. That should put a smile on your face
It usually works for me.
Take a couple of those deadly sins you're so fond of and hold onto them tightly. That should put a smile on your face
It usually works for me.
littlefierceone:
btw…
que pas? even looking at this entry with you I neglected to ask what was wrong?
que pas? even looking at this entry with you I neglected to ask what was wrong?
It's supposed to snow today. I told myself I wouldn't get my hopes up. Even if it snows, it won't stick. Even if it sticks, it won't be enough to play in. And the traffic will suck because of it.
But, looking out my window, it's grey and cold looking... I can almost see the snow falling, already - it just looks perfect for it....
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But, looking out my window, it's grey and cold looking... I can almost see the snow falling, already - it just looks perfect for it....
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"Time is that quality of nature which keeps events from happening all at once. Lately, it doesn't seem to be working." ~Anon.
So very true. My concert went very well, and other than screwing up dinner with my lateness, the evening with my parents and LittleFierceOne went pretty well, overall. He had some stuff on his mind, though, and so was very quiet. It's a...
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So very true. My concert went very well, and other than screwing up dinner with my lateness, the evening with my parents and LittleFierceOne went pretty well, overall. He had some stuff on his mind, though, and so was very quiet. It's a...
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kriss:
glad your dinner went well.
kisses
KRISS
kisses
KRISS
littlefierceone:
Your father reminds me of my old Army roommate.
Sorry the timing was bad. I did have a good time, considering.
Sorry the timing was bad. I did have a good time, considering.
My orchestra concert is tonight, I'm so excited. I should probably be practicing or something, but of course I am getting distracted by the Colbert Report and SuicideGirls.
And my parents are coming for said concert, which is doubly exciting. Because these are the parents (I have three - Dad remarried) that I like. And they live in Arizona/New Mexico, so I never get to...
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And my parents are coming for said concert, which is doubly exciting. Because these are the parents (I have three - Dad remarried) that I like. And they live in Arizona/New Mexico, so I never get to...
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pavlovsdog:
I think everyone should either see or read The Vagania Monolouges sometime. It's an impressive piece of work, but repeted vewings don't bring any new revalations. For me at least.
And the snowflake thing was said by a little girl. Awwwwww.
Break a leg with your concert. Do musicians tell each other to break legs?
And the snowflake thing was said by a little girl. Awwwwww.
Break a leg with your concert. Do musicians tell each other to break legs?